zieerah
the days can never get any better
Friday, October 30, 2009 ; 7:39 PM
home on a Friday AGAIN !
yes, im home again on a Friday -.- i didnt attend school. okay, i was out the whole afternoon just now though. sneaked out of the house xD through window. heh. so the meeting time was at 1.30 but i reached at 2.05 to be exact xD but noooooooooooo, Lin was still late know ! he came at 2.20 well, luckily i didnt reach at 1.30 know. if not, i have to wait another hour like yesterday. so, we had lunch first at KFC. so, walked to the Police Station. had to wait for them to finish the other people's case. after waiting so long, i got my wallet back. apparently, the person stole my money leaving $1.15 for me -.- but i got my ez link back, thats the good thing about getting my wallet back. so, walked to City Plaza rang Hein Htet. it was already 4 but he's still home know ! lol. so yeah, headed to 7-11 got me&Lin chips&drinks. it was nearing 5 and Lin had to meet Terence. they're camping. lol. how i wish i followed D: nah, nevermind. i'll meet them in the morning tmr :) like early in the morning, you get me ^.^
so, i just had Pizza. again. its fattening. but yeah, i felt like eating and eating and eating. Tmr, Halloweeeeeeen. im wondering what we're gonna be up to tmr :O ! hello, goodbye :)
so, i just had Pizza. again. its fattening. but yeah, i felt like eating and eating and eating. Tmr, Halloweeeeeeen. im wondering what we're gonna be up to tmr :O ! hello, goodbye :)
Thursday, October 29, 2009 ; 9:20 PM
thanks alot, dad. please die
yes, i met him just now when i just blog about how long we havent met yesterday. lol.i had school. last period, no teacher. they played soccer in class.
hit my head and my chair while i was sleeping. if it werent for Loga&Shahnaz, the chair would have hit one of their faces know. yeah, class was a mess with the tables and chairs everywhere.
after school, headed to street soccer court. and off home. Hidayah followed. then off i went again to her crib. then waited for Lin to come. we wait for an hour know, i tell you ! pshhh, so much for "lets collect my wallet today" -.-'
headed to the City. met Terence, Jaypee, Huai Zhi&Hein Htet. Farhan came a little while after we came. so i had to go home.
Lin&Hein Htet promise to follow me to collect my wallet tmr. im not heading for school. but i will next week, i guess. or tmr, after collecting my wallet.
the moment i got home, i fought with mum. the most horrible thing i ever gotten myself into. and yeah, im prepared if my dad were to kick me out of the house. although i got no where to go, still, im prepared. its been an awful night eventually. i have a really puffy eyes now.
i cried to Hein Htet about this. thanks for listening :)
♥
now, its for me to decide and for my dad to please his tiny mind.
for once, i wish i was NEVER born. life would be much more easier for my parents.
♥
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ; 8:57 PM
pshh, school.
thats Gerimi :)My close friend. he's very caring and concern about his friend.
he'll give you his fullest attention when you need a listening ear.
he'll try his very best to make you smile&laugh.
he's not some kinda joker or anything.
he has feelings too.
he can be serious at times but we like it that he'll be the out going type :)
haha, i love this guy lah.
as my friend, i mean. serious ♥
so, i dragged myself to school knowing that i will get into trouble if i dont. haha, so yeah. nothing much happen. like yeah -.- was suppose to meet Htet after school but nooooo, that guy ah -.- so slacked with Gerimi, Loga, Shahnaz&others lah ehh. home w/ Gautham at 4.
now, chatting with Lin, Hein Htet& LALA :D
Right : Noah ; Left : Lin
its been so long since i met them. like yeah :) Lin's always busy with god knows what. &Htet ? Dota -.-' the holidays are up, Hein Htet found himself a job. Lin ? HAHA ! idk lah. where have you guys beeeeeeeeeeeen ? PSHHHHH !
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ; 5:29 PM
tuesday tuesday tuesday
i wonder if i have ever crossed your mind
today, i woke up late. lol. so much for, "i have school tomorrow" so, my mum went like "you think you're going to your father's school ah. come as and went you like?" i was like "it is my father's school *with the ^^ smile* "
its been a rather boring day. i stayed home eating pizza and ice cream. im sure to grow fat if this keeps up. i finished the whole tub of ice cream and one whole small pizza on my own today.
