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Hi Hi !

2010-05-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

Hi babies :P

i know its been so long since i updated here.

Im 15 already btw. but i dont feel like im 15.

i received a volcom wallet as a present from my sis :)

&a volcom hoodie from my oh-so irritating nephew :)

so its exam period now.

Social Studies, Chemistry this Friday

History, Mathematics next Monday

Physics, POA next Tuesday.

Then im free till lesson resumes the next week. wooooooo~

My sister will be having a Flea Market selling F21 clothes

Some of what she bought is untouch. i mean, havent wear yet.

There'll be a lot of things for my sister and her friends to sell.

come and support ya ? ;)

oh oh, another thing.

my school is having a carnival on the 24th July

&im supposed to be selling 2 booklets of tickets to you people.

currently i have 1 booklet with me.

do support my school. lol ! sounds weird

massive shoppinggg

2010-03-28T13:58:00.003+08:00

So on Thursday Night i went to Town after class to find my sister :)
She bought me a Volcom Wallet, how awesome is that ? ^^
then, we headed to 313 and shopped at Forever 21 & Zara.
bought lots of stuff ^_^ i think, i got a whole new wardrope ?
hahaha, got my pull&bear pants, zara's, topshop's and F21's :)
Just a few more of other stuffs and it'll be complete :D

I've got a lot to wish for.

2010-03-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

Some of my classmates think Im becoming a little less noisy.
O_o Well, I think its because Gerimi's away these 2 days that made me that way ?
Haha, some of my friends were irritated that im starting to cling onto my storybooks.
As just now, i was feeling hungry but i chose to stay at my seat and read then,
Amylia was irritated that she told me to go and grab something to fill my stomach before she burns the book. LOL ! i laughed and listened to her and went to get something to eat. Haha

It was a rather cold morning and was wishing to have my Volcom Hoodie ready :(
but nooo, I have to wait for god-knows-how-long *roll eyes*
Oh, which reminds me. I was walking around town, alone, the other day.
i saw this Volcom Wallet which i fell in love with when i laid my eyes on it♥
and told myself that its going in my wishlist ;)
I told my parents i wanna get a collection of Volcom merchandise.
&my mum was like giving me the you-wont-be-able-to-treasure-it face.
Hahaha. thats okay, my dad was pretty supportive, yet again, he told me to use the money in my own pockets and not his.
I'll be updating my wishlist under my biography :)
hehehe, just for you readers to know what im actually wishing for.

its been so long

2010-03-21T14:09:00.002+08:00

after a while that i havent been updating. i decided to update my pathetic blogger.

i dont wish to delete this blog though heh :)

So its the one week school holiday and im out like every single day except today, the last day of the school holiday.

13th - i forgot where i went.
14th - out from 7.30am and home at 9.30pm
15th - AEM course. till 5 we reach school and hang out till 8.
16th - AEM course. till 4.30 we reach school and hang out till 8.
17th - due to fever and headache, i decided to head to the doctor instead of AEM. and went to meet Gerimi&co with Hidayah. home at 9.30
18th - out with sister
19th - tuition, bumped into mr bobby. headed to cathay and met Rusydina&Noah. aftermath, train to Vivo and met Farhan.
20th - which was last. last minute plan, headed to Terence's crib for his party. it was a little bit wild. wasted.

today. im gonna do every piece of my homework. i havent even touch any of it. hope i have no plans today. haaaaaah !

♥

2010-02-21T19:24:00.003+08:00

Farhaaaaaaaan ! ♥
Look at us. Like some drunkards know ! :P
HAHAHAHA. But we're not drunk ;)
this is @ FortCanning on 150210

Noaaaaaaaah ! ♥
the guy above&below has officially cut his hair.
I kinda like his new hair better :)
He looks smater and much better looking now ^_^

Rusydinaaaaaaaa ! ♥
the girl who takes half of her face in most pictures we took :P
haha. We've been meeting a lot lately.
very fun being with her
waiting for the day that we're gonna go shopping together ^_^

Been hanging out with them lately. Well, those 4 meet-ups in a week shall cover my absense on this coming Friday/Saturday.
HAHA, cannot believe it right ? 4 meet-ups in 1 week.
Yesterday, after sooooooo long, i finally met Aizaaaaaaat !
Hein Htet cut his hair. He looks better this way. No pictures with his short hair YET.
Coming Soooooooon !!

Its the last week of Febuary. How time flies so effing fast.
Good Times and Bad Times, everything that just passed, its all remain as memories xD
♥♥♥

After sooooo long

2010-02-14T01:39:00.004+08:00

IM BACK, LOSERS ! HAHA, if there is any losers reading this shit.
Well heyyy ! Happy Valentines Day.
I moved to Tumblr if you bitches wanna know :D
those tags from Hafizah, Bella, Nadiah & Wanie.
sorry. its dead. i dont reply them anymore.
yeah, y'all may be thinking "why bother keeping this darn blog"
well, its simple.
i still like to read back my old post. HAHA.
i have no idea why but it just makes me smile each and everytime i read it xD

its 2010 naoooooooo ! :D of cos you know that. but yea ^^
new adventures this year xD
new crush too. well, fuck the world, dont poke your noses in my affairs. please.
okay, bye, losers

2009-12-28T12:58:00.002+08:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!
1. Beer: ew.
2. Food: i like.
3. Relationships: for losers.
4. Your CRUSH: haha.
5. Power Rangers: kid.
6. Life: live it to the fullest.
7. The President: Barrack Obamma:O !
8. Yummy: wtf ?
9. Cars: motors.
10. Movies: Princess and the Frog :(
11. Halloween: was fun :D
12. Sex: virgin here -.-
13. Religion: Islamic.
14. Hate: bitch.
15. Fear: God.
16. Marriage: not now.
17. Blondes: Bimbos!
18. Slippers: Pink xD
19. Shoes: thick socks :(
20. Asians: me.
21. Pass time: staring at the screen.
22. One night stand: Fuck you.
23. My cell Phone: Samsung Jet.
24. Smoke: Next Chill.
25. Fantasy: Its a Small World
26. College: Poly.
27. High school life: awesome!
28. Pajamas: boxers.
29. Stars: shine.
30. Center: :)
31. Alcohol: Vodka :)
32. The word love: never existed.
33. Friends: not all can be trusted.
34. Money: clothes
35. Heartache: chocolates.
36. Time: stop.
37. Divorce: wtf ?
38. Dogs: ew
39. Undies: pink boxers <3
40. Parents: .
41. Babies: irritating
42. Ex: past.
43. Song: Jandoe :)
44. Color: Red (L)
45. Weddings: grand :)
46. Pizza: cheese
47. Hangout: City.
48. Rest: Sleep.
49. Goal: have no idea
50. Inspiration: nobody -.-

Happy Holiday :D

2009-12-24T21:48:00.004+08:00

the whole process repeats
itself.
wonderfully awesome.
thats life,
motherfucker.

thats it.

ive thought real hard. and i guess, im doing the right thing (Y)
i'll try to make my last on Sunday. that is if im not working ah. most prolly i am.
if i cant make it on Sunday then someday next week or something. i have no idea.
after that, i'll stop looking for them :)
it'll prolly not affect any of them, haha.

I really miss Rusydina
I really miss Farhan
I really miss Indah
I really miss Noah
I really miss Wanie
I really miss Aizat
D:
im still wondering when are we gonna meet.
its been 2friggin months.
GAAAAHH ! :'(

shoobedododooo

2009-12-23T12:30:00.002+08:00

im overly attracted and terribly convinced.

Ive thought about it. I decided that imma stop hanging out with those who i hang out quite recently. Im serious though. Im not sure what made me come up with such decision. I guess, imma go back to the skaters. I thought i couldnt skate anymore but its just my thinkings.

Once was enough but twice in a row was too much.

Im to blame for all these to happen. If it werent for me it wont strike even once. Everything repeats itself. Only with two different people. or maybe four O_o okay, whatever -.- so yeah, bye.

work was fun :)

2009-12-20T22:22:00.003+08:00

this has got nothing to do with work. lol. thats Hairun and Monkey xD

well anyways. i just got home from work. its not really tiring cos all i got to do is pack those goodie bags. and help out Lin&Justin with decorations :) Christmas Party for kids. Balloons everywhere. helium sucked here and there ^_^ hey, that rhymes xD and and, funny voices were made ^^ so those kids were pain in the asses. Popcorn, Cotton Candys. Santa Claus, and the worse part, Clown -.- im still afraid of clowns. i tell you, that clown can do magic. and i can figure out how they do it. So, we had the last round of smoking before the event finish. Cleared the things out. chairs all stacked up. rubbish all cleared. got our pay and sent Lin&Justin to the train stations and off home. we slacked for 2-3hours cos we dont have anything to do. while slacking, we took balloons and untie them. helium time xD HAHAHAHA.
splendid time at work :)

sorry, rusydina :(

2009-12-18T10:39:00.003+08:00

why, why, why, why ?
why did my mum just had to remind me today.
rusydina, im sorry :(
i have to follow my mum for a check up later on :/
sheesh, i dont know when are we meeting. sigh D:

princess and the froggggggggg :D

2009-12-17T20:04:00.004+08:00

This holiday, is nothing but frowns for
me

currently chatting with Rishi&Hidayah :)

tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr,

the plan is.

IF my dad were to leave earlyyyyyyy,

i'll go for a movie [princess and the frog] :)

but if he goes out lateeeeee,

i think you two go ahead without me then :(

fuck it

2009-12-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

my legs are hurting. my injured feet worsen. lol. due to too much walking. haha.

So i went to Bugis just now. with Zoorah&Mum :)

and shoppppppppppppppppp xD

ive got my suspenders/jumper. in both pants and skirt.

got myself a new pair of shoe and a wallet :)

and some other stuffs. girl's stuff , if you know what i mean ^^

HAHA.

then had our late lunch at Tong Seng ^_^ its been so long :O !

and ohhhhhh ! Rusydina was at Bugis and we didnt bump into each other :@ !

we were sooooo closeeeeee. its the 2nd time that we were so close yet, we didnt meet. urgh !

Soo, got home. rest for a little while. and went to Bishan with Zoorah.

bought some shirts/tank tops/leggings from cotton on.

wooooooohhh, what a dayyyyyyyyy.

So, im still waiting for Sunday. for work :)

then get myself a haircut. and gonna send my skirt for alteration by next week.

i need to get myself a new pair of contact lenses :O
my current one is wearing out.

im not sure why but im looking foward for 2010.

So, im gonna be in the same class as Gerimi.

Shahnaz&Loga is in 3B :(

thats okayyyyyyy. SnD (Y)

on the other hand, i have Amylia&Athirah too :)

i miss you.

2009-12-15T19:31:00.002+08:00

you could make everything
alright,
and i want you too♥

So, for 30hours, ive been sitting infront of the tv screen watching Boys Over Flower. heh. Since i couldnt skate/go out due to the injury i got at East Coast, i sat home.

but there was a time when my dad asked me to follow him to Compass Point. So, mum, dad, zoorah and i went around the mobile shop. From M1 to Singtel to Starhub. it was a waste of time making a trip there cos we ended up buying nothing. I saw a few of my schoolmate but i didnt say hi. Haha. i abhor two of my schoolmate which is both one of my junior and senior -.-' those two siblings, totally gave me a fucking stare together with their fucking family. i dont even give a stare or "the look" to their family -.- shheeeeshh.

Moving on. I dont know when am i gonna sell my 6month old phone. if you must know, this is the first time i ever held on to one phone for more than 4 month :O ! but thats okay, i love my phone. imma have to sell it off soon though. ass much ? am gonna get a new phone soon, i guess. the day that my dad's gonna buy his new phone is the day that imma say goodbye to my Samsung Jet. Ive got my Samsung Jet from the first week it got out to the market :) and the price six month ago is still the fucking same as now :O !

lemme tell youuuuuuuuu, walking around is as good as in hell. i have no choice but to leap O_O

&I had to cancel a date with Rusydina&Shafeeqa :( ,

turned down B.A.D trip D:

i hope my legs gonna be fine by Friday/Saturday.

19th, The Epic Sunday's gig.

Sunday, im workingggggggggggggggggggggg. 50bux for 3h ^^

grumpy ol' girl ^^

2009-12-13T10:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i wanted to skate but nooooo ~

Mum asked me to stay home.

Then sis called, asked me to get her a few things and passed it to her at Shangri-La.

So, bussed down to bishan. buy this and that, off i cabbed to her place.

and that was it. gave her stuff, and cabbed back.

Amsyar texted asking to drop by.

since Ijal, Azeck and Irsyad was there, i did.

Ijal bought me a packet of chocolates from Australia xD

HAHA, well i was there for 5 minutes and then i left for home.

then at homeee, i opened the chocolates. i tell youuuuuuuuuuuu, it was delicious (Y) :D

i feel like asking him to buy somemore xD

&Maybe later im heading down to East Coast Skatepark *smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeees*

That is me and my dad.

we are still not talking. like for fuck ?

Sometimes, i wish i knew why is he so narrow minded. thinking of things his way not ours.

im still grudging on the beating i had from him, really.

the markings is still there. the swell is still a little painful.

i just wish that my dad will get out of my life.

so what if he's the one giving me the fucking cash to go school/to buy clothes ?

he'll ask for it back indirectly, eventually.

fuck life.

Hein Htet <3

2009-12-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Sweet16th Birthday, Noah :D

We havent meet for a month or so, now D:

i seriously hope i could meet you&friends up tomorrow.

