zieerah
the days can never get any better
Friday, July 31, 2009 ; 3:24 PM
it got me thinking
i hope tonight's gonna be a good night.
for these whole week,
i've been really thinking alot.
i had a satisfying cry last night.
&i hope it'll be the last.
i cant go on like this. i really cant.
you know its hard to let go.
i didnt think it'll take this long to get over it.
literally, i havent got over it.
maybe just a little.
well, thats a start.
yesterday, i went back to school after school. i really miss everyone. but somehow, it doesnt really make a difference to them when im around. ask them, yourself. so, saw Hafiz&sat with him. talked about some stupid stuff which is really random. haha. i miss talking lots of shits with that cute guy. haha. decided not to go for Dance &met Zoorah at her workplace. we went to Ikea, bought stuffs for our room/house. Dad was being kinda nasty last night. but he wasnt towards me. he didnt talk to Mum. Mum doesnt even know why. then, he asked Zoorah if his spoilt watch is done repairing. Mum lost the warranty card so, Zoorah cant repair.
it goes like this.
Dad : eh, dah betulkan belum jam papa? [ eh, fix my watch already or not? ]
Zoorah : belum, Mama hilangkan warranty card nye. [ nope, mama lost the warranty card ]
Zoorah : belum, Mama hilangkan warranty card nye. [ nope, mama lost the warranty card ]
Dad : aahh, kau gi bayar jek lah orang tu ! *raised his voice* [ aahh, just pay the person lah! ]
Zoorah : Ura takde duit lah. [ i got no money lah ]
Dad : kalau tidak, bagi papa itu jam, papa buang sudah ! [ if not, just give me back the watch, i'll throw it away ]
Zoorah : buang ah ! [ throw ah ! ]
THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN TO MAN WHO HAS MONEY ! FUCK AH !
Wednesday,
i had Doa Selamat right ?
one of my Aunt's husband whom I DONT REGARD HIM AS MY UNCLE AT ALL, came.
just because i never smile at him, he critisized me. fuck him lah.
i dont fucking care if he reads this. cos i only know his daughter will read this.
please eh. why on earth would i wanna smile at you?
its not as if you're anybody to me.
muke aku macam orang mati sebab kau tak pernah nampak aku senyum?
gurau jek eh, Lan ? fuck it !
abeh kau pikeh muke kau banyak kacak ! muke kau macam orang setengah jangung !
dah ah eh, orang tuer. dari starting aku kenal kau, aku tak suke kau.
tawu kenape? sebab mulot kau itu terlalu busuk. tatawu jage perkataan kau eh?
aku maseh respect ngan orang tuer aku itu pasal aku diam sia depan bini kau !
kalau aku boleh, aku dah carik hal ngan kau.
kalau kau bacer ini eh, kau nak bilang satu keluarge pun, aku tak kesah, paham?!
dasar jantan takde perasaan.
aku critisize kau, kau buat muke, boleh.
kau critisize aku, kau kene bilang bapak aku uh eh, kirekan?
bapak aku pun tak kesah ah siak.
nobody in the family likes you lah. get that in mind.
when i said nobody, inc mak&bapak embah. ada paham ? -.-
so yeah. venting my anger out here. if i could say all these infront of him, even better. but i havent lost my respect towards my parents. lets just say that im nice enough to give him face ah. -.- okay, anger stops here.
its a Friday, im still grounded.
its the last day of July. &tmr's August.
was suppose to follow Seha to Far East but she cancelled the plan.
so yeah. nothing on a Friday.
dont let me go,
i miss you :(
Labels: i miss you
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ; 1:45 AM
6 days MC
yes, yes. its 1.44am now.
i cant sleep.
so, out of boredom this is a random post (:
i miss my cliques,okay? :(
My Gerek Senior, Nurin ! :D
Syafiqah&Hidayah
My Bitch, Haziq.
o.o
Not to forget.
i cant sleep.
so, out of boredom this is a random post (:
i miss my cliques,okay? :(
My Gerek Senior, Nurin ! :Di havent talk to her for a long time.
i miss thrash talking with her :(
This Girlfriend of mine,Faiz.
who is also on MC.haha.
Syafiqah&Hidayahi havent talk to them as well. hmm :(
My Bitch, Haziq.
o.othe girl who laughs alot,
Athyrah.
Not to forget.My Everyday hotline, Amylia.