im supposed to meet Fadli over at Hougang but noo, *cursing my dad*. i wonder when will my dad realise that being at home is boring. he expects me to be home facing my computer rather than green trees of mother earth. i need to do more shopping. but im waiting for $$ i wonder if i should work during the holidays. should i ? i cant guarantee that my dad will give me money for the holidays cos most probably he wont let me out -.-
you know, at times like this, i kinda miss 327426♥
like, i dont know why but yeah. its been awhile since we last met and talk. i have to wait till hmm, i think its the right time ? its been hmm, lets see, 3 weeks since i have this feeling. HAHA ! it'll soon fade off, i hope :)
i manage to Ollie with the encouragement from the skaters. they were really hard on me. i mean, they kept telling me to pop, drag and jump over and over and over again. when i got it, they told me to pop the board harder and the next thing i know, im on air :D thanks guys (: &oh, they want me to pratice my Ollie and be better than *we-know-who* ^^ haas !
i just finish my cupcorn which i bough just 5 minutes ago. lol ! and now its 6pm. Dad's still home. grrr. oh, imma head to school tmr. it feels like a holiday already know ! pshhh, will upload some of the skate pics.
Monday, October 26, 2009 ; 7:49 PM
First try Monday :)
hey, :)
guess what ? there's no school BUT ! i waked up like at 7. but i slept again till 8 im fully awake. got ready until about 9 i went out. reached at 10 :)
so, walked to the skatepark and yeah. it was soooo hot, i tell you.
but thats okay. took pictures of them skating but, pictures with Hazmi. it was too hot, until we chilled at the hut. HA ! the wind was soooooo nice. heh. then went to skate again. but, i stayed at the hut :) and i made an accomplishment with the encouragements from the skaters. they guide me. i'll show the picture next time ^^
did nothing much but skate and slack and fool around. haha.
then around 4, went to eat with Dayah. hehe, thanks dayah xD
my dad had to be one fucking pain in the ass -.- psssssssh !
home at 6.30pm. tired.
guess what ? there's no school BUT ! i waked up like at 7. but i slept again till 8 im fully awake. got ready until about 9 i went out. reached at 10 :)
so, walked to the skatepark and yeah. it was soooo hot, i tell you.
but thats okay. took pictures of them skating but, pictures with Hazmi. it was too hot, until we chilled at the hut. HA ! the wind was soooooo nice. heh. then went to skate again. but, i stayed at the hut :) and i made an accomplishment with the encouragements from the skaters. they guide me. i'll show the picture next time ^^
did nothing much but skate and slack and fool around. haha.
then around 4, went to eat with Dayah. hehe, thanks dayah xD
my dad had to be one fucking pain in the ass -.- psssssssh !
home at 6.30pm. tired.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ; 3:16 PM
what a Saturday,
and outing w/ Dancers to Esp & Marina Sq. watched a Dance Show.
it was okay, they dance the whole 1 hour straight.
like whoa !
camwhored while waiting for god knows what.
&off to Marina Sq.
yeah, had Dinner at Pizza Hut. Ms Khadijah's treat :) thank you very much.
after eating, got a call from Farhan.
so met them a little while and told them to wait outside Pizza Hut.
i went back in, &told Ms Khadijah about my friends that are here.
she was really pissed when i asked if we could leave early.
so yeah, we went off.
while waiting for the Skaters,
bumped into Ain.
gossip-ed :)
and wait for god knows what -.-
yeah, the 4 of them. umms, Aizat, Wanie, Farhan&the other dude which i dislike.
something about him pisses me off, seriously.
and im sorry Farhan,
that you got those sarcastic remarks by me.
at City Hall MRT, they last minute decided not to follow.
hugged them and i tapped in.
its cool, yknow.
just that we're kinda pissed when it comes to last minute, like seriously.
so, off to Vivo.
which the 4 of them came, for god knows what.
just a waste of their bus/train fares.
yeah, they head off like not even 10 minutes of being there. went back to Ahzyf&cliques.
the cake came, :)
hope Hidayah enjoyed her day even though it was kinda rocky at the beginning :)
reached home at 11.30pm
webcam w/ Terence&Hein Htet.
chatted w/ Lin. told him what happen.
and he still owe me a day out to EAT. LOL !
Saturday, October 24, 2009 ; 8:48 AM
this is for you
Hidayah♥,
you've finally turn 14 :) and we're gonna have a blast today, okay ? ^^
anw, Hidayah♥ here is my best friend. not bestfriend but best friend :)
she's been here&there with me, when i needed a friend to talk to.
although we may have tiffs, we would made up at the end of it.