Anyways,

Htet here, is a pretty much an awesome guy :)

who will do whatever it takes to cheer me up.

with his lame skateboard tricks. on how he tried to stop with style.

he really cracks me up :D

he doesnt really have a problem with anything.

even if he does, he'll let it out by playing DotA all day~

Now that he's computer broke down, he cant play it at home.

but he'll make a long trip to Tong Seng just to play :O

i'll end it here.

Noah, have a sweet 16 kay ? :)

weee ~

2009-12-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

taken on Halloween Night :)

Reyza still have yet return me my fangs ^^

im so hungry now. im thinking weather to head to Bishan today or not.

My legs are hurting. HAHA. oh well ^^

im gonna spend the rest of my holidays skating with them, i guess :)

but i have to meet up with Rusydina and friends too :(

tomorrow. i have to be allowed out. i just have to.

i cant delay the meet ups anymore.

i guess appearance matters.

skateeeeee :D

2009-12-11T11:48:00.002+08:00

after weeks of not skating, i finally met them to skate. since staying at home kinda bores me out. so reached bishan skatepark at about 4.30pm and got screened like wtf ?! sucha turn off lah. we were just skating. okayokay. i saw Wawan !, Azeck !, Irsyad !, Amsyar !, Ijal !, Afik !, and some people i dont know. Sooo, i played at flat land. then i went to the bowl. i didnt dare at first. then when i was alr in my position and concentrating, Syaff just had to shout my name and i lost concentration and flew off the board. awesome -.- haha, thats okay. better luck next time. practise makes perfect ^^ amylia, syaff and ram came. then i saw Ejan :D its been so long since i saw him know ! :D oh well ~ hidayah, seha and hazmi came later :) i was happy to see hidayah xD and and, we talked, smoked. then practise my ollie. played flat land a while and yeah, home at 9.30pm :) on the way home, i met Hattan&Shake along the way. i miss them you know :( but sadly i have to go home. sigh.

Carter Baby <3

2009-12-10T12:11:00.004+08:00

As everyone is drooling over Justin Bieber / Taylor Lautner / Edward Cullens etc,

imma stick to my boo♥

The way he smile is just oh-so charming ^^

looking at how dirty he looks, he's just dreamy in a way.

HAHAHAHAH ! i sound like one psycho. With his hair all so messed up,

doesnt he just look so adorable ^_^

enough of my nonsense.
So i havent been talking to dad eversince the incident the other day.
i dont see any reason for me to talk to him also. everything i do seemed wrong so why do i even bother right ? so yeah. sometimes he's just being self-centered, not caring about what others think. he said that i put friends first just like my brothers and sisters. and he asked "what can your friends do if you are at your worst?" speak for himself. he's the one who put friends first. and i dont put friends first, thank you. when im out, i will go home when i know my mum's home alone. everyone's out, its not as if my dad is accompanying her and all right -.- Im 14, i know whats right and wrong. in 5 months, i'll be 15, dad. which part of growing up dont you understand ? =.=

this time its real.

2009-12-09T01:33:00.001+08:00

Things happen, real quick.
I dont give a fuck to what you are thinking anymore.
Everything happen for a reason.
And i know exactly what is it for this matter.
You've been rather weird lately. Im not sure how but yeah.
Im just saying, that its not time for me to move on yet.
Cos im really tired.

i wanna know i wanna know

2009-12-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

as for now. i miss Hidayah.

i really do. im not sure whats up, but she seemed different eversince i got back from HK :(

is it because i never tried to help her when she's facing problems ? hmm, lifes a miser without a best friend. im not a good motivator neither am i good at counselling or problem solving in terms of personal issues. its been 3 weeks since i last saw Hidayah.

i had a good unreasonable beating by dad. i wonder why too. i didnt retaliate cos i didnt wanna make things much worse. So i let him release all his anger on me. No matter how painful it is to get beaten up with a belt, i wont complain. Nothing is more painful then seeing your mum did absoloutely nothing while you getting beaten up. Seeing her cry and went back to her seat really hurts. alot. Looking at my swollen arm, hmmm. i have nothing much to say.

Ive met wonderful people this year

2009-12-06T16:12:00.004+08:00

i'll name everyone that is in this load in order.

Noah, Farhan, Aizat, Lin, Rusydina, Wanie, Indah, Haziq, Ejan, Ahzyf, Micheala, Terence Hazmi, Reyza, Hattan, Shake, Khai, Rishi&Fadli.

The reason why Fadli is one of them cos, we havent met for a year and say 8 months ? hmm, we met on National Day this year, so yeah.

I havent met Noah, Farhan, Aizat, Lin, Rusydina, Wanie, Indah, Micheala, Terence eversince umms, i dont know :O ! yes, i miss them very very much :(

I havent met Haziq since 2nd October ! :O okay, i counted. heh.

Ejan, hmmm. i saw him but sadly he couldnt hear me :( like a week ago^^

Ahzyf, hmm, its been so long though. he's busy working i guess.

Hazmi, Reyza, Hattan, Shake :O ? i saw Hazmi yesterday but didnt talk to him though. the rest ? Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ meet soon. must must must !

Khai Spitfire :O ! this weird guy who is randomly random. LOL. still in contact though ~

i met Fadli yesterday xD he's with me till 6pm. oh well, he's been there for me almost everyday :) and he loves my present for him ^_^

HK trip will be updated in tumblr. pictures will be in facebook. LOL. okay i dont have the pictures but i'll be tagged. hehehehehe~

does this mean i have to give up once again ?

i guess, lifes like a rollercoaster.

2009-12-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

lifes like a rollercoaster.
it'll start over everytime you
get on it. it wont stop till you end it.
it'll go left turn or right. and
it'll loop to face your fears.

~~im falling for you~~
&i hope im better with this now.
i got over the other one and dont tell me i have to get over you.
i dont know how do i show my appreciation for sending me off the other night.
making you wait, not letting you sleep when you're awfully tired,
troubled you to come all the way from god knows where to my place just to see me before i go off.
you chose to come to my place and send me off, i trully appreciate that :) really.
while i was away, i kept thinking if i would be replaced or anything. i missed you. i understand why you didnt reply. and im still missing you.

Happy Birthday, Farhan :)

2009-11-25T01:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Farhan :D

May your wishes come true & get [insert name here] with you :)

Enjoy yourself ^^

i realised that my post wasnt enough cos i was in a rush. well, here's an edit to it.

Farhan, you've been sucha great friend. although those times when you kinda acted like a jerk after you knew my big secret and all, we kinda mend things up ? haaa. oh oh, its been a month or two since i last saw you. and i was really hoping to see you soon :( takecare(:

I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND :(

2009-11-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

Ah yes.

I miss this guy up there. VERY VERY MUCH ~

My Girlfriend lah, kate kan ^_^

We used to gossip alot. pshhhh, biaser lah ~

but now ? nooooooooooooooooooo ~

He's busy with Soccerrrrrrrrrrrr :(

Hope you are reading this.

Take care~

&text me up ASAP ! :D

Not active :)

2009-11-20T13:21:00.004+08:00

This are a few pics. Im soooooo lazy to update my bloggieeeeeeeee ~ shheeeesshh.

wont be active here actually. i have a new one ^_^

and and and,

Ive got news :)

Seha, Athirah & I are going HK.

im sooooo sad Hidayah didnt get selected :(

Soooooooo,

i guess dad's okay with it.

&there's winter wear sales going on ^_^

im soo going to shop there. Dad's giving cash i guess.

So is sisters, bro, mum ^_^

ah fuck it. shuddup.

its not gonna be that fun without Hidayah :'(

drawing timeeeeeeeeee :)

2009-11-20T02:07:00.002+08:00

first pic - Monkey

second pic - elephant [left], whale [right]

HAHAHAHA ! boredom strikes ! and we had drawing sessions ~~~ ^_^

City~

2009-11-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA ! i was laughing my fucking ass off when we start drawing shitezxzxz ~

Thats supposed to be Ramadoggggg ~ HAHAHA !!

Anw, went to the city earlier on. Met up with Lin first. Then headed to Marina Sq, Noah came. and we went to meet Aizat&Hidayah at the MRT. the funny thing is. they were kinda close, yet they didnt see each other ~ LOL OR WHAT ?! like, Aizat was right infront of Hidayah. HAHA !! thennnnnnnn, we went uppppppppp ~ Purple Eye Partner and Wanie came later. Purple Eye Partner didnt use Purple today D:

We sat for like er 2 hours plus ? like waiting for Farhan to come. but nooooooo ~ I went home with Amylia. She came over. HAHA ! Sleepover soooonn !! it was 11.30 so sent her to the bus stop. and when she went off, called riCHIE ~ :) Heh. Pictures will be uploaded in FB.
Okay, now. i miss Farhan&Rusydina :(

haiyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

Mentel <3

2009-11-17T00:18:00.005+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !

It's Mentel's Birthday ! xD

Mentel,

You've finally turned 14 :)

Happy 14th Birthday :D

This handsomely cute guy here, is Hafiz aka by me, Mentel. He's a pretty much an awesome guy, i mean it. We were once more than friends but HAHA, fate doesnt approve of us due to certain faults I made that he objected. I am greatful to have him as my entertainer/listening ear :) bcos he'll give his fullest attention on me ^_^ He's sweet&full of surprises, and yeah, i agree, that getting over a guy like him its not easy. Im just lucky to have those moments with him, really.

and again, Mentel.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY !

*hugzx*

Birthday Birthday :D

2009-11-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

I seriously hope im not too late xD

Well, first of all.

Happy 13th Birthday, Alissa :)

Although we may have our ups and downs and mostly downs,

we're still good friends ^_^

i know right xD HAHA !

So, all the best for the upcomng year ahead &

yes, of cos,

enjoy every moment of the celebration.

loveya, hunn ;)

FormSpring :)

2009-11-14T19:51:00.001+08:00

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im still falling for you, today.

2009-11-13T14:14:00.004+08:00

this are overdue pictures of halloween. HAHA. well, theres a few more, i'll upload as soon as im not that lazy to wait for the uploading time. LOL !

So its a friday, &i hope it'll stop raining, so that i could go to ECP :)
i needa bring my cousin out for a ride on the wheels. she's been waiting. HAHA, cute lah she.

whats more, the guys are at ECP today. could meet up with them for a bit ^_^

I miss this group of friends. its been like 8266487 weeks since i last saw them :(

not forgetting the guys too :)

we'll meet soon ^_^

Miser
2009-11-12T19:33:00.004+08:00

here i am, dont know how to say
this
the only thing i know is awkward
silence♥
So, i had to give today's outing a miss as everyone's home and Mum thinks its better to stay home since everyone's not going out. Well, Dad's out. the thought of heading to granny's, fickled our mind. everyone was okay to hit to granny's except for Juliet. I mean, for once cant she visit them after soooooo long ? Nvm that at the moment. I'll be hitting the road with Mum&Zoorah and maybe brother too next Friday to Melacca. I have no idea how long are we staying there. I wish to shop there. Well, not Melacca but somewhere there lah. i need to look for a new shoe, a new sets of clothezx ! xD

I also hear the most shocking news. Well, i dont really care anymore. Was only upset when she actually promised to bring ALL of us to Hong Kong. Now, its down to 15 students. At some points, I seriously think its unfair. really. Well, look at the brightside, I could go Melacca again (Y)

Lets talk about yesterday, shall we ? ^_^
I planned to skate the day before yesterday. &i had another two plans just popped out unknowingly :O ! i know right. One of it is, my grandparents are back in town. Another one is Fadli, who really wants me to go to his class chalet. So i was thinking, i really wanna skate but i havent met Fadli in ages but then again, i have a pair of grandparents to visit. So, i met Fadli first at Pasir Ris. One of his friend really is getting on my nerves the way he handle my skateboard. seriously dude, if you know NOTHING, i repeat NOTHING about a skateboard, dont blabbler any nonsense to it cos wheels like mine is not fit to get under you. i know you're reading this someday, so yeah xD when i was about to head to my grandparents, my mum called saying she wanted to go home. so i had my soto ayam at Downtown East and I met the skaters at Wallernburg :) Hattan's my teacher of the day. HAHA ! im almost there for a perfect ollie ^_^ went home rather early. parted from the skaters, headed home. just when i was 10minutes away from home, Juliet called saying that Dad's home. and i was thinking what excuse should i give him. well, at the end of the 5 minutes i stood outside, i was like "ah, fuck it. do whatever he wants to me. i dont care anymore"
I went in, and nothing happen. He didnt talk to me -.- so, ah, yeah. went in the room then -.-

the hundredth post usually is something speacial :)

2009-11-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

As stated in the picture :)

Imma dedicate my 300th post for you <3

This girl here has finally turn 14, minutes ago. HAHA !

There may or may not be a celebration but babe, do enjoy every second of it :)

She's been there for me at my downs ALWAYS.

She's there to comfort me when i brokedown in class.

We may have tiffs but hey,

we made up fortunately :D

i dont know how will it be if we're not gonna be in the same class next year.

but im glad we are ^_^

She treats me alot. &i mean A LOT ~

she doesnt mind spending her $$ on me, i dont know why.

she'll always offers to buy me drink and stuffs O_O

I'll repay her kindness very very soon, i know xD

All i can say now is,

Happy 14th Birthday, Biatch :)

love yaaaaaaaaa a whole lot <3>

Had a day out with Zooraaaaaaaaah xD

She woke me up soooo early know, i tell you.

at around 11. She rushed me to head the shower and get ready.

Cabbed down to Century Sq for Breakfast/Lunch at Popeyes w/ Qid :)

the last time i met Qid was like when ? er, 15 Oct, at Tong Seng. LOL !

After lunch, Qid went back to work.

So, Zoorah&I cabbed to E!Hub.

