zieerah
the days can never get any better
Monday, August 24, 2009 ; 9:26 PM
i wish you were reading this
i wish you were here with me when i needed you
i remember waking up
thinking today's gonna be another great day
with you leaving a lil note, greeting me everymorning when you wake up.
those times when i never fail to smile when im with you,
those little love notes you sent.
the tears i shed in fear of loosing you.
that all happen when we're in love.
it all change when you disappear at a point where i needed you the most.
i remain as where i am, loving you.
i miss the times when you'll be there 24/7
i miss being into your arms,
i miss the times when my lips touched yours, deep.
didnt think that i would be sitting here thinking over this again.
i've heard that i should swallow all my pain but where can i begin?
theres no more place for me to fit in this sore
when theres a cut, you should let it recover not putting salt in it.
it has been too much and too long for me to put on a fake smile.
im cheerful, hyper and i didnt think that because of this,
it would bring me down.
i realize that im always the second choice so i've decided not to try anymore
im not gonna try to hurt myself and say its fine anymore
cos this cut is gonna put a hole in my heart
i guess i was never good enough for you
i realize my mistake now
i guess i was trying too hard to swallow the truth
but what have you got to do ?
i miss you♥