zieerah
the days can never get any better
Monday, December 28, 2009 ; 12:58 PM
This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!
1. Beer: ew.
2. Food: i like.
3. Relationships: for losers.
4. Your CRUSH: haha.
5. Power Rangers: kid.
6. Life: live it to the fullest.
7. The President: Barrack Obamma:O !
8. Yummy: wtf ?
9. Cars: motors.
10. Movies: Princess and the Frog :(
11. Halloween: was fun :D
12. Sex: virgin here -.-
13. Religion: Islamic.
14. Hate: bitch.
15. Fear: God.
16. Marriage: not now.
17. Blondes: Bimbos!
18. Slippers: Pink xD
19. Shoes: thick socks :(
20. Asians: me.
21. Pass time: staring at the screen.
22. One night stand: Fuck you.
23. My cell Phone: Samsung Jet.
24. Smoke: Next Chill.
25. Fantasy: Its a Small World
26. College: Poly.
27. High school life: awesome!
28. Pajamas: boxers.
29. Stars: shine.
30. Center: :)
31. Alcohol: Vodka :)
32. The word love: never existed.
33. Friends: not all can be trusted.
34. Money: clothes
35. Heartache: chocolates.
36. Time: stop.
37. Divorce: wtf ?
38. Dogs: ew
39. Undies: pink boxers <3
40. Parents: .
41. Babies: irritating
42. Ex: past.
43. Song: Jandoe :)
44. Color: Red (L)
45. Weddings: grand :)
46. Pizza: cheese
47. Hangout: City.
48. Rest: Sleep.
49. Goal: have no idea
50. Inspiration: nobody -.-
1. Beer: ew.
2. Food: i like.
3. Relationships: for losers.
4. Your CRUSH: haha.
5. Power Rangers: kid.
6. Life: live it to the fullest.
7. The President: Barrack Obamma:O !
8. Yummy: wtf ?
9. Cars: motors.
10. Movies: Princess and the Frog :(
11. Halloween: was fun :D
12. Sex: virgin here -.-
13. Religion: Islamic.
14. Hate: bitch.
15. Fear: God.
16. Marriage: not now.
17. Blondes: Bimbos!
18. Slippers: Pink xD
19. Shoes: thick socks :(
20. Asians: me.
21. Pass time: staring at the screen.
22. One night stand: Fuck you.
23. My cell Phone: Samsung Jet.
24. Smoke: Next Chill.
25. Fantasy: Its a Small World
26. College: Poly.
27. High school life: awesome!
28. Pajamas: boxers.
29. Stars: shine.
30. Center: :)
31. Alcohol: Vodka :)
32. The word love: never existed.
33. Friends: not all can be trusted.
34. Money: clothes
35. Heartache: chocolates.
36. Time: stop.
37. Divorce: wtf ?
38. Dogs: ew
39. Undies: pink boxers <3
40. Parents: .
41. Babies: irritating
42. Ex: past.
43. Song: Jandoe :)
44. Color: Red (L)
45. Weddings: grand :)
46. Pizza: cheese
47. Hangout: City.
48. Rest: Sleep.
49. Goal: have no idea
50. Inspiration: nobody -.-
Thursday, December 24, 2009 ; 9:48 PM
Happy Holiday :D
the whole process repeats
itself.wonderfully awesome.thats life,motherfucker.
thats it.
ive thought real hard. and i guess, im doing the right thing (Y)
i'll try to make my last on Sunday. that is if im not working ah. most prolly i am.
if i cant make it on Sunday then someday next week or something. i have no idea.
after that, i'll stop looking for them :)
it'll prolly not affect any of them, haha.
I really miss Rusydina
I really miss Farhan
I really miss Indah
I really miss Noah
I really miss Wanie
I really miss Aizat
D:
im still wondering when are we gonna meet.
its been 2friggin months.
GAAAAHH ! :'(
i'll try to make my last on Sunday. that is if im not working ah. most prolly i am.
if i cant make it on Sunday then someday next week or something. i have no idea.
after that, i'll stop looking for them :)
it'll prolly not affect any of them, haha.
I really miss Rusydina
I really miss Farhan
I really miss Indah
I really miss Noah
I really miss Wanie
I really miss Aizat
D:
im still wondering when are we gonna meet.
its been 2friggin months.
GAAAAHH ! :'(
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ; 12:30 PM
shoobedododooo
im overly attracted and terribly convinced.