Had Waffle Ice Cream at Gelare. Mmm, YUMMY.

then, Zoorah was craving for Seoul Garden & i was craving for Soto Ayam.

since she's paying, we decided to go Seoul Garden. LOL.

we had alot alot alot of foooooooooooooooood xD

so nice :)

&how they go about working on the thing, was so cool. its not like any other Seoul Garden know i tell you xD !

hahaha, thennnn, we went for a movie. Sister's Keeper :)

soooooo touching. you guys should watch <3

ahaha,

after the movie, bought some sushi , roti john and drinks from Mc Cafe and headed to Zac's crib.

slacked there for until umms, say, 8.15pm and head home.

HAHA, tired deyyyy ~

Results are bad ~

2009-11-09T16:13:00.003+08:00

HEY ! ((:

Look at Farhan's hair ^_^ the stripes. Like Jaypee but Jaypee has 3 stripes. LOL !

I took it candid and its perfect to show off his hair, HAHA ! xD

waiting for 22 November ^_^

So, suddenly invite to view webcam and HAHA, Aizat was there. Sooooo, chat for a little while. &Aizat is for to DotA. I tell you, all of them DotA until they forget the world know ! -.-' HAHA ! imagine if they were one of the DotA characters :O ! i dont know how their lifes are if that were to be a reality. *scratches head*

I went to school in the morning just now ._. took my results and got the shock of my life -.- like seriously, it was fine till i see a B for my Maths. its like, how am i to show my parents. esp my dad O_O ! so i just went home. before i showed them the results, my dad alr screamed -.- i was like whuuuuuuuaaat ?! and, after i showed. my dad screamed again. so i let him scream to his satisfaction. after he is done screaming i told him that, those subjects i failed, its not going to affect me cos im not taking those subjects next year. that all i said. i took the slips and went to my room. my sis was like "ignore your dad" yeahh, oh well.

Had MacDs last night. Brother&I rode there when its just a bus stop away. HAHA ! &oh, did i mention, i was up all night last night webcamming with Fadli ? LOL ! and ohhh ! it was nearing 5, i guess i dozed off with the webcam ON ! :O ! HAHAHAHAHA ! embarassing sia. haaa ! i woke up at 8am just now. and i guess he was sleeping as he off-ed the webcam :) HAHA.

Holiday's gettin' started

2009-11-08T16:40:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHH ! i want this shoe ! D:

you think i could please my dad ? ^_^ noooooooooooooo, later he'll get cranky.

but i really want it D:

ABANG, get me that shoe pleaseeee.

if you're reading this. pretty please with the cherry on top ^_^

SO MANY NOVEMBER BABIES :O !

i cant save for shopping :O !!!!!

aaaaaaah, i cant wait for December laaaaaaaaah !

MELACCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA \m/

shoppingggggggggg !

control yourself, Zieerah.

no more online shoppinggggggggg ! NO MORE !

i dont mind MY MOST AWESOMEST BROTHER to buy for me online ^_^

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! :(

i miss you, really

2009-11-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

hello, im bored. so i decided to use my webcam ~ HAHA.

So, i spent my day last night by hmm,

playing computer, EAT, watch tv, EAT, play computer again, EAT and sleeeeeeeeeeeeep xD

so yes, you guys can call me fatty now, i gain [insert number here] KG ! :O !

i told Mum that im gonna stop eating which my Mum laughed to it -_-

so, im dropping the idea of not eating xD

im going to..... *drum rolls*

EXCERCISE *omg*

yes, excercise.

because im a fatty now, and i need to burn my fats :O!

there goes the FAT conversation with Hattan !

haiyaaaaa ~

So much food, So little time D:

&Zahraaaaaaaaaaaaawk \m/

i still miss her grandma's soto D:

aaah ! im thinking about food 24/7

:O !!

So, those are the sec 1 days.

outing to the Theme Park&My 13th Birthday.

ha, that flower was during Valentine's :)

Gerimi got it for me. heh !

but this year's Valentine's just suck, okay ?

HAHA, good times, good times ~

i havent done the sec 2s potrait yet. lol, soon :)

Life's a challenge. Wait, lemme re-phrase it. Life's full of challenge. I encounter so much downs this year since the beginning but I manage to pull it through. I made so many friends this year and I treasure each and everyone of them :) So many challenges, so many solutions. I've solved all of it except one or two. I believe Im capable of solving these challenge and hope it'll be the last challenge of the year.

cliques <3

2009-11-07T09:37:00.004+08:00

[ i didnt take any pictures yesterday my phone was down ]

I was home until dad went out :) called Rusydina. We NEARLY met but noooooo, she has to get home. ahh, next time^_^ After some time of not meeting, i finally met them. okay not Farhan but Noah&Aizat. cabbed to Bugis and met Noah, Aizat&Samuel at Tong Seng. they were about to finish eating when i came. dammit ! soooo, i can never believe myself doing such a thing. watching them play DotA O_O its a horror i tell you. sitting there with my cup noodles xD for 2 hrs o_O Samuel went first. After a little while the two of them finishes their game and headed to 7-Eleven. Aizat bought me chocolateeeeeee xD headed to the Alley. and thennnnn, off to the City. Lin, Terence, Jaypee&Melody was there. i wanted to follow Noah&Aizat to meet them, but nooooooooo, Noah didnt allow me to for some reasons -.- pshhhh ! so i went home, mum was shock im home early ^-^

i chatted with a few people last night. Rishi&Dinesh, Farhan, Rusydina&Hidayah.

Rusydina meet up sooooooooooooon xD

Stress is off xD

2009-11-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

I can see that your eyes are locked on his

I woke up so fucking early in the morning ! :O soooooo, i received a shocking news. and yeah, i tried to force him. Haha, he listened though :) i have my ways ^^ so, recieved a text from Rusydina. Mum's phone is sooooo complicated to text, so i called her. She was whispering, i can bearly hear anything. but i understood what she was saying. so yeah, i got a little mad after i heard the news. Haha, Rusydina, *i know you know* ^^ so after sometime playing the computer, i decided to hmmm, head out ? So called Hattan. and i met him at Rumbia LRT. it was a heavy downpour. luckily he brought an umbrella. walked to Syakir's crib. watched them play PS2. haha, so proceed to Hattan's crib waited for him and yeah, off to Compass. met Azeck, Amsyar, Hazmi, Haqeam, Reyza, Ram&Fafa.

Headed to buy lunch :) and off we went to Anchorvale Carpark. skateeeeeeee :) i had trouble peddling as a regular cos im a regular when it comes to tricks and Goofy for peddling. ahhh, so Reyza was my teacher for the day. he almost wanted to scream cos i couldnt geddit. LOL !! but scream in a good way :) My Ollie is much higher than the previous times. so, i was tired and my leg's cramp. decided to head home :) accompanied mum at home. aaah, im glad i got my stress out just now(:

AAAAAH, I NEED MY PHONEEEEEE D: ! NOAH, HURRY UP ! :(

it really brings me down

2009-11-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

cos boy, thats what i like about you.

Dad&I are okay now :) we joked around just now, just like that.
i guess, things are starting to cool down around here.
but i still have to behave though. well, yeah.

i dont know how do i put this but i wish, what i wished for last night will come true. i really regret for what ive done a couple of weeks ago. i shouldnt have agreed on it. i really shouldnt. Im being selfish, i know. hey, shit happens. everything was perfect the way it is till then. i guess a girl cant always have what she wants or how she wants it to be. im sucha fool, you guys dont have to remind me. what matters now is, life has to move on. it alr happen.

it feels like decades since i last saw my friends. i regret not going for the class chalet today D: grrr, what could be more worse ? MY PHONEEEEEEE ! im still bragging about my phoneeee. i really need my phone :( its sooo difficult for me without my phone. NOAH, DONT KEEP POSTPONING THE DAY TO MEET LAH ! PSHHHHHH ! You&your DotA all day know -_- im gonna pester you EVERYDAY until i get my phone back know ! PFFT ! =.=^

I want a day out with Hidayah D: its been so long since we went out :O ! no, yesterday doesnt count. it was only a trip to school and KFC -.-'

&I know, Shahnaz has been dying to know whats the next story about the Zebra.
haha, heres for you Shahnaz,
well you heard that the Zebra now has given up right ? from both Fish&Lion.
Now, the next book is like,
the Zebra realise it doesnt need the Lion. LOL, god knows why. So, Zebra still hasnt given up on Fish. -.-
i think, the Fish to delicious alr -.- I mean like, there's other Fishes/Animals but it still going for that Fish. OH, Horse came along. &i suppose the Lion got the Horse ?
hahaha, i'll pass you the book ASAP ! ;) *if you know what i mean ^-^*

I never felt so good to be so wrong

wooo , holiday-.-

2009-11-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

* do you know that your love is the sweetest sin
? *

Look who's back for the third time ? ^-^ im bored lah -.-

I missed chalet tonight. &most prolly tmrw too. so i guess, i wont be having my last moments with 2C D:

i want my phone back real bad :( its been so long since i touched it. *Noah, dont try to do anything funny with it ah !*

I hope im able to get to Lin tmrw w/ the rest. Lin's having operation :O ! haha, just the removal of toncil :)

i spent my evening/night in my brother's room *oh wow-.-* i blasted his speakers with songs that is soooo long ago. hey, they are still nice kay !

So, Noah called me up just to gossip. &we did gossip :) about*we know who* ^-^ i think he's jealous that i gossip with Rusydina and not him. thats confirm. if he's not, he wouldnt wanna know what me&Rusydina were talking about :) dont worry, Noah. i wont steal your bestfriend. she's my gossip partner *raise eyebrows up&down*

Haziq <3

2009-11-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

i know, i know.

ive been saying i miss people lately. but yeah. i miss this guy like so fucking much. its like 1224235345 years since we last met. okay no. its like since, er, last month :O !

okay laaa, he's been going through alot of trouble. well, much more worse then what im facing now, i guess. but yeaaaaaaaaaaa.

its been soooooooooooooooo longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg :(

dude, meet soooooooooooooooooooooooon :(

Dad&I are not getting any better thats all I know.

I cannot take it ah, seriously. He's been toooooooooooooo [insert negative word yourself. cos idk how to describe myself] ! urgh ! like when ever will this keep going on ? until the end of the world ? the year ?

I told him that I may be going to HK. and he went like "tu kau punye pasal[ thats your problem ]" -.- what fuckshit does that suppose to fucking mean ?!

oh, i went to school earlier today and wanted to ask for my report slip. but no -.- it wasnt there. waste my time only. pshh, but i did appealed.

i want to get my phone back from Hein Htet. wonder what time he finish work. pshh, off now. bye

i have no more life

2009-11-03T09:28:00.002+08:00

i currently miss this guy here.

we used to meet almost EVERYDAY,

&go out almost every week.

like he'll pity me and accompany me go eat at Banquet :)

haha, good times.

but eversince stuffs happen between one of his friends&I,

we're not as close like how we used to.

i know i just met him like 3 days ago.

but its nothing much bcos i cant talk much with him.

you know, his friend was there. sooooo yeahh.

if i hadnt met him on Saturday, it would have been 2 weeks since i last saw him.

well, i hope you're reading this.

meet up soon kay ? :)

im going to meet Hidayah later on at 11.

im fucking going to appeal for POA.

how can someone's grade is B3 and chose DNT got POA

while I got A2, chose POA and go DNT -.-

pshh, appealinggggggggggggggg ~

update later. bye.

chat/status :)

2009-11-02T16:04:00.003+08:00

click to enlargeeeeeeeeeee :)

HAHA, i still can hear my brother's voice&guitar after he turned it down. &saw that status of Hidayah's ?^^ HAHA, okay.

im bored. i think i'll stay home these few days. trying not to get into any trouble.

im gonna go back to school and appeal for POA, take my results and yeah, prepare to get naggings due to results.

Lin's having operation on Wed. i hope i could visit him. but argh ! stupid dad.

im missing out on class chalet. fuck.

bye.

whats going on ?

2009-11-02T09:14:00.003+08:00

Hidayah,

something's bothering you, i know. all i wanna know is what.

when i heard the news that you weren't home yet and the friend who you went out with is alr at home, i was wondering where could you be.

i know texting you to call us back is never gonna work.

but babe, there's 4people plus your dad&bro which makes 6 people worried about you.

I knew you wouldn't call back so,

got your phone topped up for you.

but no, you wouldnt tell us where you were and you switch off your phone.

When you answered my call,

i heard you crying.

Babe, you should know, that we're all here for you.

there's Ahzyf, Seha & Me :')

you got everyone so worried sick about you D:

♥

Lectures after lectures, i finally got it :)

oh, my life for the Holidays officially ended -.-' im having a nitwig father&a naggy mum.

my mum may be naggy but she's the best mum that i ever have :)

she warned me what my dad is doing and gonna do.

she told me to behave and listen to my dad for a few weeks and maybe he'll be better.

these few days, my dad has been ignoring me for god knows what.

maybe he wants me to die or smtg ? well, thats good if i die. no more worries for my dad lah :) My Dad told my Mum that he saw me outside with my friends. he didnt say who cos he probably wouldnt know.

but im guessing it would most probably be with Hidayah, Aizat, Noah, Farhan, Wannie, Indah.

or recently, with Lin.

most probably in Bugis/City as i wont be anywhere else with those people.

Ah, who cares. its been 2 years since i get beaten by my dad. well, i guess, this time is a good time for him to beat the hell out of me :)

i guess he thinks im mixing with the *not up to his liking* group of people.

but hey, there is Nothing wrong with the people i mix with.

i maybe be fooling around, but i know my dos and donts.

