its been 2 long months. i tried moving on, and it worked. right now, i may still be missing him but i dont wanna get my hopes up. i wont forget the times we used to have, all the downs we have encounter. & i wont forget how it feels to be in your arms, and putting my lips on yours. yes, it was my mistake. i didnt give a full chase. i regret &im sorry. those tears i shed while im with you, are tears of fear. fear of loosing you. and now, its long over. was indeed wrong for me to be crying till now. but, i just couldnt forget you. you're the best thing that have ever happen. im still wishing for you to be mine, once again. i know,its not gonna happen. which is why i dont wanna get my hopes up too high or i'll end up breaking down. at times like this is when i really need to tell you what im feeling. but i dont have the strength to do it.

i cant believe this, i still love you.