Azeck's Girlfriend
Happy 4th Monthsary with Azeck(:
Happy 4th Monthsary with Azeck(:
there's more actually. but i dont seem to have their pictures.
i always thought i would forget
but it keeps getting back.
i miss you.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ; 2:41 PM
company :)
hey, i just came back from meeting the both of them up there. Eshia texted in the morning. too bad Dad's home, they cant come over. they waited at the Coffee Shop downstairs. lol. and so, Terence brought along his video cam and i went like "hi im zieerah and i have H1N1" lol. yes, random. and more random shots. haha, wait till he edits it. haha, really random.
there will be Doa Selamat later. and maybe Tuition too. :O
i've given up.
every last of it.
no more.
but i still miss you.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ; 8:36 PM
plenty of space to think
more pictures of yesterday.today, mum fucking woke me up so fucking early as if i have school. -.- went back to sleep and received a call from Mr Leong. and i couldnt get back to sleep anymore. so, i forgot what i did at home in the morning. at noon, i thought of meeting up with the usuals first before heading to Tampines to meet Zoorah. Mum had to be a pooper&wants to follow. so, i give it a missed. i cant meet them tmr, cos there's Doa Selamat. hmm, grandparents are coming over. and i have tuition as well. -.-' so around 3 plus, met Zoorah at her workplace. so headed to the top floor did Manicure with Zoorah. while Mum did Pedicure. lol. after that, had foot reflexology. and went round Tampines 1. searching for shoes &clothes. Dorothy Perkins are on sale. i sooo want that AC/DC tee. then off to Tampines Mall for dinner. had Bali Thai. woah oh! we ordered alot. &im still full now. haha. cabbed home. and now, here.
maybe being on MC isnt as boring as i thought it would.
not cos im out doing my nails.
but having some space to think.
maybe when i get back to school next week,
i would forget partly everything that ive always wanted to forget.
till now,
i miss you.
Monday, July 27, 2009 ; 5:16 PM
home for the wholeeee week ~
hey, didnt attend school today. Mum woke me up so early to ask me to visit the doctor. at the same time Eshia texted me. she said she's wandering in the train and the train was on its way to AMK. so i asked her to drop off at AMK and meet me. after getting ready, met her&went to the polyclinic. we took our queue number and waited for our number to be called out. its like only 222 and our number is 300/301. decided to head to banquet for breakfast/lunch. and we were still early. we got back it was at 258. -.- so waited and waited. our number got called out, and it was only for resgistoration. -.- we still have to fucking wait to have the consultation. while waiting, Eshia's friend, Khai, met us. so yeah, when its my turn, the doctor gave me 6days MC. you guys wont be seeing me in school this whole week. after paying, head to Mac's. and slacked around my area. haha, till around 5, i headed home. thats practically it. darn, 6days at home. hmm -.-
Sunday, July 26, 2009 ; 4:00 PM
sick
yes, im sick now.
having fever, headache and runny nose.
when im sick i tend to think.
and when i think, i think about everything.
when i say everything,
i really mean EVERYTHING.
i dont sound so good now.
i tried watching movies after movies down at the living room,
but nothing seems to work.
my brother's being a pain in the ass.
okay, not only my brother.
but the enntire family.
having fever, headache and runny nose.
when im sick i tend to think.
and when i think, i think about everything.
when i say everything,
i really mean EVERYTHING.
i dont sound so good now.
i tried watching movies after movies down at the living room,
but nothing seems to work.
my brother's being a pain in the ass.
okay, not only my brother.
but the enntire family.
i got to fight for it.
but then again,
im still waiting.
Labels: i miss you
; 9:14 AM
Last day of the week,
above : Faizbelow : Amaran
Happy 14th Birthday, Faiz & Amaran :D
both of them up there,
are classmates as well as close friends
who share the same birthday :D
have fun, guys (:
Saturday, July 25, 2009 ; 9:38 PM
i encounter a challenge trying to forget you.
hey,
today, i was awaken by my mum's cooking. hahaha.
and while waiting for her to cook,
Juls, Zoorah&I watched PUSH.
was exciting uh. haha :D
good show (Y)
after watching PUSH, watched Twilight.
haha. after watching,
head to the shower.
&got ready.
didnt follow mum to Novena.
Met Haziq.
he's pissed of certain reasons.
i had it with him giving me a cold shoulder,
i stomped off and cabbed to Amylia's area.
slacked with her, &camwhored.
haha, Pictures Here
mum called &head off home.
its a challenge for me to fight agaisnt my own weakness.
i miss you.