She is Fabulous, Gorgeous, Fun, Helpful & lots more to describe, i mean it :)
we might not share whats common, but the least we had fun going out together.
when i had problems, she's the FIRST to be by me.
when she almost got hurt, i blamed myself for getting her into the problem and making her worry&afraid.
im sorry that i ever got you into my own problem D:
in clonclusion,
i would like to thank her for everything :)
thanks, Hidayah♥&Have a Happy Birthday.
iloveyou♥
Friday, October 23, 2009 ; 8:16 PM
home on a Friday Night
firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZORO :D
Have Fun, Little Miss Zoro :)
Loveyaaa, Biatch :D
oh, despite being a lazy ass, i dragged my butt down to school :)
so, i was ALMOST late but i wasnt :)
the school seems ummm, quiet ? heh.
skipped MT to stay in class. lazy ah wanna go down.
we were suppose to make stars, we finished every stripped we got.
Loga dared me to text Rishi and chat with him.
so i did.
half way texting, Mr Fadhli caught me. phone got confiscated.
He irritating know ! check me up on my socks and purple eyes -.-
like who gives a shit to it ? pfft.
totally suck okay.
had recess, didnt finish my food D:
there's problems going on with Shahrul&Filicks.
so yeah, yadayadayadaa, had Geog. texted Rishi using Gerimi's phone.
while watching Volcano, i was doing the stars&texting.
after school, got back my phone :D
&off to the carpark, things happen -.- blood's gushing out from their gums.
woooah oh !
then off to Sculpture Park. slacked w/ Shahnaz, Shahrul, Gautham, Arifeen and Loga.
Rishi&Howard came later while we're eating at Koufu.
and went back to slack. SOMEONE had to piss me off.
like totally off. psssshh.
Home w/ Gautham :)
now here i am.
Tomorrow,
gonna go Esp w/ dance cliques :)
treat from Ms Khadijah. oh yeah.
and someone's turning 14 tmr too(:
P.S : i miss [insert name here] D:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZORO :D
Have Fun, Little Miss Zoro :)
Loveyaaa, Biatch :D
oh, despite being a lazy ass, i dragged my butt down to school :)
so, i was ALMOST late but i wasnt :)
the school seems ummm, quiet ? heh.
skipped MT to stay in class. lazy ah wanna go down.
we were suppose to make stars, we finished every stripped we got.
Loga dared me to text Rishi and chat with him.
so i did.
half way texting, Mr Fadhli caught me. phone got confiscated.
He irritating know ! check me up on my socks and purple eyes -.-
like who gives a shit to it ? pfft.
totally suck okay.
had recess, didnt finish my food D:
there's problems going on with Shahrul&Filicks.
so yeah, yadayadayadaa, had Geog. texted Rishi using Gerimi's phone.
while watching Volcano, i was doing the stars&texting.
after school, got back my phone :D
&off to the carpark, things happen -.- blood's gushing out from their gums.
woooah oh !
then off to Sculpture Park. slacked w/ Shahnaz, Shahrul, Gautham, Arifeen and Loga.
Rishi&Howard came later while we're eating at Koufu.
and went back to slack. SOMEONE had to piss me off.
like totally off. psssshh.
Home w/ Gautham :)
now here i am.
Tomorrow,
gonna go Esp w/ dance cliques :)
treat from Ms Khadijah. oh yeah.
and someone's turning 14 tmr too(:
P.S : i miss [insert name here] D:
Thursday, October 22, 2009 ; 9:10 PM
carrying so much thoughts
i have a pair of swollen eyes now.
i cried everything out just now.
well maybe not everything.
it has not been a good week lately.
my results D:
badly done. like seriously D:
i seriously am scared of dropping.
i can be stupid at times with all the un-important subjects.
but seriously, im sure to fail Literature&Home Ec.
so its like, i failed 3 friggin subjects already D:
this few days, as per normal.
he started the fire out of the blue. i got really worked up by the slightest things now.
im still upset over [insert situation here].
my head hurts as fuck.
I love Hidayah :)
she's been there for me when im at my weakest.
&i still regret what ive done.
lastly,
I , Zieerah, Am Not Talking To Farhan Bin [Insert Dad's name] Ever.
:@
i cried everything out just now.
well maybe not everything.
it has not been a good week lately.
my results D:
badly done. like seriously D:
i seriously am scared of dropping.
i can be stupid at times with all the un-important subjects.
but seriously, im sure to fail Literature&Home Ec.
so its like, i failed 3 friggin subjects already D:
this few days, as per normal.
he started the fire out of the blue. i got really worked up by the slightest things now.
im still upset over [insert situation here].
my head hurts as fuck.
I love Hidayah :)
she's been there for me when im at my weakest.
&i still regret what ive done.
lastly,
I , Zieerah, Am Not Talking To Farhan Bin [Insert Dad's name] Ever.
