Happy 14th Birthday , Aldric Tong!


current mood : pissed off

for the start, i woke up at 3+ with 5 miss calls. 4 calls from unknown while the other one was from Farhin. so called back telling them i just woke up and they said that i dont have to come down. so, i went to help Zoorah with the food. she's having picnic with Zac&cliques at PRP. then Khairul called me up asking me to tag along with th Gereks but i cant. i tried asking Momma to tell Poppa that i'll be away at Cousin's house in Marine Parade as they'll be tonning at ECP. Poppa dont allow. he said i have to be home by 11pm. fireworks is not at 11! urgh! whatever lah, Papa! Sorry Khai, Lala, Arik&others :'( Meet you guys up tomorrow then. i promise, i'll meet you guys tmrw. :) i know we've just met on Monday but sch is starting on Friday. we cant confirm that we're free anytime right? i'll go down tmrw. :'(

hello. Today, met Amylia and Rashidah at Bishan. planned to meet at 3.30. but they showed up at 4.15. so before that, met Momma at Bishan's BodyShop. Momma accompany me while waiting for those two. so ate at LJS. then walkwalk abit. Momma was tired so she went home first. so i had to wait at the bus stop like a stoner. -.-' haha. okay. Amylia and Rashidah arrived, walkwalk abit then off to blk 114 to slack. they ate McChicken they took away(: haha. then, at the void deck, saw a black squirrel. Amylia didnt see it but she was screaming away. hillarious. :D received a miss call from Naim. i called back. Naim and Arik asked me to go down and slack with them. so, i asked Amylia and Rashidah to tag along since they are with me. 55-ed down to Sgoon North. waited for Naim and Arik but they didnt show up. so i called Farhin. after i hung up the call, Naim and Arik came. -.-' slowpokes! walked to the playground near Hafizh's blk. sat at the exercise corner. among all of them, Arik was the first to approach and said hi. HAHA. like shyshy sia Arik. the boys were playing soccer under the void deck. aft their game, all of them sat with us at the exercise corner. there was Arik, Naim, Fais, Fir, Farhin, Rasyad and Irfan. while i was talking to Amylia and Rashidah, i saw Fir kept looking at our direction. haha. ^^ soon, Rasyad and Irfan had to go home. aft they bike off, Naim, Fais and Fir set foot. so leaving me, Amylia, Rashidah, Arik and Farhin. since Amylia finds it really itchy at the exercise corner, we sat under blk 553 or was it 554. haa. Fir texted Farhin where were we. i replied for him "pat rumah bapak kau.." hah. he replied "kimak sundak". soon, Fir join us again. Amylia commented on his flawless fair skin. hahahaha. so Rashidah wanted to leave at 7.15 but on second thoughts we left at 7.30. Amylia and Rashidah doesnt wanna miss "The Little Nyonya" send them off to the bus stop. while walking on the road, Fir and Arik was like pushing each other on the busy road like scary sial! haha. waited for 25, and they send me off to the other side of the bus stop. at the top of the bridge, got my piggyback ride. yes, FINALLY. pity him sia to have carried me to the other side of the bridge. heh. waited for my bus, and they went home. sighhh. tired. but fun(:

i found out something which friggin' hurt me&really made me think that im not myself all this while. i dont give a fxck to it anymore. im serious. and, i have got to stop my habits. even if i had it once in 2 months. haishh, i know, my friends are really doing their best in helping me. i really appreciate it, seriously(:

42349♥, i seriously am sorry. forgive me? pleaseeeeeee. D;