Friday, July 24, 2009 ; 5:55 PM
the worse day in my life, i got nobody to turn to.
yes, the tittle says it all.
as you all know im grounded for 2 weeks. my mum extended another 2 weeks. FUCK !
i had a mental breakdown in Malay Class today, &it was embarrasing but i cant control. -.-'
the rest of the day were fine. Faiz got his birthday present already. hope he likes it.
went home straight after school cos mum asked me to follow her to Courts -.-'
so yeah, got home, changed. and cabbed there.
in the cab, Zoorah&Mum was nagging at me and stuff. ATM was taken away. and Zoorah said she'll take my laptop and will only return when she thinks that i've pogressed in my studies. the only reason they are doing this is cos, they dont see me studying -.-'
parents always see the bad things that we do. fuck uh. i studied okay ! its only them who didnt see. -.-'
just cos i never complete my tuition homework cos i have lotsa school homework, she scolded me. and my tutor is my very own cousin. so yeah. -.- other people comes first maaaah. other people are much smarter maaaah.
whatever lah.
waiting for you is like waiting for another round of eclipse.
i just wish for you to know that,
i miss you.
Thursday, July 23, 2009 ; 8:20 PM
who knew,
picture taken today morning before going to school. lol.
im currently having rashes. its going to rain. and my rashes are all over my back and chin. and even on my legs ! :O its fucking itchy okay !
school was okay today. bonded with Ms Chew during Class Interaction. had Detention after school. i was the first to be released :D cos i did my work very fast and got it correct :D
haha. then watched match. Punggol VS Beatty. victory goes to Punggol. with the score of 4-0 or 3-0. either one. had a talk with Fikriyah. dont take it too hard, girl (: and waited for Amylia&the rest to finish Dance. so headed to Compass with Amylia&Sofia. and ate LJS. Sofia went home without even eating :( met the soccer guys, and went off home. reached home @ 8.
im tired, my back's itching so is my chin. fuck.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ; 5:45 PM
butch ? :P
Hafiz owns that jacket (: lolwhile on the way to school, met Hafiz in the train. haha, he lend me his jacket. i didnt know it was raining. till, i reached Punggol Interchange. Amylia texted to wait for her. Hafiz waited for a while. he left after he missed 3 buses. so yeah, Amylia was late. i had to miss 8 bus just to wait for her arrival. bused to school. Maths -.- will be serving Detention tmr till 6, i guess? -.- fuck fuck fuck. after school, went to Compass with Farhanah. bought Girlfriend's present. lol. bumped into Reyza. said hi. then, met Mum. while she was searching for her stuff in Metro/Best Denkie, i went to eat with Amylia&Athirah at Banquet. then lepaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak at Sideway as per normal. saw Fikriyah, her boyfriend who is Ishak's friend&Haizi. Azlinah&Hidayu came a while later. chatted. Mum called to go home with her. so yeah, bought Famous Amous&off homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. so im home now. lol.
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guess what i just heard ? Dad's not letting any one of us invite our friends over for the Open House. how selfish can he get ? he said this to Mum "kau pikeh free nak bagi makanan dekat orang?!" translate yourself. fuck laaaaaaaaaaaa.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ; 7:19 PM
oh, Tuesday.
yes, as per normal, trained to school. bonding with Faiz today. haha, recalling back the sec1 days. lol. During Geography, Miss Chew was talking about Terraced Slopes. when she said that, Faiz&Daryll looked at me and smile so cheekily. lol. then Ms Chew went near me and said "its Terraced Slopes not Terence-d Slopes" she was like soooo sarcastic uh. everyone looked at me. i was like "what? i never said anything." LOL. she saw the picture in my phone. so thats why she was like that. pfft. so, the rest of the day in school was kinda dull. till Home Ecc. cooked Pasta&Mushroom Soup. the Pasta was nice. not the soup. lol. gave it to Athirah cos she wanna play with it or something. lol. went off with Amylia. tooked bus to Punggol Int&83-ed to Compass. met Terence in the bus. chatted. &off homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. had tuition. tiring sia. -.-' and here i am. the house is very much peaceful for now. wanna know why?! wanna know? wanna know? ^.^ BECAUSE, there's only mum & me at home. i already told her im tired and not to disturb me. so she's downstairs in the living room watch her korean show aloneeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Monday, July 20, 2009 ; 7:00 PM
an unpeaceful unfinished house
im still having a major headache. i thought there wont be any more fight as from today. but nooooo, i was wrong. very wrong. mum had to fire up the atmosphere in this mother fucking house. yes, i mean it by saying a mother fucking house. if you think that im venting my anger on this blog, then you're wrong. im keeping an update on whats going on for myself -.-
so, school. nothing much.