HELLoween Night was Awesomezxzx

2009-11-01T09:47:00.004+08:00

HELLoweeeeeeeeeeen !

i woke up at 7/8 plus. lol. not enough sleeeep. i slept at 3. lol. was gossiping with Rusydina about *we know who* HAHAHA.

i went out at around 3. get my ass in City Hall first to meet up with Fadli. its been 4837509382 days, since i last saw him :) So, Khalyf was there. yeah, we're friends now. no more ditchin' & twitchin' . but then again, he's quite irritating sometimes. Soooo, waited for Hanani[Khalyf's girlfriend]. when she came, they decided to walk to Ochard. ha ! i told them directions and they went by themselves. i trained to Pasir Ris first. bumped into Givin, Phipin(?)&Charles in the train. since it was still early, i decided to slack with those 3 and Farhan&Danial. since it had lightning, we sit at the shelter :) waited for Seha. o.o then Hazmi came, and we waited for Reyza,Hattan&Shake for sooooo long know i tell you. i could eat 5 chicken wings from OCK know ! bussed down Downtown since it was raining. decided to eat :D Soto Ayam, weeee~ so nice(Y) then, headed to E!hub. they smoke i watch. i havent been smoking alot eh. i had only a stick yesterday. wow ey ? :) umms, Seha had to go off so soon. yeah, hugged her and Hazmi sent her off. the four of us went for Chocolate Fondue xD lol, it was sooooooooo nice know i tell you. heh. then Reyza, Shake&I thought of eating again. LOL ! bumped into Ahzyf&Hidayah along the way. just as we were about to headed to the food shop, there the HELLoween Parade from Escape Theme Park. they went from Downtown all the way to Escape Theme Park. so yeah, the fucking ghost was chasing me know, i tell you. then the Mummy another one tryna chase me but Hattan immitate his moves. LOL ! so the Mummy went somewhere else. haha. so we followed till the Theme Park but we didnt go in. haha. but we took pictures though xD outside the theme park. lol ! after that, we went Bowling. dammit, if i didnt miss that 2 shots i might won Shake or maybe even Ahzyf o.O so we had to go home. Lin accompanied me on the phone, on my journey back home. reached home at about 12.20am. Mum was making a fuss cos she thinks im more rebellious now -.- i ignored and called Lin back. but nooooooo, Lin had to stop talking half way to listen to me&Mum's arguement. so i put down the phone ah. fuck la, Mama ! pshhhh ! i went in bro's room and used his laptop&blast his stereo. so yeah, gossiped with Rusydina again about *we know who* ^.^ HAHA, but this time i was tired as fuck. i guess i acciedentally fall asleep while chatting with her :O ! sorry babe, my bad. ahaha.

home on a Friday AGAIN !

2009-10-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

yes, im home again on a Friday -.- i didnt attend school. okay, i was out the whole afternoon just now though. sneaked out of the house xD through window. heh. so the meeting time was at 1.30 but i reached at 2.05 to be exact xD but noooooooooooo, Lin was still late know ! he came at 2.20 well, luckily i didnt reach at 1.30 know. if not, i have to wait another hour like yesterday. so, we had lunch first at KFC. so, walked to the Police Station. had to wait for them to finish the other people's case. after waiting so long, i got my wallet back. apparently, the person stole my money leaving $1.15 for me -.- but i got my ez link back, thats the good thing about getting my wallet back. so, walked to City Plaza rang Hein Htet. it was already 4 but he's still home know ! lol. so yeah, headed to 7-11 got me&Lin chips&drinks. it was nearing 5 and Lin had to meet Terence. they're camping. lol. how i wish i followed D: nah, nevermind. i'll meet them in the morning tmr :) like early in the morning, you get me ^.^
so, i just had Pizza. again. its fattening. but yeah, i felt like eating and eating and eating. Tmr, Halloweeeeeeen. im wondering what we're gonna be up to tmr :O ! hello, goodbye :)

thanks alot, dad. please die

2009-10-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

yes, i met him just now when i just blog about how long we havent met yesterday. lol.

i had school. last period, no teacher. they played soccer in class.

hit my head and my chair while i was sleeping. if it werent for Loga&Shahnaz, the chair would have hit one of their faces know. yeah, class was a mess with the tables and chairs everywhere.

after school, headed to street soccer court. and off home. Hidayah followed. then off i went again to her crib. then waited for Lin to come. we wait for an hour know, i tell you ! pshhh, so much for "lets collect my wallet today" -.-'

headed to the City. met Terence, Jaypee, Huai Zhi&Hein Htet. Farhan came a little while after we came. so i had to go home.

Lin&Hein Htet promise to follow me to collect my wallet tmr. im not heading for school. but i will next week, i guess. or tmr, after collecting my wallet.

the moment i got home, i fought with mum. the most horrible thing i ever gotten myself into. and yeah, im prepared if my dad were to kick me out of the house. although i got no where to go, still, im prepared. its been an awful night eventually. i have a really puffy eyes now.

i cried to Hein Htet about this. thanks for listening :)

♥

now, its for me to decide and for my dad to please his tiny mind.

for once, i wish i was NEVER born. life would be much more easier for my parents.

♥

pshh, school.

2009-10-28T20:57:00.004+08:00

thats Gerimi :)

My close friend. he's very caring and concern about his friend.

he'll give you his fullest attention when you need a listening ear.

he'll try his very best to make you smile&laugh.

he's not some kinda joker or anything.

he has feelings too.

he can be serious at times but we like it that he'll be the out going type :)

haha, i love this guy lah.

as my friend, i mean. serious ♥

so, i dragged myself to school knowing that i will get into trouble if i dont. haha, so yeah. nothing much happen. like yeah -.- was suppose to meet Htet after school but nooooo, that guy ah -.- so slacked with Gerimi, Loga, Shahnaz&others lah ehh. home w/ Gautham at 4.

now, chatting with Lin, Hein Htet& LALA :D

Right : Noah ; Left : Lin

its been so long since i met them. like yeah :) Lin's always busy with god knows what. &Htet ? Dota -.-' the holidays are up, Hein Htet found himself a job. Lin ? HAHA ! idk lah. where have you guys beeeeeeeeeeeen ? PSHHHHH !

tuesday tuesday tuesday

2009-10-27T17:29:00.004+08:00

i wonder if i have ever crossed your mind

today, i woke up late. lol. so much for, "i have school tomorrow" so, my mum went like "you think you're going to your father's school ah. come as and went you like?" i was like "it is my father's school *with the ^^ smile* "

its been a rather boring day. i stayed home eating pizza and ice cream. im sure to grow fat if this keeps up. i finished the whole tub of ice cream and one whole small pizza on my own today.

im supposed to meet Fadli over at Hougang but noo, *cursing my dad*. i wonder when will my dad realise that being at home is boring. he expects me to be home facing my computer rather than green trees of mother earth. i need to do more shopping. but im waiting for $$ i wonder if i should work during the holidays. should i ? i cant guarantee that my dad will give me money for the holidays cos most probably he wont let me out -.-

you know, at times like this, i kinda miss 327426♥

like, i dont know why but yeah. its been awhile since we last met and talk. i have to wait till hmm, i think its the right time ? its been hmm, lets see, 3 weeks since i have this feeling. HAHA ! it'll soon fade off, i hope :)

i manage to Ollie with the encouragement from the skaters. they were really hard on me. i mean, they kept telling me to pop, drag and jump over and over and over again. when i got it, they told me to pop the board harder and the next thing i know, im on air :D thanks guys (: &oh, they want me to pratice my Ollie and be better than *we-know-who* ^^ haas !

i just finish my cupcorn which i bough just 5 minutes ago. lol ! and now its 6pm. Dad's still home. grrr. oh, imma head to school tmr. it feels like a holiday already know ! pshhh, will upload some of the skate pics.

First try Monday :)

2009-10-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

hey, :)
guess what ? there's no school BUT ! i waked up like at 7. but i slept again till 8 im fully awake. got ready until about 9 i went out. reached at 10 :)
so, walked to the skatepark and yeah. it was soooo hot, i tell you.
but thats okay. took pictures of them skating but, pictures with Hazmi. it was too hot, until we chilled at the hut. HA ! the wind was soooooo nice. heh. then went to skate again. but, i stayed at the hut :) and i made an accomplishment with the encouragements from the skaters. they guide me. i'll show the picture next time ^^
did nothing much but skate and slack and fool around. haha.
then around 4, went to eat with Dayah. hehe, thanks dayah xD
my dad had to be one fucking pain in the ass -.- psssssssh !
home at 6.30pm. tired.

what a Saturday,

2009-10-25T15:16:00.004+08:00

and outing w/ Dancers to Esp & Marina Sq.

watched a Dance Show.

it was okay, they dance the whole 1 hour straight.

like whoa !

camwhored while waiting for god knows what.

&off to Marina Sq.

yeah, had Dinner at Pizza Hut. Ms Khadijah's treat :)

thank you very much.

after eating, got a call from Farhan.

so met them a little while and told them to wait outside Pizza Hut.

i went back in, &told Ms Khadijah about my friends that are here.

she was really pissed when i asked if we could leave early.

so yeah, we went off.

while waiting for the Skaters,

bumped into Ain.

gossip-ed :)

and wait for god knows what -.-

yeah, the 4 of them.

umms, Aizat, Wanie, Farhan&the other dude which i dislike.

something about him pisses me off, seriously.

and im sorry Farhan,

that you got those sarcastic remarks by me.

at City Hall MRT, they last minute decided not to follow.

hugged them and i tapped in.

its cool, yknow.

just that we're kinda pissed when it comes to last minute, like seriously.

so, off to Vivo.

which the 4 of them came, for god knows what.

just a waste of their bus/train fares.

yeah, they head off like not even 10 minutes of being there. went back to Ahzyf&cliques.

the cake came, :)

hope Hidayah enjoyed her day even though it was kinda rocky at the beginning :)

reached home at 11.30pm

webcam w/ Terence&Hein Htet.

chatted w/ Lin. told him what happen.

and he still owe me a day out to EAT. LOL !

this is for you

2009-10-24T08:48:00.006+08:00

Hidayah♥,

you've finally turn 14 :) and we're gonna have a blast today, okay ? ^^

anw, Hidayah♥ here is my best friend. not bestfriend but best friend :)

she's been here&there with me, when i needed a friend to talk to.

although we may have tiffs, we would made up at the end of it.

She is Fabulous, Gorgeous, Fun, Helpful & lots more to describe, i mean it :)

we might not share whats common, but the least we had fun going out together.

when i had problems, she's the FIRST to be by me.

when she almost got hurt, i blamed myself for getting her into the problem and making her worry&afraid.

im sorry that i ever got you into my own problem D:

in clonclusion,

i would like to thank her for everything :)

thanks, Hidayah♥&Have a Happy Birthday.

iloveyou♥

home on a Friday Night

2009-10-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZORO :D
Have Fun, Little Miss Zoro :)
Loveyaaa, Biatch :D

oh, despite being a lazy ass, i dragged my butt down to school :)
so, i was ALMOST late but i wasnt :)
the school seems ummm, quiet ? heh.
skipped MT to stay in class. lazy ah wanna go down.
we were suppose to make stars, we finished every stripped we got.
Loga dared me to text Rishi and chat with him.
so i did.
half way texting, Mr Fadhli caught me. phone got confiscated.
He irritating know ! check me up on my socks and purple eyes -.-
like who gives a shit to it ? pfft.
totally suck okay.
had recess, didnt finish my food D:
there's problems going on with Shahrul&Filicks.
so yeah, yadayadayadaa, had Geog. texted Rishi using Gerimi's phone.
while watching Volcano, i was doing the stars&texting.
after school, got back my phone :D
&off to the carpark, things happen -.- blood's gushing out from their gums.
woooah oh !
then off to Sculpture Park. slacked w/ Shahnaz, Shahrul, Gautham, Arifeen and Loga.
Rishi&Howard came later while we're eating at Koufu.
and went back to slack. SOMEONE had to piss me off.
like totally off. psssshh.
Home w/ Gautham :)
now here i am.