Ive thought about it. I decided that imma stop hanging out with those who i hang out quite recently. Im serious though. Im not sure what made me come up with such decision. I guess, imma go back to the skaters. I thought i couldnt skate anymore but its just my thinkings.
Im to blame for all these to happen. If it werent for me it wont strike even once. Everything repeats itself. Only with two different people. or maybe four O_o okay, whatever -.- so yeah, bye.
Once was enough but twice in a row was too much.
Im to blame for all these to happen. If it werent for me it wont strike even once. Everything repeats itself. Only with two different people. or maybe four O_o okay, whatever -.- so yeah, bye.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 ; 10:22 PM
work was fun :)
this has got nothing to do with work. lol. thats Hairun and Monkey xDwell anyways. i just got home from work. its not really tiring cos all i got to do is pack those goodie bags. and help out Lin&Justin with decorations :) Christmas Party for kids. Balloons everywhere. helium sucked here and there ^_^ hey, that rhymes xD and and, funny voices were made ^^ so those kids were pain in the asses. Popcorn, Cotton Candys. Santa Claus, and the worse part, Clown -.- im still afraid of clowns. i tell you, that clown can do magic. and i can figure out how they do it. So, we had the last round of smoking before the event finish. Cleared the things out. chairs all stacked up. rubbish all cleared. got our pay and sent Lin&Justin to the train stations and off home. we slacked for 2-3hours cos we dont have anything to do. while slacking, we took balloons and untie them. helium time xD HAHAHAHA.
splendid time at work :)
Friday, December 18, 2009 ; 10:39 AM
sorry, rusydina :(
why, why, why, why ?
why did my mum just had to remind me today.
rusydina, im sorry :(
i have to follow my mum for a check up later on :/
sheesh, i dont know when are we meeting. sigh D:
why did my mum just had to remind me today.
rusydina, im sorry :(
i have to follow my mum for a check up later on :/
sheesh, i dont know when are we meeting. sigh D:
Thursday, December 17, 2009 ; 8:04 PM
princess and the froggggggggg :D
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for
me
currently chatting with Rishi&Hidayah :)
tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr,
the plan is.
IF my dad were to leave earlyyyyyyy,
i'll go for a movie [princess and the frog] :)
but if he goes out lateeeeee,
i think you two go ahead without me then :(
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ; 9:14 PM
fuck it
my legs are hurting. my injured feet worsen. lol. due to too much walking. haha.So i went to Bugis just now. with Zoorah&Mum :)
and shoppppppppppppppppp xD
ive got my suspenders/jumper. in both pants and skirt.
got myself a new pair of shoe and a wallet :)
and some other stuffs. girl's stuff , if you know what i mean ^^
HAHA.
then had our late lunch at Tong Seng ^_^ its been so long :O !
and ohhhhhh ! Rusydina was at Bugis and we didnt bump into each other :@ !
we were sooooo closeeeeee. its the 2nd time that we were so close yet, we didnt meet. urgh !
Soo, got home. rest for a little while. and went to Bishan with Zoorah.
bought some shirts/tank tops/leggings from cotton on.
wooooooohhh, what a dayyyyyyyyy.
So, im still waiting for Sunday. for work :)
then get myself a haircut. and gonna send my skirt for alteration by next week.
i need to get myself a new pair of contact lenses :O
my current one is wearing out.
my current one is wearing out.
im not sure why but im looking foward for 2010.
So, im gonna be in the same class as Gerimi.
Shahnaz&Loga is in 3B :(
thats okayyyyyyy. SnD (Y)
on the other hand, i have Amylia&Athirah too :)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ; 7:31 PM
i miss you.
you could make everything
alright,and i want you too♥
So, for 30hours, ive been sitting infront of the tv screen watching Boys Over Flower. heh. Since i couldnt skate/go out due to the injury i got at East Coast, i sat home.
but there was a time when my dad asked me to follow him to Compass Point. So, mum, dad, zoorah and i went around the mobile shop. From M1 to Singtel to Starhub. it was a waste of time making a trip there cos we ended up buying nothing. I saw a few of my schoolmate but i didnt say hi. Haha. i abhor two of my schoolmate which is both one of my junior and senior -.-' those two siblings, totally gave me a fucking stare together with their fucking family. i dont even give a stare or "the look" to their family -.- shheeeeshh.