was reminded on something. my headache got worse when i reached class after recess. had a tear or two cos of the pain. and, the rest of the day in school was boring.
went to Compass with the usuals. met Haziq. but sorry dude. sis texted asking me to meet her at Pizza Hut. so the minute he came, i had to head off. i saw someone familiar at Pizza Hut. haha, its Eddy working. haha! the only reason why Zoorah&Zac ate there was bcos its Eddy's first day working there. lol. had lunch. after finishing off my food, met Haziq for awhile outside to pass him his money. &Eddy was looking at us. lol. silly. went back in, and told Zoorah that i'll go up and meet the usuals. at first i thought of meeting Haziq first since he came all the way here. but i couldnt catch up. went &sit with Amylia&Athirah at LJS. didnt stay for long as i need to accompany Zoorah. went around. Zac has to run off. leaving me&Zoorah, shopping. lastly, bought cookies and cabbed home. reached home, Zoorah&Mum start fighting again. pfft. i dont know whats wrong with this Family now. pfft. i wanna get out of this house, badly. :(
today, 20th.
does it ring a bell? i wonder.
i miss you.
so, school. nothing much.
was reminded on something. my headache got worse when i reached class after recess. had a tear or two cos of the pain. and, the rest of the day in school was boring.
went to Compass with the usuals. met Haziq. but sorry dude. sis texted asking me to meet her at Pizza Hut. so the minute he came, i had to head off. i saw someone familiar at Pizza Hut. haha, its Eddy working. haha! the only reason why Zoorah&Zac ate there was bcos its Eddy's first day working there. lol. had lunch. after finishing off my food, met Haziq for awhile outside to pass him his money. &Eddy was looking at us. lol. silly. went back in, and told Zoorah that i'll go up and meet the usuals. at first i thought of meeting Haziq first since he came all the way here. but i couldnt catch up. went &sit with Amylia&Athirah at LJS. didnt stay for long as i need to accompany Zoorah. went around. Zac has to run off. leaving me&Zoorah, shopping. lastly, bought cookies and cabbed home. reached home, Zoorah&Mum start fighting again. pfft. i dont know whats wrong with this Family now. pfft. i wanna get out of this house, badly. :(
today, 20th.
does it ring a bell? i wonder.
i miss you.
Labels: i really miss you.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 ; 9:42 PM
wtf is wrong around here?!
my head hurts. on the right side of my neck just behind my right ear is having a strectch of "biji angin", go find out whats that yourself. ask anyone to translate. you might hear something like "air seed" or whatever. fuck. fuck. fuck. im bursting my anger in this post. so yeah, leave if you dont wanna know. -.-
I FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS FUCKING HOUSE AND THE PEOPLE IN IT !
I FUCKING WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE !
WHEN EVER CAN THIS FUCKING HOUSE BE AT EASE FOR A DAY ?!
WHY IS IT THAT THERE MUST BE A FUCKING PROBLEM EACH AND EVERYDAY ?!
I COULD HAVE SWORN,
BEFORE THIS UNFINISH HOUSE WAS RENOVATED, THERE ISNT SO MUCH TURN OFF IN THIS HOUSE, AT LEAST NOT EVERYDAY. FUCK.
MY BIG SISTER'S A BITCH.
MY BROTHER'S A JERK.
THOSE TWO GET WHATEVER THEY WANT AND THEY SAID ITS NOT ENOUGH !
WHAT THE FUCK ?!
DAD GAVE EACH OF US A FIXED AMOUNT OF MONEY,
&THEY FINISHED THEIR'S AND THEY GOT EXTRA.
WHEN ME&ZOORAH ASKED FOR MONEY, WE GOT A STRAIGHT ANSWER
"Papa kan dah bagi sume cukop cukop." translate on your own. go figure, k?
&WHEN BIG SIS CANT GET MONEY FROM MOM&DAD,
SHE'LL COME TO ME &GAVE A PITY VOICE &ASK ME FOR MONEY.
WHATTHEFUCK?!