Tomorrow,
gonna go Esp w/ dance cliques :)
treat from Ms Khadijah. oh yeah.
and someone's turning 14 tmr too(:

P.S : i miss [insert name here] D:

carrying so much thoughts

2009-10-22T21:10:00.002+08:00

i have a pair of swollen eyes now.
i cried everything out just now.
well maybe not everything.
it has not been a good week lately.
my results D:
badly done. like seriously D:
i seriously am scared of dropping.
i can be stupid at times with all the un-important subjects.
but seriously, im sure to fail Literature&Home Ec.
so its like, i failed 3 friggin subjects already D:

this few days, as per normal.
he started the fire out of the blue. i got really worked up by the slightest things now.
im still upset over [insert situation here].
my head hurts as fuck.
I love Hidayah :)
she's been there for me when im at my weakest.
&i still regret what ive done.

lastly,
I , Zieerah, Am Not Talking To Farhan Bin [Insert Dad's name] Ever.
:@

ive done something so terrible

2009-10-20T18:02:00.003+08:00

im over you now, 20th♥
im not done with you, crush♥

as much as i wanted to go out today, i kinda turned down some of my friend's outing. like yeah.

i've been having trouble in my thoughts lately.

my thoughts are playing with me. which leads to PMS. but i dont think its PMS. im just kinda turn off with what i just found out recently. like seriously, imagine being in my shoes. you'll feel horrible. and regret that you ever made it happen D:

i know, i can believe the words said. but, what about the other party ? where do i stand in the picture ?

before all of these happen, its been really really nice to have the lovely thoughts which gives butterflies in my stomach.

i guess, sometimes, i dont always get what i want.

or maybe, i wasnt given a chance to have it.

i got really emotional during the weekends. all i could do is cry. i never thought that i could lead myself into crying in such matters.

today, i webcam-ed with Fadli :) its been awhile since i saw that dude. he's coming over to AMK later on. YAY ! &oh ! My Forever21 has finally reached my doorstep. and when i showed Mum what i bought, she was like "how many jackets do you want? isnt 3 enough already?"

i dont know why i kept on buying jackets after another. heeeeezxzxzx :D

everything changed

2009-10-19T00:13:00.005+08:00

okay , fuck i cant upload pictures -.-
not that i have any or anything. pshh.
so, i had alot of thinkings today.
i decided to bake muffins to release the stress off.

chatted with Lin :)
i was looking gloomy [ thats what Lin said ].
thanks for being a great listening ear, Lin (:
he knows what im talking about.
&he's my ~~drinking~~ eating buddy :D
thanks, Lin (L)

chatted with Hidayah too,
didnt exactly told her everything/anything.
guess she figured its PMS. so yeah. i guess so too :)
but, she's always been there for me you know.
when i need a friend to hug or someone to hangout with.
she'll be there. i love her so much :D
thanks, Hidayah (L)

[editted]
so, after 3 days of going out.
i finally stayed home for 2 days.
ha, yeah. there's no school tmr as well.
&my muffins are really tasty :)
im in really deep thoughts.
really really deep thoughts.
i couldnt imagine how will you react if i were to tell you this.
seriously, its either you'll ignore me or pretend nothing happen.
i'll see you again, after everything is over i guess.
:')

head hurts D:

2009-10-18T07:55:00.002+08:00

didnt get to snap any pics except the one above, sorry.

so, Mum wants to visit grandparents. &i need to give Farhan back his keys.

so, i told mum to go off first while trained to tanah merah. i saw Terence there.

waited for Lin, Noah&Farhan. jyeah, bussed down to Michaela's crib.

there was a couple of Michaela's friends there.

so we took shots. lol.

soon, Farhan&I had to go. sheesh.

so, hugged Lin, Noah, Terence&Michaela.

saw Munir, told him to get in the party.

cabbed down to Simei MRT,

i remembered what i was doing the whole time cos i didnt take alot of shots. just a couple.

texting people nonsense. like seriously.

i remembered, i fell on the road and almost got hit by a bus. and i cried to Fadli over the phone.

i blabbered nonsense when i reached my grandparents place.

i puked like 7 times at their place. whoa oh !

mum wanted to go home. i slept in the cab. and when i got home,

i didnt remember a thing i did at home.

the next thing i know, i woke up at 2 am. and then i dont remember a thing anymore.

i know i chatted with some random people know. like yeah,

idk what was i even chatting about. lol !

cranky Friday

2009-10-17T09:03:00.011+08:00

[ Friday ]- above

[ Thursday ]-below

so, i had Oral. i finish at 8.30. lol ! and, it was raining so i stayed in school for a little while. at around 9.30, i headed for home. so, i had to go through with Dad's nagging. well not really nagging ah. just that, he was asking me where am i going -.- i had to print Zoorah's document. like yeah, then headed to Tampines and passed it to her. waited for Hidayah. and she was lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! -.- she was at home chatting with she-knows-who instead of rushing down to meet me know ! so headed to Bugis met Farhan, Aizat, Noah, Michaela, Wanie, Indah&the other dude i dont know how to spell his name. LOL .

i was on my way to Sim Lim Sq, like yeah, just the start of my friday so peaceful, when Iza called and those people at the background is just one pain in the ass. so, i blabbered my nonsense to Iza to tell the people at the background and hang up. Fadli called and i thought it was youknowwho. so i kinda told him off. then he told me he was Fadli, i kept really quiet. not that im scared or anything, just that i told the wrong person off. and i almost cried you know ! cos i never told Fadli off like yeah, not even once D:

so, met Fadli&Iza outside Cathay. they went first. Rusydina came :) and waited for the rest. so, all of them wanted to go Tong Seng. Michaela&the other guy, went first. i heard Farhan broke his promise AGAIN. when ever can he stick to his promise -.- so much for "i can find diff ways to distress" and "dota boring alr" seriously know. his Os are coming and he can still fool around. haiyooo.
met up with Lin, Terence, Huai Zhe ?, Grace's sister&Melody opposite Tongseng. and in the end, only 7 people eat. LOL ! the rest of us watch. at that point of time, something pissed me off even more. and only Rusydina knows :) well yeah, i hate it when it happens. so, after everyone's done. went to the Alley. camwhored, smoke and yeah, kill time. so headed to the City. Rusydina&Indah went off home. hugged them. we were having so much funnnn ~ &Fadli joined us :) well, i had a really hard time finding him as his phone died. so got Aizat to follow me find him. we talked. lalalalalala ~ found him :D so headed back to Raffles City. Lin, Noah, Terence, Melody, Grace's sister&her boyfriend wants to go OCH. so yeah, gave a hug to Lin, Noah, Terence. i think Melody too ? idk, forgot ? lol. they went off,

and sooooooooooooooooooon, we got screened. its like, can today get any worse ? i swear these few days havent been easy for me. so after all that comotion, headed to the Glorious Dead. Fadli was pissed with someone. so called her, and i was too f-ed up. i just said what came into my head. oops, my bad :D climbed up the monument. and guess what ?! the cops again -.- told us to come down. and got screened AGAIN. psshhh, there was no ciggs so its nothing.

we sat at the steps, Khalyf, Darryl, Rishi, Ian came. so yeah, all i did was just stand there beside Fadli. haha, Khalyf was making friends with YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHOOOOOOO ! HAHAHAHA. Farhan has a new friend :)
proceed to the MRT. hugged Aizat as he is not taking the train. and went off. hugged Hidayah&Farhan and yeah they went off. Wanie waited for me&Fadli :) tapped in, our train came, hugged Wanie and off we went.

when malays attack ! :O

2009-10-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

pictures up next post. am tired right now.

so, i had my last paper, THANK GOD ! it was okay, i could manage.

after the paper, i went home :) &went out again. left the house at 1.30

bussed down to Tampines. Met Athirah&Hidayah. met Zoorah also at her workplace.

got ice creams ! ^.^ am loving it :)

trained to Bugis. bid goodbye to Athirah.

so Hidayah&I went to meet up with Farhan, Aizat, Noah, Wanie&Indah :)

Wanie&Indah went first. Noah&Aizat wanted to DOTA. someone else wants to DOTA but, he wants his chicken rice more. so yeah, he didnt DOTA as promised in the end :)

walked around Topshop&Dorothy Perkins. and headed to Raffles City. camwhored ~

SOME PEOPLE HAD TO BOTHER US KNOW ! seriously, its like. we're living in a peaceful country YET some people just doesnt let us enjoy the peacefulness of the atmosphere. so we talked. they played parents names, we played too. we tried to talk nicely, they refuse. so yeah, Hidayah was burning up :) TAKE THAT YOU PIECE OF CUNT ! so, had slow talk with Khalyf. yeah, we were harsh. Aizat was calmed while talking to one of them whom i dont know. like seriously. Matrep in a calm way. then yeah, lets just forget them.

to YOU :

if you ever read my blog,

im just telling you to buzz off, kay ? &please, when there's these kind of problems again happening, dont you ever dare to implicate other's name. "information ketat" ? maaaaaak, get things straight first okay. nak kate kawan aku yang bilang kau info, rilek siket, jack :) i know them. and i know you too well despite hanging with you for only a few days ? as you said "info ketat" :D your english is toooooo good :) *hey, i just "complimented" you* winks ~ take it and go.

so we went to the Twin Tower as what they name it. haha. and camwhoreeeeeeed ~ someone wants to make friends with that someone ! amek kao, jack !

Farhan had to leave. so sent him off to the MRT. well, Aizat, Noah&Hidayah was busy with the balloons. so i sent him down. hugged and went back up. tied the balloons together. like really really high know ! then let it go but ! Aizat had to blew the plan away. the balloon got stuck on a tree. haha, homed after that :) reached home at 10.30.

i think, ive fallen for you.

2009-10-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

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Saturday, i studied okay ! and met up with Fadli, Khalyf&Darryl. Darryl&Khalyf went off first. leaving me&Fadli slacking. home at 10.

Sunday, went meet Fadli behind my block,then off to Buangkok station, met Terence and off to Zahrah's place. well, Fadli stayed downstairs with Khalyf&Kevin as they were there. Zahrah's SOTO WAS THE BOMB I TELL YOU ! at that time, i felt like eating it all up BUT i had to be considerate and saved some for the other guest :P i just realise that Zahrah's friend was Julyy. you know, the past -.- yeah, so i didnt really talk to her that much though. and oh ! TERENCE IS A COPYCAT ! we wore the exact same blue. like EXACTLY the SAME know ! pshh. then, went home, studied. Fadli&Kevin was waiting downstairs. so went down, and Iza was there :) went to send Iza off. Fadli was sad for the night. awwww. bought McDs and off home at 10.30 :)

Monday, after Geography, went home. fell asleep. SOME PEOPLE had to fucking interupt my beauty sleep -.- grrr, went down to slack with Fadli, Darryl, Kevin&Khalyf. was tired lah. then studddddieeeeeeeeeeeeed ! and sleep :D

Tuesday. Maths & Literature. and i fucking studied wrong subject know ! -.-' so yeah, after exams, went to Bugis. met up with my cousin first then, headed to the library. met Farhan, Noah, Rusydina, Michaela, Indah and one of their other friend. studied with cousin till 3 and met them again. Michaela went off first. then Rusydina&Indah&their other friend. leaving me with Farhan&Noah. irritating know both of them. choose Tong Seng or DOTA -.- we ended up eating cup noodles. LOL. so yeah, went off after that. texted Fadli to slack. so waited at amk mrt. off to AMK park. till 6, headed homeee.

I had Home Ec & Science just now. after the second paper, headed straight to Compass and waited for Fadli. SOMEONE asked me along to WALK to Compass from school. if only i wasnt lazy, i WOULD WALK. but in the end, SOMEONE ended up getting in the bus. HAHAHAHAHAH ! that SOMEONE should know who her/himself ! :D walked around with Fadli&Hidayah. then, sent Hidayah off to her bus stop. went back to Compass, slacked a little while. met Rishi, Kevin&i dont know who. tagged Hafizah along with us. HEHE. and i went home ~ i just finish studying :D

tmr, parents are not in SG. i finish paper at 9.30, wooooooooo ~ LAST PAPER :D

im sorry D:

2009-10-10T13:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday,

i met Farhan over at Kallang. trained down to Bedok to meet Aizat.

it was really quiet from the time i met Farhan all the way till we met Aizat.

like really, i was still grudging on Farhan at that time.

haha, someone was afraid i might change my wallpaper.

SO ! he went like "did you change your wallpaper?" then looked at my phone.

HAHA !

after waiting for Aizat, went to have breakfast over at Macd's.

i didnt, they did. oh well.

bus down to Kallang again, met Noah.

Farhan went home to change while Noah was eating chicken rice.

which he complaint that its not as good as Tong Seng. LOL !

Farhan came back down and, we took the train. they stop at Bugis.

i went back homeeeeeeeeeeee,

got home, played the comp for a while. then, at around 4, went down to meet Iza&Fadli. went to do my hair and cabbed down to Dhoby Ghaut. took the tickets and waited for Khalyf. guess what ?! I FUCKING LOST MY WALLET ! -.-' i cried like an Asshole know ! i fucking swear, whoever have took my wallet, will get a fucking stomach ache if they spend it on fooooooooood. urgh, i just want my wallet back lah fuck ! -.- so, i thought of meeting Farhan. but i couldnt cos i lost my wallet. watched movie at Cathay. things happen inside the cinema. went up to Fort Canning. sat a lil while. then went back down. met Daryl ? outside Cathay. then, walked up this piles of stairs. everyone went up so slow. lol. slacked a lil while there and off down. waited for 162, so long know ! well, yeah. things happen. i felt really guilty. im sorry.

they are awesome :)

2009-10-08T21:31:00.001+08:00

well, i laugh my ass off to this. hahahah.

i'll think of the tittle later,

2009-10-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

and so today, was such a tiring day=.=
i slept almost every lesson except Math. HAHA ! ^.^
im sorry to Amylia&Azeck for their break up.
well, cheer up guys :)
after school, was asked to accompany Seha meet up with H.
&i met Fadli&Khalyf as well at Compass.
aahhh, had to leave early -.-
well, bid goodbyes and homed.
my nephew came at night just now. he was alone. pshhhh ~
oh well, nothing really happen today ah.
something's been a bother whenever i look at my phone.
guess cos. er, ...
my friends find it soo facinating that my wallpaper can be slide around w/ different pictures w/ different people.
sooooooooo, grr, tmr i have to study as i'll have nothing to do after schooooooool ~
needa work on my maths ! -.- geeeeezxzxz,

exam's drawing near :O

2009-10-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

this few days, didnt do anything much.
yesterday, met Iza&Fadli after school at AMK. slacked awhile and home at 6.30.
today, went to school as usual ~
had to choose our subject combinations.
im still fickle minded about mine. its very difficult as nothing is easy.
im worried about my results. im worried i might get the subject i dont want. *prays*
after school, was suppose to go study, BUT someone forgot the time. so yeah, didnt study.
thankfully, Fadli&Iza were at AMK. waited for Khai. and head down to some block ahh.
planned stuffs for Friday ^.^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
okay, i got nothing more to say.

get well soon, Lin :)