Moving on. I dont know when am i gonna sell my 6month old phone. if you must know, this is the first time i ever held on to one phone for more than 4 month :O ! but thats okay, i love my phone. imma have to sell it off soon though. ass much ? am gonna get a new phone soon, i guess. the day that my dad's gonna buy his new phone is the day that imma say goodbye to my Samsung Jet. Ive got my Samsung Jet from the first week it got out to the market :) and the price six month ago is still the fucking same as now :O !
lemme tell youuuuuuuuu, walking around is as good as in hell. i have no choice but to leap O_O
&I had to cancel a date with Rusydina&Shafeeqa :( ,
turned down B.A.D trip D:
i hope my legs gonna be fine by Friday/Saturday.
19th, The Epic Sunday's gig.
Sunday, im workingggggggggggggggggggggg. 50bux for 3h ^^
Sunday, December 13, 2009 ; 10:54 AM
grumpy ol' girl ^^
Yesterday, i wanted to skate but nooooo ~Mum asked me to stay home.
Then sis called, asked me to get her a few things and passed it to her at Shangri-La.
So, bussed down to bishan. buy this and that, off i cabbed to her place.
and that was it. gave her stuff, and cabbed back.
Amsyar texted asking to drop by.
since Ijal, Azeck and Irsyad was there, i did.
Ijal bought me a packet of chocolates from Australia xD
HAHA, well i was there for 5 minutes and then i left for home.
then at homeee, i opened the chocolates. i tell youuuuuuuuuuuu, it was delicious (Y) :D
i feel like asking him to buy somemore xD
&Maybe later im heading down to East Coast Skatepark *smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeees*
That is me and my dad.we are still not talking. like for fuck ?
Sometimes, i wish i knew why is he so narrow minded. thinking of things his way not ours.
im still grudging on the beating i had from him, really.
the markings is still there. the swell is still a little painful.
i just wish that my dad will get out of my life.
so what if he's the one giving me the fucking cash to go school/to buy clothes ?
he'll ask for it back indirectly, eventually.
fuck life.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 ; 12:32 AM
Hein Htet <3
Happy Sweet16th Birthday, Noah :DWe havent meet for a month or so, now D:
i seriously hope i could meet you&friends up tomorrow.
Anyways,
Htet here, is a pretty much an awesome guy :)
who will do whatever it takes to cheer me up.
with his lame skateboard tricks. on how he tried to stop with style.
he really cracks me up :D
he doesnt really have a problem with anything.
even if he does, he'll let it out by playing DotA all day~
Now that he's computer broke down, he cant play it at home.
but he'll make a long trip to Tong Seng just to play :O
i'll end it here.
Noah, have a sweet 16 kay ? :)
<3
Friday, December 11, 2009 ; 12:27 PM
weee ~
taken on Halloween Night :)Reyza still have yet return me my fangs ^^
im so hungry now. im thinking weather to head to Bishan today or not.
My legs are hurting. HAHA. oh well ^^
im gonna spend the rest of my holidays skating with them, i guess :)
but i have to meet up with Rusydina and friends too :(
tomorrow. i have to be allowed out. i just have to.
i cant delay the meet ups anymore.
i guess appearance matters.
; 11:48 AM
skateeeeee :D
after weeks of not skating, i finally met them to skate. since staying at home kinda bores me out. so reached bishan skatepark at about 4.30pm and got screened like wtf ?! sucha turn off lah. we were just skating. okayokay. i saw Wawan !, Azeck !, Irsyad !, Amsyar !, Ijal !, Afik !, and some people i dont know. Sooo, i played at flat land. then i went to the bowl. i didnt dare at first. then when i was alr in my position and concentrating, Syaff just had to shout my name and i lost concentration and flew off the board. awesome -.- haha, thats okay. better luck next time. practise makes perfect ^^ amylia, syaff and ram came. then i saw Ejan :D its been so long since i saw him know ! :D oh well ~ hidayah, seha and hazmi came later :) i was happy to see hidayah xD and and, we talked, smoked. then practise my ollie. played flat land a while and yeah, home at 9.30pm :) on the way home, i met Hattan&Shake along the way. i miss them you know :( but sadly i have to go home. sigh.
Thursday, December 10, 2009 ; 12:11 PM
Carter Baby <3
As everyone is drooling over Justin Bieber / Taylor Lautner / Edward Cullens etc,
imma stick to my boo♥
The way he smile is just oh-so charming ^^
looking at how dirty he looks, he's just dreamy in a way.
