zieerah
the days can never get any better
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ; 6:02 PM
ive done something so terrible
im over you now, 20th♥im not done with you, crush♥
as much as i wanted to go out today, i kinda turned down some of my friend's outing. like yeah.
i've been having trouble in my thoughts lately.
my thoughts are playing with me. which leads to PMS. but i dont think its PMS. im just kinda turn off with what i just found out recently. like seriously, imagine being in my shoes. you'll feel horrible. and regret that you ever made it happen D:
i know, i can believe the words said. but, what about the other party ? where do i stand in the picture ?
before all of these happen, its been really really nice to have the lovely thoughts which gives butterflies in my stomach.
i guess, sometimes, i dont always get what i want.
or maybe, i wasnt given a chance to have it.
i got really emotional during the weekends. all i could do is cry. i never thought that i could lead myself into crying in such matters.
today, i webcam-ed with Fadli :) its been awhile since i saw that dude. he's coming over to AMK later on. YAY ! &oh ! My Forever21 has finally reached my doorstep. and when i showed Mum what i bought, she was like "how many jackets do you want? isnt 3 enough already?"
i dont know why i kept on buying jackets after another. heeeeezxzxzx :D
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