2009-10-03T23:48:00.004+08:00

Had my day started by waking up at around 7.30, i guess. pick some clothes out, and got dress and everything and train to City Hall to meet up with Cousin :) trained to Changi Airport and ate at Popeyes xD after that, went to meet up with my aunts, uncle and grandparents. Cik Iza went back so soon :( hmm, after she left, ate at some toast shop. bought Chocolates ^.^ Kak Yaya dropped me&Insyirah off at KK Hospital as i wanted to go and visit Lin. but it was too early, so went to eat at Bugis. HAHA ! got back at KK at around 2 plus. i got in by the back. LOL ! saw Terence and Lin so, i sat with them. waited for Hazmi&Seha to come. Im like some mom know yesterday with Lin. he said its difficult to peel the chicken so i peeled it for him. after eating, walked to the main entrance. met Farhan, Rusydina&Indah along the way. waited for Wani. Hein Htet came then Munir. Seha&Hazmi went off first. talked to Lin about some stuffs ^.^ &Lin had to bring his grandma and family up so we each gave Lin a hug :) the rest of us, walked to Little India there as Terence had to go off. hugged and continued walking down to City Hall mrt. met Aizat. i wanted to meet up with Seha&Hazmi but Munir had to ask me to stay !-.-' talk to Rusydina about some stuffs ^.^ only Lin&her knows :) ate at the FoodCourt and off to Esplanade Library. and SOMEONE had to coach me Math. BUT ! the topic, i dont know, he doesnt know. the topic i know, he knows too. LOL ! so Library closed at 9. sat a lil while at Esp. and Munir wants to sit at the war memorial. had to friggin climb that monument. i was soooo tired, and i slept so cozy know depite the rough surface. LOL. i woke up and it was 10. decided to head home. Munir, Hein Htet &Aizat was like playing jackass. HAHA ! me&Farhan went off first while the rest are waiting for the "scene". bid goodbye, trained home. bought mum burger. and off home at 11.

just another night,

2009-10-02T22:48:00.006+08:00

Im over you now

my exams have started. it was English yesterday. i swear its sooooooooper difficult. after exams, when home straight and went Jalan Raya with Primary School mates :) there was Fadli, Iza, Khai, Ishak, Iskandar, Riduwan, Isam& I. Serangoon > Serangoon North > Yishun > Ang Mo Kio > Serangoon North > Home. I FUCKING MET MY NEPHEW, AND I FUCKING DIDNT RECOGNIZE HIM. what an aunt huh? My friend said he was smiling at me but i didnt took notice of. heh. sorry.

Today's Malay. i heard a shocking thing ever *Shahnaz:O*

it was quite okay. still can manage but i tell you i manage it like as if im keeping out of the fire in hell know ! :O was suppose to Jalan Raya. but nooooooooo, Mum said she wanted me to visit my grandparents. So cancelled with the skaters &went over to Simei. Aunt asked me to follow her to Arab Street. so i did. was texting Farhan. he said he was at Bugis. so decided to meet up with him leaving my aunt going home alone. *awww* LET ME TELL YOU THIS. IT IS FUCKING SCARY KNOW ! I NEARLY GOT HIT BY A BUS ! *insert shocking face*

So met Farhan opposite Zam Zam there. and headed to Tong Seng to eaaaaaaaaaaaat. had no choice, that ass wants to eat there. *oops*

waited for Noah&Aizat. they were super long know, i tell you ! so i was like "ah lets go City Hall". we were nearly there till Hein Htet called that they were eating at Tong Seng (Y) went back there. thought of visiting Shalihin in the hospital but nahh, visiting hours is like from 5 to 8. so we gave it a pass. Get Well Soon, Lin ;) Haziq texted to meet. he was also at Bugis. HAHA ! met up a little while. and off we went. slacked around City Hall and waited for Hein Htet's bus. he missed it 3 times know ! :O after he went, Farhan&Aizat sent me off to Simei. they went off first and when i reached grandparent's place, my cousins are all going homeee. LOL !

okay, here's my plan for tmr.

City Hall MRT by BEFORE 10AM ! > AIRPORT > MARINE PARADE > study, idk where.

gonna meet cousin at City Hall MRT first. and send my aunt off as she's going back to London :( then tuition and then STUDY !!

EXAMS TMR ! :O

2009-09-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

its been 3 whole days since i had
sleep,
cos i dream of his lips on her
cheeks♥

&tmr's exams. i have yet revise on my formats for my situational writting. its the Final Year, i cant messed up now. i have only this chance to get promoted. or the least not demoted/retain. it'll be a huge embarrasment. so, im going to start revising on my other subjects :) like, GEOGRAPHY :O !

despite having exams tmr, me, being a lazy/stubborn ass, decided to skip. with Hidayah&Terence :) met both of them at Sengkang. Hidayah had breakfast at MacDs. went to Terence's void deck and waited for him to change and stuff. headed to Bugis. met Noah&Michaela there. they had breakfast at Tong Seng. after that, Noah&Michaela went back to shool. Hidayah&I bought ciggies. and headed to the National Library's Toilet. LOL ! met Michaela there. LOL ! she finished class. so the four of us head to Bugis Junction to meet up with Ahzyf. played a lil game of Dare or Dare at Starbucks.

well, i got grabbed by the head by Noah. LOL ! not really grab laa. pain know ! LOL. the funny part was, it was my dare and they dared Noah. LOL !

its her dare, why'd you kiss her?

you told me to kiss her, what you talking about?

but its her dare.

ahhhh, but i kiss her readyy.

but its her dare, why you kiss?

and the convo goes on. LOL effing funny, i tell you ! stupid dares. "Hey Asshole !" & " Be a MAN, do the right thing !"

so, Michaela went of first. soon after she left, we left for home. bid Hein Htet goodbye. and 80-ed to Compass. ate at LJS then change and cab homeeee.

pictures~

2009-09-29T17:56:00.010+08:00

ah, fuck it. LOL ! those are SOME of the pictures. there's more where to that came from ^.^ im just so lazy to upload. imagine uploading 167pictures :O what a horrid. so, there's gaps. ah, enjoy lah !

Hari Raya ^^

2009-09-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

I will post the pictures, as soooon as i get every single one of them :)
there was Seha, Hafiz, Haziq, Terence, Athirah, Syafiqah, Hidayah, Wawan, Amylia, Azeck, Hazmi, Hattan, Reyza, Munir &myself. HAHA ! 15 people (Y)
we met at Compass first. and head to Athirah's crib :) had curry. yummy ^.^ then off to, Wawan's place. after that, Faheem's. his house so nice know ! after Pasir Ris, off to Siti Bebot's crib^.^ haha, a whole lot of us. so kecoh. and cabbed down to my crib since the guys wanna watch F1 racing. it was soooo kecoh at my house. had steamboat and chocolate fodue. they were so relaxing know, i tell you. some of them just lay down and almost slept. LOL ! Terence had to go off early. sent him to the tracks and went back home. they were still enjoying the steamboat. HAHA ! thanks Haziq for helping out to clear up the rubbish :) shifted the fodue to the main table. they were really enjoying it while watching F1. we were at my crib since 7.45 till 9.30 or so. &ended off viewing my room. haha. Hafiz&Haziq went home first. after my crib, its the Ali brother's crib. we were slacking at the bus stop for sooooo long know ! like 30 minutes? LOL ! someone forgot his wallet.
things happen. took the bus and off to Hougang. had talks with Reyza. hillarious i tell you. very fun know talking to him, Hazmi & Hattan. HAHA. reached their crib, slacked :) i jumped on Hafiz's bed. and almost fall asleep ^.^ so comfy you know ! so, seat outside with Reyza. smoked. then talk about stuffs. and then Syaff came. so yeah, the minute everyone went out, we decided to head to our last house. which was the Alsagoff's. LOL ! cabbed there. we were only there for a lil while. cos some had to go off early. reached home around 12.45. oh well, cabbed home. and there goes my raya money :) HAHA ! thats okay. we all had fun although its only like, 7 house. hmm, manage to collect 21bux. while the rest gets around 29bux. they got 2 packets from my house. HAHA, lucky them :)
im tired. im off now. goodnight.

a day out with Teara <3

2009-09-27T01:16:00.004+08:00

wondering why imma wasting my time♥

so today, i was soooo lazy to do anything. then, at around 3 plus nearing 4, my brother asked if i wanna head to his gig to watch him perform. its at 5.30. and he told me to bring my friends. so, i was kinda lazy so i didnt go. and Teara texted me if i wanna meet her. and yeah, we met :) after 3 long years ^^ met her at Dhoby Ghaut. headed to Plaza Sing and ate Burger Kings. then off to Cathay. thought of watching a movie, but timings are so late. so we gave it a pass. and we thought of having Ben&Jerry's but, next time then. lol ! so, Teara had Starbucks. walked down to Somersat. met her friend, Wee-Man AKA Shariff. sat at the bench. so, kinda told Munir, Ahzyf and the rest im at Somersat. they were eating. so yeah. Azeck, Ahzyf & Ram came back to the skatepark first. then Munir, Lin&Hein Htet. so yeah. they headed to Arab Street for Sheesha. and they were like "kalau kau tak datang, aku crash Open House kau eh !" HAHA, well, i couldnt leave Teara for Sheesha ^^ head to the loo and walked to Cineleisure. A LESSON LEARNT ! must not be repeated. right Teara? if you know what i meaan^^ no pictures taken D: my phone died. oh well, trained to AMK and walked home. Dad was so fucking pissed -.- i ignored and head to my room. so now, im here ^.^

oh and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AHZYF ^^

Tiring Friday

2009-09-25T21:11:00.008+08:00

i look fat below :O

Azeck&Amylia. [A's couple]Faiz tak nampak kepala D: nampak 2 trophies

that boy i miss alot & finally i met him ^^

Speech Day/I Love Punggol Carnival

so, it was kinda boring. i missed my steps for the performance -.- what a screw up. well, its over anyways -.-

after the performance, went down to the canteen to check up on my group's stall. it was okay at first, until i had to ruin the whole thing by dropping the ice while breaking it on the wall :O i know, clumsy me ~ well, i did help out putting the ice in the blander. lol. i didnt eat anything from there. well, it suck. Faiqah won first, Old Skool won second, and the other guy from 1N1 won third for Punggol Idol.

after the whole Carnival ended. went to Compass with Amylia. met up with her sister. went off as soon as Terence came. took the train, i dropped off at Serangoon as im going home. he continued his journey.

i went home, got change, and waited for Afina, Ziha&Sasa to come. so, went off with them. first to Serangoon then Bedok Resv then Hougang &home. i was tired, they had to head off. so yeah, when i got home, i fall asleep. lol.

pictures with Afina&Ziha.

shit happens ^.^

2009-09-24T19:36:00.006+08:00

Hey, thats Hein Htet/Noah ^.^
LOL.

yesterday,

Hafiz, Rozaini, Sofia, Wannie, Juzaidah, Asiyah, Irsyad, Farhana &some other guy, i dont know his name, came to my crib. after coming, met up with Fadli. bought MacDs and off to slack at 406, usual. LOL ! home at 10.30.
had a day off from school. as usual, met Terence at AMK Hub. haha ! had breakfast. and bus-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut. we thought of catching a movie, but NOOOO ~ it had to be close -.- so, we sat at Starbucks[Cathay], had drinks. Noah&Michaela came. Noah had my drink because i didnt like it. HAHA ! things happen at Starbucks. just for a drink that Michaela had to pay for. HAHA ! so yeah. and Noah went like "do it again, i wasnt looking" LOL !

&MY PHONE DIED ON ME ! :O

so, proceed to the Arcade @ Plaza Sing. Terence&Noah played Dance Evolution ah? idk laaa ! bumped into Rusydina&Shafeeqah there. haha. so, after arcade, the guys smoked outside. Noah just couldnt stop it with his "FANTASTIK !" & "take it and leave" *adds indian accent to it* so, got hungry, went to LJS and they ate. i had Crunchy Shrimps. Farhan&Aizat came in a while. after eating, went jamming. Michaela,Farhan&I went out of the studio first cos its too noisy.

went to buy ciggs. LOL ! i didnt pass. so did Farhan. so, went to the other one, Michaela had the accent sooooo, she passed. LOL ! went to smoke at the stairs there. chatted, played truth or dare. but ! SOMEONE doesnt wanna answer my question. and we all played truth. well, i picked dare, and MICHAELA, YOUR DARE IS OFF ! although its not infront of you but, HAHA. its OFF. I KNOW YOU'RE GONNA READ THIS ! HA !

Farhan picked dare and he fucking didnt dance ! :O ! ASS ! so, we waited for the 3 to finish jamming. went on our separate ways.

went over to Terence's crib. that guy ah, 24/7 with his guitar know ! he even use his guitar as his bolster. LOL ! things happen ^.^

so, its time to head home. he sent me to the taxi stand. hugged and off i went.

when i got home, i saw my uncle and family.

i charged my phone, i received tons of text. guess how many uh ^.^ HAHA !
not to forget, LASTLY.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, HAFIZAH !
have a wonderful
birthday. sorry, i didnt attend school to give your
birthday present.
love ya.