:@
Labels: i miss my crush
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ; 6:02 PM
ive done something so terrible
im over you now, 20th♥im not done with you, crush♥
as much as i wanted to go out today, i kinda turned down some of my friend's outing. like yeah.
i've been having trouble in my thoughts lately.
my thoughts are playing with me. which leads to PMS. but i dont think its PMS. im just kinda turn off with what i just found out recently. like seriously, imagine being in my shoes. you'll feel horrible. and regret that you ever made it happen D:
i know, i can believe the words said. but, what about the other party ? where do i stand in the picture ?
before all of these happen, its been really really nice to have the lovely thoughts which gives butterflies in my stomach.
i guess, sometimes, i dont always get what i want.
or maybe, i wasnt given a chance to have it.
i got really emotional during the weekends. all i could do is cry. i never thought that i could lead myself into crying in such matters.
today, i webcam-ed with Fadli :) its been awhile since i saw that dude. he's coming over to AMK later on. YAY ! &oh ! My Forever21 has finally reached my doorstep. and when i showed Mum what i bought, she was like "how many jackets do you want? isnt 3 enough already?"
i dont know why i kept on buying jackets after another. heeeeezxzxzx :D
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Monday, October 19, 2009 ; 12:13 AM
everything changed
okay , fuck i cant upload pictures -.-
not that i have any or anything. pshh.
so, i had alot of thinkings today.
i decided to bake muffins to release the stress off.
chatted with Lin :)
i was looking gloomy [ thats what Lin said ].
thanks for being a great listening ear, Lin (:
he knows what im talking about.
&he's mydrinking eating buddy :D
thanks, Lin (L)
chatted with Hidayah too,
didnt exactly told her everything/anything.
guess she figured its PMS. so yeah. i guess so too :)
but, she's always been there for me you know.
when i need a friend to hug or someone to hangout with.
she'll be there. i love her so much :D
thanks, Hidayah (L)
[editted]
so, after 3 days of going out.
i finally stayed home for 2 days.
ha, yeah. there's no school tmr as well.
&my muffins are really tasty :)
im in really deep thoughts.
really really deep thoughts.
i couldnt imagine how will you react if i were to tell you this.
seriously, its either you'll ignore me or pretend nothing happen.
i'll see you again, after everything is over i guess.
:')
not that i have any or anything. pshh.
so, i had alot of thinkings today.
i decided to bake muffins to release the stress off.
chatted with Lin :)
i was looking gloomy [ thats what Lin said ].
thanks for being a great listening ear, Lin (:
he knows what im talking about.
&he's my
thanks, Lin (L)
chatted with Hidayah too,
didnt exactly told her everything/anything.
guess she figured its PMS. so yeah. i guess so too :)
but, she's always been there for me you know.
when i need a friend to hug or someone to hangout with.
she'll be there. i love her so much :D
thanks, Hidayah (L)
[editted]
so, after 3 days of going out.
i finally stayed home for 2 days.
ha, yeah. there's no school tmr as well.
&my muffins are really tasty :)
im in really deep thoughts.
really really deep thoughts.
i couldnt imagine how will you react if i were to tell you this.
seriously, its either you'll ignore me or pretend nothing happen.
i'll see you again, after everything is over i guess.
:')
Sunday, October 18, 2009 ; 7:55 AM
head hurts D:
didnt get to snap any pics except the one above, sorry.so, Mum wants to visit grandparents. &i need to give Farhan back his keys.
so, i told mum to go off first while trained to tanah merah. i saw Terence there.
waited for Lin, Noah&Farhan. jyeah, bussed down to Michaela's crib.
there was a couple of Michaela's friends there.
so we took shots. lol.
soon, Farhan&I had to go. sheesh.
so, hugged Lin, Noah, Terence&Michaela.
saw Munir, told him to get in the party.
cabbed down to Simei MRT,
i remembered what i was doing the whole time cos i didnt take alot of shots. just a couple.
texting people nonsense. like seriously.
i remembered, i fell on the road and almost got hit by a bus. and i cried to Fadli over the phone.
i blabbered nonsense when i reached my grandparents place.
i puked like 7 times at their place. whoa oh !
mum wanted to go home. i slept in the cab. and when i got home,
i didnt remember a thing i did at home.
the next thing i know, i woke up at 2 am. and then i dont remember a thing anymore.
i know i chatted with some random people know. like yeah,
idk what was i even chatting about. lol !