IT WAS ONLY A WEEK AGO I GAVE 80 FRIGGIN DOLLARS. AND SHE'S ASKING FOR MORE.
Mum doesnt know where my 50bux that dad gave for my school allowance went.
firstly, she told me to buy my school PE shirt and doesnt wanna give me money.
she also doesnt want to give my EZ-link money.
and yes, my allowance is 25bux per week.
let me explain how my money finished.
i was left with 25 bux yesterday.
mum&sis, asked me to buy them Famous Amous BUT didnt give me money. so i had to use my money. so im left with 13bux? i spent 4 on my foooooooood. and today, mum used my money, again to buy her stuff. im left with 5.
and she had the cheeks to ask where did my money go?!
fuck sia.
I FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS FUCKING HOUSE AND THE PEOPLE IN IT !
I FUCKING WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE !
WHEN EVER CAN THIS FUCKING HOUSE BE AT EASE FOR A DAY ?!
WHY IS IT THAT THERE MUST BE A FUCKING PROBLEM EACH AND EVERYDAY ?!
I COULD HAVE SWORN,
BEFORE THIS UNFINISH HOUSE WAS RENOVATED, THERE ISNT SO MUCH TURN OFF IN THIS HOUSE, AT LEAST NOT EVERYDAY. FUCK.
MY BIG SISTER'S A BITCH.
MY BROTHER'S A JERK.
THOSE TWO GET WHATEVER THEY WANT AND THEY SAID ITS NOT ENOUGH !
WHAT THE FUCK ?!
DAD GAVE EACH OF US A FIXED AMOUNT OF MONEY,
&THEY FINISHED THEIR'S AND THEY GOT EXTRA.
WHEN ME&ZOORAH ASKED FOR MONEY, WE GOT A STRAIGHT ANSWER
"Papa kan dah bagi sume cukop cukop." translate on your own. go figure, k?
&WHEN BIG SIS CANT GET MONEY FROM MOM&DAD,
SHE'LL COME TO ME &GAVE A PITY VOICE &ASK ME FOR MONEY.
WHATTHEFUCK?!
IT WAS ONLY A WEEK AGO I GAVE 80 FRIGGIN DOLLARS. AND SHE'S ASKING FOR MORE.
Mum doesnt know where my 50bux that dad gave for my school allowance went.
firstly, she told me to buy my school PE shirt and doesnt wanna give me money.
she also doesnt want to give my EZ-link money.
and yes, my allowance is 25bux per week.
let me explain how my money finished.
i was left with 25 bux yesterday.
mum&sis, asked me to buy them Famous Amous BUT didnt give me money. so i had to use my money. so im left with 13bux? i spent 4 on my foooooooood. and today, mum used my money, again to buy her stuff. im left with 5.
and she had the cheeks to ask where did my money go?!
fuck sia.
; 12:48 AM
half dead,
im not able to sleep. im having a major headache, urgh. this is the worst headache i've ever got. early today, in the evening, went down to Compass. met up with Amylia. head to the library as she wanted to search for books while i, had my chicken chunks. haha. after that, headed to Famous Amous. haha, bought for Mom & Sis. went up to the sideway and felt like dancing. so we recall back our past dance moves that we've learnt. haha, tiring much. so headed to 77th Street. was searching for a gift for someone. hmm, not sure what to buy yet. hmm, headed off home. met my cousin in the bus. so yeah, got home, cousin&nephews came, A-G-A-I-N ! so, the quiet house was noisy went i got up to my room. pfft. screaming here and there as if their grandfather owns the land. had dinner, and watched Twilight dvd in the living room with mum&Zoorah. Jul's off to Malaysia with my mum's side cousins. wanted to tag along but, mum lost my passport. -.- so, yeah stucked at home. how fast can time pass? pfft. how i wish to have a longger weekend.
Saturday, July 18, 2009 ; 3:50 PM
a lousy Saturday
Haziq,
i know its been a while since we last hung out together. like you said, you feel that you've change. maybe so. you've always been my listening ears when i was up fustrated over somethings. &when its your turn facing the same problem as what i heard, im out of words. bcos i know, the same words i told you before might not make you feel any better. im neither sick or tired listening to what problem you are having. its just that, thats the only problem you're facing. and i cant side you. neither can i side her. both are in the wrong &both are doing what they can to be happy. maybe for you, you'll always think that she's in the wrong while she on the other hand might think its hard to please you. &you know, that she'll always love you. my words may hurt you some way or another but, its a word of advise. im very sorry :(
Labels: my 200th post.