PINK

2009-09-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

P I N K :D

im running out of words to say to you♥

&so, yesterday i had Dance practice. and it ended at 5plus. i headed to Compass to have OCK. and Amylia&Sofia had drinks. so, 159-ed home with Sofia :) &when i got home, my mum asked me to head to the shower as we're going to jalan raya -.-' okay, for the sake of collection, i went. and okay, i manage to collect $38. so, i added it together with my $15 for 2nd Day, $354 for 1st Day. altogether was, $407. okay lah. i still have jalan raya with friends :) i wonder how much can i collect ^.^ im not planning to use my money for now. im gonna save it till i have enough to spend. i went home at around 12midnight. i was so dead tired.
&mum didnt allow me to skip school today. so, dragged myself to school. i got back my report book. i swear, it was unexpected. i got F9 for Literature. LOL ! that, was kinda expected. D7 for Malay. expected too. haha, failed by 1 friggin mark ! -.-' ahh, got A1 for Maths ^.^ after school, headed home. talked to Danish while walking to the bus stop. haha, cheer up, dude :)
anyway,
i'll be having Open House for friends next Sunday.
those who are invited for next Sunday,
please do attend :)
those who aren't invited, i will invite you for the next Open House ^.^
dont worry :)
My house is too small to fit every of my friends. heh !

&oh, Shany (:
yes, you may tag what you want. please, do so :) and do come again
&comment more. cos, if people like you aren't welcome, i would have private
my blog. hehe. well, you once said your real name aint Shany. put your real name
as the coward one here is you(: thank you :)

2nd day -.-

2009-09-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

your a thousand miles away♥

2nd Day of Raya. went to Bukit Panjang.

2 houses, then off to CCK.

1 house. AND GUESS WHAT?!

AFTER THAT HOUSE IN CCK, WE WENT HOME !

MY MUM FUCKING WASTED MY TIME.

so, i went home, was bored.

texted Fadli.

he met me at AMK.

smoked.

and off to AMK Hub.

smoked and talk along the way.

went to Banquet&ate. haha, both of use were hungry. but somebody couldnt finish his rice.

lol. sooo, went round AMK Hub. was bored, so walked back. haha, smoked.

and, went to find a place to sit. but noooooooooo, we saw Police at our usual place.

so, went to the block infront. the Police were opposite. so we cant smoke.

we were like, fuck, when ever will the Police make their move?

so, we went to walk along the tracks. smoke one after another.

i got dizzy, and Fadli went off home.

so, i bought mum her taucu.

i went home, straight to the toilet.

when i went in the room, my sister was like giving me the suspicious face.

i was like "what?" and she said that i was wearing her cekak[scarf]

&i went like "oh" and gave her back the cekak.

i went up to my room. HAHA !

currently chatting with Danish&Hidayah.

yesterday, Dad made a scene.

yes, more glasses are broken.

fuck it.

Selamat Hari Raya <3

2009-09-20T10:32:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF, ZAHIR&BATIN

my greatest apologiez to all my wrong doings towards everyone :)

so, its Morning Raya.

Zoorah went to work. Dad's not home. Ahmad just woke up. Jul's eating. Mum's cooking.

&I ? typing this shite^.^

i dont think we're going anywhere today.

im pretty sad though. as, now, Dad thinks its meaningless to celebrate Hari Raya without his mum :( Mum's side went to celebrate @ Kampung. we were lazy to go.

tmr's 2nd day of Raya.

wont be going anywhere also -.-

then, i shall go watch a movie. hmm -.-

anyway, today is 20th.
i wonder whats
up.
well, bye, past.

A LONG FRIDAY ~

2009-09-19T10:16:00.012+08:00

hey, last day of Ramadan ^.^ i cant fast :( dammit. Tmrw's Hari Raya, im going to help my sis clean the house in a while. she's making another brownies. and we'll be making more Kuehs :)
lets talk about yesterday :)
so, i skipped school yesterday. i met Terence at AMK Hub. went to have a drink. and went to Esplanade waited for Shalihin. kinda camwhored a lil while waiting. &there, Shalihin came skating down to us. LOL ! headed to Macs Marina Sq. both of them had breakfast. and guess what?! it friggin rained when we're about to head to the bus stop. that happen like the last time i skipped school. lol. so we all ran together. and Shalihin being an ass, went to dropped my Hoodie of my head. pfft. so, we reached the bus stop. went to buy a drink at 7eleven. and 80-ed all the way to Sengkang. slept in the bus. so cozy know! then Shalihin&Terence had to wake me up just to ask some questions. hmm. oh well, headed to Terence's crib. waited for him to bathe, &get ready and all. then played a fool a lil, and off we went. bought drinks and trained to Outram. jammed with Terence&Shalihin. hahaha, those two were awesome. Terence played the drums, till the symbols dropped. LOL ! he played really crazy know, i have the video. but its too long to upload. after jamming, bought drinks and planned where to go next. all 3 of us, went over to my crib. waited for me to bathe and get ready and everything. while i get ready, the twosome made friends with my brother. haha. while Terence was playing. Shalihin went in the other room to do his hair. it took him 5 minutes to notice that theres stairs. LOL ! he went up&was afraid to go down. HAHA ! after doing his hair. he had cookies that Zac baked the other day. and he kept eating and eating and eating. he's in love with the cookies. LOL ! after Terence is done playing, he went to see my room. same thing, he's afraid to go down. HAHA ! so, headed out. walked to AMK Hub and 133-ed to Bugis. ate at Al-Baik. not worth my money :O ! after eating, waited for Hattan, Reyza, Hazmi&friends. but instead, we saw them walking straight ahead. so, we went to them. had Sheesha session :D all of us went high, i tell you. soon, around 10, Reyza&friends went off. left me, Shalihin&Terence. back to the 3 of us again. so sheesha-ed until around 10.40 and headed off. Shalihin went home by bus. it was so difficult to catch a cab know ! -.- every cab's hired. ass know. we had walk all the way to the bugis taxi stand. got a cab at around 11.15. reach my place at around 11.40 or so ah. Terence sent me to my door, bid goodbye to my mum and off he went. well, lucky him catching the last bus :) so, i got naggings from my mum, cos i didnt go Geylang buy her food. so yeah -.- and i went to sleep. was too tired.

i enjoyed my day :)

i wish to have you back.

update :)

2009-09-15T09:47:00.002+08:00

at times like this, i wish you were here with me♥

its 9.47am, im not in school.

Sunday

my temperature was really high. it was from 38.9 to 39.1 to 40.1. then dropped to 38.8 and it got back up -.- so, its not balance. grr. i almost fell off my stairs. mum took a really really cold bottle of water out from the freezer and put it on my forehead. in the evening, Zoorah's cliques came to breakfast. and i slept quite early. was too weak alr.

Yesterday

i went to the doctors&he gave me 2 days MC. he also said that if im still unwell, i may have to go for blood test on Wednesday or Thursday. grr, so i went home, and i realise that my dad&bro were coughing so hard. Mum soon came home, coughing too. in conclusion the whole family is sick except for my nasty big sister -.- zoorah was baking her marble cake. which kinda burnt. lol. so, she proceed to making Almond London, again. lol. know what? everyone wasnt fasting as everyone was sick. i dont know about my big sis but i sure know she wont be fasting -.- we ordered Pasta Mania in the afternoon. LOL ! so, after eating, i chatted with Farhan&Hidayah.

Hidayah. hey, dont worry about the whole Aidie thing okay? he's just saying, but i doubt he'll dare to do whatever. useless jerk much? -.- be happy :)

Farhan. dude, dont DOTA know, i tell you ! im keeping and eye o.O all the best for Prelims :)

im supposed to have Dance today. but i dont think i can manage. im still running a high fever though. and performance is next Friday. PFFT !

oh, great news i just received :D Shahnaz said i got 90 for Maths CA :)

weeeeeeeeeee ~

fever.

2009-09-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

in the evening, Terence came over to my crib. He wore so SMART know ! well, something did happen before he came. hahaha ! watched Singapore Idol together with Mum, Zoorah and Zoorah's friend, Fiza. the second he sat down at the living room, Zoorah was like a buzzing bee. she told my mum something in MALAY about him. HAHA ! he understood malay. kecoh pe ! so at around, 7.30, he went off. sent him to the bus stop, and back home, rest awhile and went down again to meet Fadli. well, he panic when he heard that my temperature was high. he texted saying "if i got time, later i come see how you feeling okay?" so yeah, he came. all the way from Choa Chu Kang. how sweet ? :D

my temperature went down to 38.0 degree. oh well, im guessing i have a new medicine :D

im going to do a quiz now,

1: Are you single - Yes

2: Are you happy - pretty much :)

3: Are you bored - A little bit.

4: Are you fair - maybe?

5: Are you Italian - No.

6: Are you intelligent - not really ;)

7: Are you honest - most of the time :)

8: Are you nice - depends, but i really am :)

9: Are you Irish - Nope.

10: Are you Asian - Yes, sadly. haha !

~TEN FACTS~

1: Full Name : Nazirah Bte Abdullah

2: Nicenames : Zieerah

3: Birth Place : Singapore.

4: Hair Colour : Black.

5: Natural hair style : Wavy. thin -.-

6: Eye colour : dark brown

7: Birthday : 2nd May 1995

8: Mood : irritated. with fever -.-

9: Favourite colour : red.

10: One favourite place you like to visit : Paris

~Ten QUESTIONS~

1:Have you been in love - Sadly, yes.

2:Do you believe in love at the first sight - used to. maybe not for now.

3:Do you currently have a crush - nah, i dont think so.

4:Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes.

5:Have you ever broken someone heart - yes.

6:Have you ever had your heart broken - yes.

7:Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - nope. hehe

8:Are you afraid you Commitment - maybe?

9:Who was the last person you hug - Terence :)

10:Who was the last person you said i love you to - Terence. that was like, 3 months back? haha !

~TEN THIS OR THAT~

1:Love or lust : Love

2:Hard liquor or beer : i dont drink, even if i do, i'll choose hard liquor

Cats or dogs : Cats.

4: A few best friends or any regular friends : a few bestfriends.

5:Creamy or Crunchy : Creamy:D

:Pencil or Pen : Pencil.

7:Wild night out or romantic night in : Wild night out.

8:Money or Happiness : Happiness.

9:Day or night : night

10:MSN or phone : Phone

~TEN HAVE YOU EVER~

1. Been caught sneaking out - maybe :O

2.Seen a polar bear -idontthinkso. i cant remember

3. Done something you regret - so far, not really anything? haha.

4. Bungee jumped - no.

.5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - no -.-

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - erm, nope.

7. Been caught naked - by my mum/sis. LOL !

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back -yes,

9. Cried because you lost your pet - YES :(

10. Wanted to disappear - yeah.

~TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER~

1. Smile or eyes - smile :)

2. Light or dark hair - doesnt matter :)

3. Hugs or kisses - both :D hee

4. Shorter or taller - taller, please :D

5. Intelligence or attraction - both. but attraction will do the least

6. Topman or Zara - Topman.

7. Funny or serious - funny :)

8. Older or younger - Older.

9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing

10. Sweet or bad - Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :D

~TEN HAVE YOU'S~

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes><

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour -YES !

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - yeah.

4. Ever been to a rock concert - yeaaaaaaa

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team -nope :D

6. Ever been on a dance team - yes

7. Ever been on a sports team - yes.

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes.

9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - no.

10. Ever been on a rap video - nopeeeeeee.

~TEN LASTS~

1. Last phone call you made - Mummy.

2. Last person you hugged - Terence.

3. Last person you hung out with - Fadli.

Last time you worked - a few months back :)

5. Last person you talked to -Sister

6. Last person you MSN'd - Hidayah

7. Last person you texted - Ahzyf.

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Nephew, Shakirul

9. Last person/thing you missed - terence..

10. Last website visited -Facebook.

Happy Birthday, Ahmad <3

2009-09-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

hey, look, its Ahmad, stepping the crowd xD

this guy here has turned 20 today.

i love him so much.

but, i havent got him anything :(

i will get him something soon.

as soon as i recover from this fever.

he's currently sleeping in his room.

he wants to destroy everything as

he's tired to be TOO HAPPY.

well, he's an amazing brother.

i learnt a tons from him.

he never fails to pick me up when i fall.

although either one of us is being a pain in the ass at times,

we always know when's the right time to laugh.

so, i just checked my friggin temperature, and its 38.4 degrees. Fadli has been asking me to go to the doctors. but i went like 2 days ago alr. he's coming over to see me later. and my mum, dont really care. she's been asking me to do the house chores despite being sick. hello, she has a son too who's snoring away in his room. i couldnt care less, im going to rest on my nice soft bed and dream about the most awesomest things that can get butterflies in my tummy :) i feel like going out but where to ? and plus, i cant even stand properly. hmm, oh well.
im jealous of girl who is very much close to this particular guy.

no, i dont like the guy. i dont know lah D;

webcaaaaaaam ~

2009-09-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

Shahnaz :) yesterday, i guess?

below is

Farhan Cruz :) just now. haha xD
"i must admit you look hot there"

i reminisce♥

so, i didnt go out today. was eating away at home as everyone was lazy to go out. for i, am sick. been coughing alot and pretty hard lately. my throat is never okay for a second. so, i did nothing but watch tv and computer and eating the whole day. i wasnt fasting, so its okay :) tmr's bro's birthday, and i havent got him anything :( my F21 is not here yet. fuck it. im having tuition tmr. so, a few people entertained me today, those that made me feel better when im sick. the most were Hidayah*especially*, Zahrah&Farhan. so yeah. went down for a breeze just now around 9. met Fadli for a while. puffed a lil. &kinda had a black out for a moment. so, lay down at the table. home at 11.10pm. im still coughing, my throat is not cured yet. im hating Red. my body is feverish, my back is aching. im still complaining. i wish to sleep all daaaayyyy. but noooooooooooo, i have to have tuition :(

someone's treating me to a buffet :)

"i must admit you look hot there"

^.^

Carter Baby <3

2009-09-11T11:25:00.003+08:00

night shot/steam eyes

♥its been 3 whole days since i had sleep
cos i dream of your lips on her cheeks

and im confused about my plans for today -.- and fuck i got curfew on a Friday Night :O ! to make kuih at home with Mom&Sis. shitxzxzxzxz ! thatz okay, i can eat while baking. oh, i made browniezzzzzzxzxzxzx !

i have an unknown alien calling me -.- i picked up and i dont fucking understand what was he/she talking. seriously sia. then he/she kept calling. but i rejected. lazy to entertain -.- maybe he/she is from China ! :O ! or, from Planet MARS ! O:

ahh, Najwa didnt come over yesterday. plans to go Geylang with Momma cancelled -.- i got my Baju Kurong already :D haha, okay, i waited for like, er, 2 fucking months for it ?! yeahh, so, its kinda nice though. oh well, im waiting for my Forever21 HEEEEEEEEEEEELS & teeeeeeee xD its coming today, i guess. hopes it comes before eveningggggg.

craaaammmmpps !