Saturday, October 17, 2009 ; 9:03 AM
cranky Friday
[ Friday ]- above
[ Thursday ]-below
so, i had Oral. i finish at 8.30. lol ! and, it was raining so i stayed in school for a little while. at around 9.30, i headed for home. so, i had to go through with Dad's nagging. well not really nagging ah. just that, he was asking me where am i going -.- i had to print Zoorah's document. like yeah, then headed to Tampines and passed it to her. waited for Hidayah. and she was lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! -.- she was at home chatting with she-knows-who instead of rushing down to meet me know ! so headed to Bugis met Farhan, Aizat, Noah, Michaela, Wanie, Indah&the other dude i dont know how to spell his name. LOL .
so, i had Oral. i finish at 8.30. lol ! and, it was raining so i stayed in school for a little while. at around 9.30, i headed for home. so, i had to go through with Dad's nagging. well not really nagging ah. just that, he was asking me where am i going -.- i had to print Zoorah's document. like yeah, then headed to Tampines and passed it to her. waited for Hidayah. and she was lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! -.- she was at home chatting with she-knows-who instead of rushing down to meet me know ! so headed to Bugis met Farhan, Aizat, Noah, Michaela, Wanie, Indah&the other dude i dont know how to spell his name. LOL .i was on my way to Sim Lim Sq, like yeah, just the start of my friday so peaceful, when Iza called and those people at the background is just one pain in the ass. so, i blabbered my nonsense to Iza to tell the people at the background and hang up. Fadli called and i thought it was youknowwho. so i kinda told him off. then he told me he was Fadli, i kept really quiet. not that im scared or anything, just that i told the wrong person off. and i almost cried you know ! cos i never told Fadli off like yeah, not even once D:
so, met Fadli&Iza outside Cathay. they went first. Rusydina came :) and waited for the rest. so, all of them wanted to go Tong Seng. Michaela&the other guy, went first. i heard Farhan broke his promise AGAIN. when ever can he stick to his promise -.- so much for "i can find diff ways to distress" and "dota boring alr" seriously know. his Os are coming and he can still fool around. haiyooo.
met up with Lin, Terence, Huai Zhe ?, Grace's sister&Melody opposite Tongseng. and in the end, only 7 people eat. LOL ! the rest of us watch. at that point of time, something pissed me off even more. and only Rusydina knows :) well yeah, i hate it when it happens. so, after everyone's done. went to the Alley. camwhored, smoke and yeah, kill time. so headed to the City. Rusydina&Indah went off home. hugged them. we were having so much funnnn ~ &Fadli joined us :) well, i had a really hard time finding him as his phone died. so got Aizat to follow me find him. we talked. lalalalalala ~ found him :D so headed back to Raffles City. Lin, Noah, Terence, Melody, Grace's sister&her boyfriend wants to go OCH. so yeah, gave a hug to Lin, Noah, Terence. i think Melody too ? idk, forgot ? lol. they went off,
met up with Lin, Terence, Huai Zhe ?, Grace's sister&Melody opposite Tongseng. and in the end, only 7 people eat. LOL ! the rest of us watch. at that point of time, something pissed me off even more. and only Rusydina knows :) well yeah, i hate it when it happens. so, after everyone's done. went to the Alley. camwhored, smoke and yeah, kill time. so headed to the City. Rusydina&Indah went off home. hugged them. we were having so much funnnn ~ &Fadli joined us :) well, i had a really hard time finding him as his phone died. so got Aizat to follow me find him. we talked. lalalalalala ~ found him :D so headed back to Raffles City. Lin, Noah, Terence, Melody, Grace's sister&her boyfriend wants to go OCH. so yeah, gave a hug to Lin, Noah, Terence. i think Melody too ? idk, forgot ? lol. they went off,
and sooooooooooooooooooon, we got screened. its like, can today get any worse ? i swear these few days havent been easy for me. so after all that comotion, headed to the Glorious Dead. Fadli was pissed with someone. so called her, and i was too f-ed up. i just said what came into my head. oops, my bad :D climbed up the monument. and guess what ?! the cops again -.- told us to come down. and got screened AGAIN. psshhh, there was no ciggs so its nothing.
we sat at the steps, Khalyf, Darryl, Rishi, Ian came. so yeah, all i did was just stand there beside Fadli. haha, Khalyf was making friends with YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHOOOOOOO ! HAHAHAHA. Farhan has a new friend :)
proceed to the MRT. hugged Aizat as he is not taking the train. and went off. hugged Hidayah&Farhan and yeah they went off. Wanie waited for me&Fadli :) tapped in, our train came, hugged Wanie and off we went.
proceed to the MRT. hugged Aizat as he is not taking the train. and went off. hugged Hidayah&Farhan and yeah they went off. Wanie waited for me&Fadli :) tapped in, our train came, hugged Wanie and off we went.