Friday, July 17, 2009 ; 10:29 AM
another Friday,
current song ; Into Your Arms - The Maine
hey. skipped school today. when i woke up in the morning, thought of attending school but i had a major headache&gastric. so, decided to get back to sleep. and was awaken by Anna's text. &i couldnt get back to sleep. due to boredom, i disturbed Zoorah in her sleep. or was she awake pretending to sleep? haha. i have yet to take my MC. will be out with Zoorah later.
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due to boredom, please dont mind me. wait, why do i care? its my blog after all -.- im grounded for 2 weeks, says dad. like what the fuck?! he said he'll give me money if i stay home. wtf ?! &if i go out, he wont give me weekly allowance for the rest of this month. wtf ?! grr, this is dumb. like, what the fuck did i do?! all i did was, went out of the house not telling anyone cos i dont think there's a need to since in this century there's such things as mobiles. &the next thing i know, my mum shouted my name from the Kitchen Window. i looked up, she gave a sign asking me to go back up. so, i did. like wtf ?! &there's where Dad got fustrated. urgh. even Zoorah said "you got a life too, why isnt he understanding?"
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ; 9:11 PM
Learning Journey
i looked messed up down here.
Trained to Sengkang MRT & waited for Gay, Amylia. trained to school together. got to school, had to break into our groupings. sat together in the bus. it was a seriously Long Journey there. reached, assemble. got ourselves Samsung Omnia phone for guides. &it was a fun journey at first, but after Lunch, had moodswings. idk why? Shahnaz said i had moodswings. lol. so, he apologized and the learning journey was overall okay.
something happen at the SAFTI MI there. i got a lil dissapointed &went crazy then. urgh ! went back to the Multi Purpose Hall, 2A won the quiz, picture thing and video thing. so yeah, *claps* in the bus, someone got a lil emotional. hmm, thinking too much, i guess? reached school, didnt watch the soccer match. walked with Farhanah & Hafizah. bussed to Punggol Interchange & trained with Hafizah to Compass. met Eshia there, bid goodbye to Hafizah and slacked with Eshia (: then off home. slept in the bus, as usual. haha. got home, am really tired. then, Cousin&Nephews came, AGAIN ~ had pizza for Dinner. fuck, my nephews are really noisy. pfft.
something happen at the SAFTI MI there. i got a lil dissapointed &went crazy then. urgh ! went back to the Multi Purpose Hall, 2A won the quiz, picture thing and video thing. so yeah, *claps* in the bus, someone got a lil emotional. hmm, thinking too much, i guess? reached school, didnt watch the soccer match. walked with Farhanah & Hafizah. bussed to Punggol Interchange & trained with Hafizah to Compass. met Eshia there, bid goodbye to Hafizah and slacked with Eshia (: then off home. slept in the bus, as usual. haha. got home, am really tired. then, Cousin&Nephews came, AGAIN ~ had pizza for Dinner. fuck, my nephews are really noisy. pfft.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ; 9:09 PM
im so tired,
Last Night after i switched off my Laptop,
went for a walk as i had lotsa things in my mind. when i got home, i couldnt get myself to sleep cos, Sis & Bro were fighting over the whole secuirity code for the internet. pfft. got to sleep around 3.30am. fuck, woke up at 5.45am, got ready &trained to school. i've scored 32/40 for Maths Common Test. yay? slept during Malay test, haha. sleepy laaaa. Geography, i dislike Ms Chew. recess? had only a few minutes of recess and then its Science. the rest of the day is just plain boring. after school, headed to Compass with Amylia. ate at banquet and slacked at the normal place. Haziq called asking me to meet him. so, i did uh. Amylia asked me to. hmm, met him, Kusum&i forgot her name. for a while only and slacked with the juniours. haha.
today was hillarious. lol. number from a P6 kid? HAHAHA ! noooo, not me. i just helped. haha ! after that, everyone except Amylia, Hilman& I went home. Hilman met he know who. so, Amylia&I headed to the bus interchange. her bus came first. so while waiting for my bus, i met Fardin&Daryll. i tagged along with them. lol, we went like one round from compass to Pasar Malam and back to compass. bought Fardin his belated birthday gift. he liked it :D
went to MacD's. Daryll treated us drinks. haha. Eshia came, &we talked talked talked~ lol. till mum called asking to go home cos nobody's home -.-'
so yeah. bid goodbye and 159-ed homeeeeeee.