2009-09-10T10:23:00.004+08:00

Carter Jenkins :)

Forever could see us not you with me♥

that guy up there, may not be hot, but he's cute :D heeeeeeeeh.
so, im up early today. i was hurting so bad in my stomach :( i woke up and rushed to the toilet and found myself having my periods. that explains the cramps. well, its hurting so bad. what could be more worse is that im having fever, sore throat &cough. well, at least i didnt have to fast. have to drink lotsa plain water.
so, i guess, im still having tuition today-.- after tuition, will be meet Najwa at AMK Hub. and hang around for a while. and she'll be breaking her fast over at my crib. she wants to see my roooooom. hehe. Mum's still making kuih raya. am gonna help her, but ! not now. im in pain, for god's sake ! geeeeeeeeeeeeeezxzxz, why does it cause pain, anyway? oh well, thats life.
tomorrow, sheesha session :)
oh, did you know, my enemy of the day is Hattan :O ! lol ! some Facebook Applications, stuff. that day was Reyza. next was, Amsyar. yesterday was, Salihin. then today, Hattan ! lol, so much for friends. lol. okay, random but haha !

a whole day out.

2009-09-10T00:21:00.004+08:00

can you take me back to the person i used to be?♥

and so, my day started of by going to the doctor for MC as i wasnt feeling so good. so when i got back, had a lil cleaning around the house. and so, i saw my brother cutting his hair, so i decided to cut mine. LOL ! it was like so out of the blue and random. but haha, i like it.

then after cutting, got ready. haha, it took me so long to get ready, i tell ya. then when i was about to head out my door, i look at the time, it was 2.15 :O ! was suppose to meet Shakirul at 2.30. LOL. oh well, he waited, so yeah. head down to Marina Sq Cinema. but there wasnt any Bandslam -.- headed to Suntec. &there wasnt any Bandslam either -.- so, watched Aliens in the Attic. HAHA. the guy was dreamyyyyyyyyy ~ hehehe ! after the movie, headed to chill at Esplanade while waiting for Wannie&Farhana.

so, when they came, Shakirul went off, &we headed to Sakura to break our fast :) some pictures with Farhana. and after Sakura we went to Penin. it was boring so went to Marina. bought Subway Cookies :)

Wannie&Farhana had to go home. i didnt wanna go home so i kinda contacted a few people. hheeeee. Khai was home. Eshia at her grandma's place. called Fadli, he was in the movie. called Ejan, he was at Bugis. so i trained down to Bugis while the two made their way home. met Ejan&Shake. waited for Hattan. off to Arab Street. thought of having sheesha session but noooooooo, it was packed -.- so, Fadli came over to Bugis. met him. slack a lil while. Hattan, Ejan&Shake went to Iluma, i was getting bored with Bugis. so headed back to City Hall with Fadli. sat at Fountain Of Wealth. and kill time. time showed 10.45, so walked back to the MRT. haha, trained to Bishan, it was 11.15 ? HAHA ! talk talk talk talk, till 11.45, and reached home at 12. heh :)

saw mum making kueh raya with Zoorah&Zac. whoa oh ! Bro is so noisy -.- he brought his friends home. its like as if they are in a jamming area -.- im dead tired now. im going to sleep soooooon. haha.

BANDSLAM, BANDSLAM ! :D

2009-09-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

when life gets hard, screw it♥

that picture of Fadli&Haziq above, we were breaking our fast at Pasta Mania. haha. look at Haziq's hair. so Matrep-ish. HAHA, nahh, just kidding. so, im guessing im not gonna go school tmr. Zoorah had a fever, and i happen to catch her cold. so i have to head to the doctors tmr. weee, -.-

and i'll be catching a movie tmrw. Bandslam. with dearest nephew.

Dad just came home with 2 huge carpets. Its good enough that he bothers to buy rather than my mum worries on who to bring it home for her -.- plus, my mum's still not satisfied, but i told her that the least she doesnt have to worry. so she's happy. well, kinda happy. haha !

i have a lil thing for ya.

im falling apart

2009-09-08T00:22:00.003+08:00

I remember when you came with me
that night
you said forever, that you will never let
me go♥

so woke up, head straight to the showers, and got dressed.

head down to Marine Parade. cousin's crib, first.

waited for Haziq at around 2 plus nearing 3.

cycled down to the skatepark.

met Seha&Amsyar.

skate.

[ pictures with Seha ]

so, i didnt follow Seha to Geylang. i had a free ride to Simei. so yeah.

Haziq went off after sending me to my cousin's crib. &we headed to break our fast over at granny's. after dinner, rest awhile and head for home after Mr&Mrs Smith :)

oh, i excercised just now :D but i still control my thirst. after all, i was fasting ^^

i seriously have no life now-.-

i'll be stuck at home for tmr. tuition, which really suck. i hope mum's gonna bring us out to have dinner. im hungry now.

i miss you, i really do

2009-09-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

cause baby,
when you left, i lost a part of
me♥

im gonna wake up tmr and pretend nothing of such thing has happen :)

its the September Holidays.

&i dont have a life this Holiday.

im having tuition and more tuition. geezxz, cant twice a week tuition will do ? -.-

its not as if my exams are next week. i mean like, hello, its the holidays, and im suppose to have a life.

Hari Raya is next Sunday :D i cant wait ! wooohooo, bring in the money, baby ! :D

my eyes are still as puffy since Friday. goddddd, when will it lessen ? Eyeliner doesnt work to enhance my puffy eyes, i tell ya.

oh, for fuck's sake can this get any worse? -.-

oh well, next up !

im think im getting FAT. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

geeeeeezxzxz, i gotta eat little. fasting aint working.

wait, on second thought, maybe it did. HA !

i have a total dept of 4 days.

HAHA !

im still not over you

2009-09-05T14:02:00.004+08:00

ive been rather hyper, cheerful, jumpy around school, outside, whenever im with my friends :) some said that im a lil crazy. ask my classmates. they got irritated but they laughed to what i do. i love making people happy:D like last night, Dayah&I were feeling blue. but after which, i manage to make her laugh her ass off. but haha, at times, when im moodless, they might ask why am i so grumpy. the moment they said that, i'll get over my moodless and get jumpy. even that nephew of mine calls me weird and crazy plus random. i cant be serious all the time. the reason behind it because, i need something to cheer me up and not let me think about it. i tend to breakdown in class due to having so much thinkings. when im quiet, it means, i need space to think. im actually tearing while typing this. i know, its kindaff silly for me to post such things but hey, a girl needs somewhere to let it out. i miss being a lil kid as there's not much for me to think about. but im already in my 2nd year of a teenage kid. but somehow i feel that, im taking things to easily and slowly. im not rushing. im just afraid of growing up.

right now, as some may know. i miss Terence. so bad. i mean, for once i thought i was over him, but i guess i couldnt. im not sure whats the thing about him that i miss. but i certainly know that i miss his sweet words and his tender touch. maybe bcos, ive never encounter the downs i had with him with anybody else. it was a challenge. but we manage to pulled it through. maybe, this is a lesson for me? i dont know. as much as the time i fell in love with him 4months ago, i still am. im happy if he is. im just hoping for the better.
♥

lesson of the day :
never put your hopes up too high as it might come and break you down.
look at the picture up there. look deep
tender touch♥

i cried yesterday. non stop. now im hurt. im crying again

ending?

2009-09-04T14:47:00.003+08:00

i may have said that i am starting to hate you. but not to the core. maybe because, i was too upset over the incident till it made it sooooo difficult for us both. im happy if you are. since we're gonna go on our separate ways, this is the chance for me to tell you that, i had my fun sharing stories to you. please, treasure your boyfriend because, once he's gone, you'll regret. thanks, for everything :)

i skipped school today with Terence. i met him at AMK Hub. then he went to have his teh tarikh. like father know he ! LOL. he asked me the stupidest question before he went to buy his drink, "want anything anot?" i gave him the -.- face. i was fasting okay ! and then, we bus-ed down to Bugis. and walked to this monument opposite Raffles City. we were there till Hein Htet&Farhan came. both of them left first. so, we felt a drizzle. me&T decided to head off first before it rains. haha ! while we're at the Swiss Hotel there, it began to rain soooooo heavily that we had to run across the road. lol. took 80. it was fucking long know ! the weather was nice and the bus was cold, its a nice time to sleep. HAHA !so slept all the way to Compass. and it was just in time till school finishes. 159-ed home. got a lil emotional in the bus. not over it. its getting really hard for me now. you're the best thing that has ever happen to me thats why i cant let go, i miss you so badly.

ITU KAU PUNYE PASAL !

2009-09-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

NOTA INI TELAH DICETAK KHAS UNTUK SEORANG GADIS YANG AMAT PAYAH UNTUK MEMAHAMI APA YANG TELAH AKU TULISI. KALAU KAMU TIDAK FAHAM, ITU BUKAN URUSAN SAYA. TAK USAH KAMU RUJUK KEPADA KAMUS. KAMU AKAN MEMAHAMINYA SEPINTAS LALU.
SAYA MAHU KAMU SEDAR BAHAWA SAYA DAN RAKAN-RAKAN SAYA BUKAN ANJING KAMU. MENTANG-MENTANG KAMU SUDAH NAIK KE PERINGKAT SETERUSNYA TIDAK SEMESTINYA KAMU HEBAT. PERANGAI KAMU MASIH BELUM LAGI MATANG. JIKA KAMU FIKIR BAHAWA SAYA SEDANG BERKELAKUAN ANAK KECIL, KAMU FIKIR MASAK-MASAK. KAMU HARUS BERDIKARI ATAS APA PERBUATAN YANG KAMU INGIN LAKUKAN. BUKAN MEMINTA RAKAN-RAKAN KAMU UNTUK BERADA DI SAMPING KAMU. JIKALAU KAMU BERTERUSAN SIKAP DEMIKIAN, BILAKAH KAMU MAHU ADA FIKIRAN MATANG? KAMU TIDAK PERLU BERPURA-PURA MENJADI GADIS YANG SUNGGUH LEMBUT. KAMU PUNYA PERANGAI SUNGGUH TIDAK PERLU DI SINI, OKAYY:P SEBELUM RAHASIA KAMU PECAH, BAIK JAGA SIKAP KAMU. MUKA KAMU, TIDAK BOLEH HANTUI SESIAPA SELAIN DARIPADA BUDAK BUDAK SELENGER SEPERTI KAMU ! HAHAHAHAHA !
KALAU SESIAPA YANG TERASA, ITU BUKAN MASALAH SAYA, OKAY :)
TAK FAHAM PUN BUKAN URUSAN SAYA.
SILA KAMU BERBAHAS NOTA INI DENGAN SAHABAT KARIB KAMU, DIA TIDAK BOLEH BERBUAT APA-APA.
CUBA SAYA [ try me ]:D

why is it over ?

2009-09-01T20:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, Dearest Afina :)

hope you've enjoyed your celebration :)

&ohh, i miss you laaah ;)

to Azlinah,

cheer up, girl. everything come and go. its part of life. you can never do anything to change a mind of that guy. maybe for now, love isnt for us. just be happy, kay? its not worth crying for a guy who kept hurting you over and over again. you've got your friends, so why worry ? *smiles*

to [insert name here],

im starting to hate you. not only me but a most of us. even [insert another name here] hates you. we all may seem fine when we see each other, whenever, where ever. but actually, ever since [inser incident here] happen, i hated you so much that i had to be the spy. you give faces to people you think is not up to your liking and gave a prettyface to someone else's. and plus im not sure why must you keep it cool even when the situation is not. knowing how one's feeling so blue yet you couldnt care less. maybe you do, but you got nobody to turn to now. &now that your still in the dark, i want you to know that i spilt the beans.

to Haziq Ali,

i hope you're reading this. i've missed you. where have you been? please go out with me soon. ive got lots to tell. i really mean it, alot ~ Holidays are around the corner. please make yourself free :D heeeeeeeeeeee.

i dont know why am i writting notes in this post. i have to let it out. especially to the mysterious person. i feel like staying home for until September Holiday's over. i dont wish to see anybody except those who im close with. Seha's birthday's coming. she's going to be 14, like finally :P i got her something already. i hope she likes it. i really got nothing in mind on what to buy her other than this. plus, im tight on finance. &i have yet to get my brother's gift yet. whatever would a 20year old dude like for his birthday from his 14year old sister? i certainly cant buy him a bike -.- he kept pestering me into buying him a bike. and he knows thats not gonna happen. i cant buy him a guitar -.- he has enough in his room and studio. i think for him its not enough. dont ask me why. he made a new band now. Forgive "broke up" as 2 of them had to serve NS. the drummer went over to be AVA's drummer. maybe some may see him during Baybeats. &Gabriel went over to Caracal. oh well. they are still hanging out though. haha, at least they are happy :)