HAHAHAHAH ! i sound like one psycho.
With his hair all so messed up,
With his hair all so messed up,doesnt he just look so adorable ^_^
enough of my nonsense.So i havent been talking to dad eversince the incident the other day.
i dont see any reason for me to talk to him also. everything i do seemed wrong so why do i even bother right ? so yeah. sometimes he's just being self-centered, not caring about what others think. he said that i put friends first just like my brothers and sisters. and he asked "what can your friends do if you are at your worst?" speak for himself. he's the one who put friends first. and i dont put friends first, thank you. when im out, i will go home when i know my mum's home alone. everyone's out, its not as if my dad is accompanying her and all right -.- Im 14, i know whats right and wrong. in 5 months, i'll be 15, dad. which part of growing up dont you understand ? =.=
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ; 1:33 AM
this time its real.
Things happen, real quick.
I dont give a fuck to what you are thinking anymore.
Everything happen for a reason.
And i know exactly what is it for this matter.
You've been rather weird lately. Im not sure how but yeah.
Im just saying, that its not time for me to move on yet.
Cos im really tired.
I dont give a fuck to what you are thinking anymore.
Everything happen for a reason.
And i know exactly what is it for this matter.
You've been rather weird lately. Im not sure how but yeah.
Im just saying, that its not time for me to move on yet.
Cos im really tired.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ; 3:01 AM
i wanna know i wanna know
as for now. i miss Hidayah.
i really do. im not sure whats up, but she seemed different eversince i got back from HK :(
is it because i never tried to help her when she's facing problems ? hmm, lifes a miser without a best friend. im not a good motivator neither am i good at counselling or problem solving in terms of personal issues. its been 3 weeks since i last saw Hidayah.
i had a good unreasonable beating by dad. i wonder why too. i didnt retaliate cos i didnt wanna make things much worse. So i let him release all his anger on me. No matter how painful it is to get beaten up with a belt, i wont complain. Nothing is more painful then seeing your mum did absoloutely nothing while you getting beaten up. Seeing her cry and went back to her seat really hurts. alot. Looking at my swollen arm, hmmm. i have nothing much to say.
Sunday, December 6, 2009 ; 4:12 PM
Ive met wonderful people this year
i'll name everyone that is in this load in order.
Noah, Farhan, Aizat, Lin, Rusydina, Wanie, Indah, Haziq, Ejan, Ahzyf, Micheala, Terence Hazmi, Reyza, Hattan, Shake, Khai, Rishi&Fadli.
The reason why Fadli is one of them cos, we havent met for a year and say 8 months ? hmm, we met on National Day this year, so yeah.
I havent met Noah, Farhan, Aizat, Lin, Rusydina, Wanie, Indah, Micheala, Terence eversince umms, i dont know :O ! yes, i miss them very very much :(
I havent met Haziq since 2nd October ! :O okay, i counted. heh.
Ejan, hmmm. i saw him but sadly he couldnt hear me :( like a week ago^^
Ahzyf, hmm, its been so long though. he's busy working i guess.
Hazmi, Reyza, Hattan, Shake :O ? i saw Hazmi yesterday but didnt talk to him though. the rest ? Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ meet soon. must must must !
Khai Spitfire :O ! this weird guy who is randomly random. LOL. still in contact though ~
i met Fadli yesterday xD he's with me till 6pm. oh well, he's been there for me almost everyday :) and he loves my present for him ^_^
HK trip will be updated in tumblr. pictures will be in facebook. LOL. okay i dont have the pictures but i'll be tagged. hehehehehe~
does this mean i have to give up once again ?
Saturday, December 5, 2009 ; 8:26 PM
i guess, lifes like a rollercoaster.
lifes like a rollercoaster.
it'll start over everytime you
get on it. it wont stop till you end it.
it'll go left turn or right. and
it'll loop to face your fears.
im falling for you
&i hope im better with this now.
i got over the other one and dont tell me i have to get over you.
i dont know how do i show my appreciation for sending me off the other night.
making you wait, not letting you sleep when you're awfully tired,
troubled you to come all the way from god knows where to my place just to see me before i go off.
you chose to come to my place and send me off, i trully appreciate that :) really.
while i was away, i kept thinking if i would be replaced or anything. i missed you. i understand why you didnt reply. and im still missing you.