went for a walk as i had lotsa things in my mind. when i got home, i couldnt get myself to sleep cos, Sis & Bro were fighting over the whole secuirity code for the internet. pfft. got to sleep around 3.30am. fuck, woke up at 5.45am, got ready &trained to school. i've scored 32/40 for Maths Common Test. yay? slept during Malay test, haha. sleepy laaaa. Geography, i dislike Ms Chew. recess? had only a few minutes of recess and then its Science. the rest of the day is just plain boring. after school, headed to Compass with Amylia. ate at banquet and slacked at the normal place. Haziq called asking me to meet him. so, i did uh. Amylia asked me to. hmm, met him, Kusum&i forgot her name. for a while only and slacked with the juniours. haha.
today was hillarious. lol. number from a P6 kid? HAHAHA ! noooo, not me. i just helped. haha ! after that, everyone except Amylia, Hilman& I went home. Hilman met he know who. so, Amylia&I headed to the bus interchange. her bus came first. so while waiting for my bus, i met Fardin&Daryll. i tagged along with them. lol, we went like one round from compass to Pasar Malam and back to compass. bought Fardin his belated birthday gift. he liked it :D
went to MacD's. Daryll treated us drinks. haha. Eshia came, &we talked talked talked~ lol. till mum called asking to go home cos nobody's home -.-'
so yeah. bid goodbye and 159-ed homeeeeeee.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ; 7:25 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUNIR :D
as stated on the picture (:haha,
today, after school, met Nurin.
&waited for Birthday Boy.
when Birthday Boy came,
we planned to bash him with Vico.
haha, so bought 3 box of Vico &Seha bought a gas drink.
told Munir to change to his home clothes "just in case"
haha,
so, cut the cake,
&off we went bashing him with Water, Vico, Gas drink.
the funny part was, Terence stuck up the Vico in his pants. LOL.
Seha got bashed, Terence too, so does Irsyad.
haha! we ate the cake & the last few piece,
Hafiz felt like bashing T.
so Hafiz,Hidayah,Seha,Munir&I went to bashed him with cake.
HAHAHAHA.
after all that, Munir went to the toilet to clean himself.
Seha&I took his uniform and wet it.
went in the boys toilet and threw it to him.
haha, he sprayed water at us. lol.
haha, he got changed since his friend has an extra Tee.
haha. went home after all that fun (:
Monday, July 13, 2009 ; 7:13 PM
last night
so, last night after tuition, rushed down to meet Mimii (: went to MacD's for dinner. lol. met Arik, Khai&Inz there. lol. then, after eating, thought of slacking but i had to go wee-wee. since my house is very near, rushed home. haha. when i wanted to go down, Mum nagged at me to stay home. pfft. okay.
today, woke up, train-ed to school. met Hafiz at the interchange. went to school together. nothing much happen in school. after school, headed to Compass with Hidayah, Amylia&Athirah. walked around, &off home early today. lol.
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ; 8:11 PM
update~
above : dinner at Pizzahut(:
Amsyar, Ahzyff&Syakir
I see Rainbow(:
Bangla Skater :D lol
Seha(:
Amsyar(:
Birthday Dude(:
Saturday
Bangla Skater :D lol
Seha(:
Amsyar(:
Birthday Dude(:
Saturdayattended Munir's Birthday Celebration.
was suppose to meet Seha at 2.30pm, but i was late.lol.
was suppose to meet Seha at 2.30pm, but i was late.lol.
we met at around 3? lol.
went around P.S for awhile&headed to Somersat.
reached, there was only Munir, Amsya&Gido.
while waiting for the rest, skate for awhile.
Got a call from Mum.
Dad was being a fucking pain in the ass,
had to go off early.
Hazmi, Ijal, Reyza&Hattan came, skate for a lil while,
off to Lucky Plaza for Pizza.
met, Syakir&Ahzyff there
my treat.
i didnt know what to get for Munir, so i paid dinner.
too bad, after dinner, i had to rush for home.
Friday
skipped school with Gay Partner, Amylia. hahaha.
planned it all out the night before. lol
haha, went to Polyclinic, took mc.
the doctor we saw,
his name is Dr. Bharbi.
more like, Dr. Babi/Swine.
lol.
im still thinking,
i miss you.