zieerah
the days can never get any better
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ; 8:18 PM
why is it over ?
Happy Birthday, Dearest Afina :)
hope you've enjoyed your celebration :)
&ohh, i miss you laaah ;)
to Azlinah,
cheer up, girl. everything come and go. its part of life. you can never do anything to change a mind of that guy. maybe for now, love isnt for us. just be happy, kay? its not worth crying for a guy who kept hurting you over and over again. you've got your friends, so why worry ? *smiles*
to [insert name here],
im starting to hate you. not only me but a most of us. even [insert another name here] hates you. we all may seem fine when we see each other, whenever, where ever. but actually, ever since [inser incident here] happen, i hated you so much that i had to be the spy. you give faces to people you think is not up to your liking and gave a prettyface to someone else's. and plus im not sure why must you keep it cool even when the situation is not. knowing how one's feeling so blue yet you couldnt care less. maybe you do, but you got nobody to turn to now. &now that your still in the dark, i want you to know that i spilt the beans.
to Haziq Ali,
i hope you're reading this. i've missed you. where have you been? please go out with me soon. ive got lots to tell. i really mean it, alot ~ Holidays are around the corner. please make yourself free :D heeeeeeeeeeee.
i dont know why am i writting notes in this post. i have to let it out. especially to the mysterious person. i feel like staying home for until September Holiday's over. i dont wish to see anybody except those who im close with. Seha's birthday's coming. she's going to be 14, like finally :P i got her something already. i hope she likes it. i really got nothing in mind on what to buy her other than this. plus, im tight on finance. &i have yet to get my brother's gift yet. whatever would a 20year old dude like for his birthday from his 14year old sister? i certainly cant buy him a bike -.- he kept pestering me into buying him a bike. and he knows thats not gonna happen. i cant buy him a guitar -.- he has enough in his room and studio. i think for him its not enough. dont ask me why. he made a new band now. Forgive "broke up" as 2 of them had to serve NS. the drummer went over to be AVA's drummer. maybe some may see him during Baybeats. &Gabriel went over to Caracal. oh well. they are still hanging out though. haha, at least they are happy :)