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okay. i had the most shocking news ever! [insert name here] is leaving for Melbourne in early/mid January! after i got the news i cried siaaaa. cannot take the news sia. so we(the four of us, you neednt know who) conference. we talktalk while crying. [insert name here] is a really good friend y'know. and its really hard for us to take it that [insert name here] is actually LEAVING! D: i feel like killing [insert name here] sia. even kidnap [insert name here] so that [insert name here] can stay. [insert name here] takes the news very lightly sia. and we're there by the phone, crying. we talked till 4 cos [insert name here] was tired, so was i. while lying down, i kept remembering the times all 4 of us had tgt. well, actually 5 but one of them dont like the other one of them. complicating huh? nevermind. cant [insert name here] not leave? if [insert name here] leaves, there wont be anyone to do the usual stuffs [insert name here] always do. :'( i dont wanna loose such a nice, sweet friend like him. i swear, i dont. but we cant do anything about it. he's not under our control. his parents are doing the best for him yet, me and my other 2 friends were not supporting him. we should actually. im happy for him but at the same time, i dont want him to go. although we only know each other less than a year, still, he's one of my close friends that im comfortable with. so there'll be no more night calls for me and Amylia. and no more getting a fright. its gonna be dull. i just hope that his parents change their minds about this. no more sweet-talks, no more jokes. :'( [insert name here], dont ever forget us alright? keep in touch(:

i know, its possible for him to forget to email/contact us as he's busy with his own stuffs over there.
its really hard for all of us to accept it, i swear. :'(

takecare(':

TO YOU-KNOW-WHO:

EHH, BXTCH. LOOK WHO'S TALKING HERE?! MAKI HAMON TAK BAGOS EH? OH BOOHOO, YOU STARTED IT FIRST? "ASSWIPE"? PATHETIC! AND WOAHHH, DONT TRY TO CORRECT OUR ENGLISH WHEN YOU, YOURSELF'S ENGLISH IS NOT PERFECT. I KNOW, MINE'S NOT. I DIDNT SAY MINE WAS, EXCUSE ME!

AND, DONT TERASE OKAY, PEOPLE.
THE PERSON KNOW WHO SHE IS VERY WELL.
CHEAPO FXCKTARD BXCTCH!


Love,
Zieerah(:


AND OHH, THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE WHO TERASE THAT I TALK ABOUT HIM ON MY PAST POST. OMG! DONT NEED TO TERASE OKAY? HAHA. ITS NOT YOU, THATS FOR SURE. -.-'

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okay. lately, i've been super duper lazy to update. idk why. computer's a bore nowadays. but i have nothing to entertain myself as there's nothing on tv. so today, i didnt follow Momma bcos, she didnt wake me up. i slept at 3.30am, mind you(: haah. so woke up at 12/1 pm? saw Zoorah wasnt at home. hmmm, thought of heading out in the afternoon. but nahh, whether's too hot and im lazy. so chatted with Lala first thing i online(: there's something interesting which caught my eye when i just got online just now. 2 person's personal msg linked to each other. and they argue through pm. okay. soon, they opened up a convo and start to talk things out. i neednt mention who ehh? (: im NOT critisizing or anything, i just find it amusing(: hahaha. oh my, th GEREKS are all on the same page now about a certain someone. cool. well, we might as well sit down till that someone makes a move. i've got nothing to blog about. :/ sighh.



Amylia : I swear, I should have listen to you :/ but thats okay(:

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hello. i havent been blogging. but Lala asked to blog. so i am here blogging about idk what. so yeaaa, yesterday went to cousin's house. hang out at cousin's crib. haha. watched a Malay so called Horror Movie. so, after that bubble tea :D the bubble tea not nice :( so yea, i just bought a bubble tea near my house. and its nice!:D yumm. now, just got off the phone with An'Najwa :D haha. her phone pissed her off so we had to hung up. so yearh. something happen which trully pissed me off. there's this GUY who's attitude is like a GIRL. he's or i would rather she's sooooo fxcking sensetive. SHE/he was like showing on HER/his pm "ZIEERAHAMSTER MUSUH AKU!!" i was like whatthefxck sial?! andand, SHE/he was like "dont come crying out to me anymore" and again whatthefxck?! HER/his name is super duper like a girl name sia. MOST of the people was like "who is she?" but actually SHE/he's a GUY. i dont know lah eyyy. if you guys know who im talking about then shhhhhhh. :D so now, chatting with LALA!:D andand, LALA, i update alr!:D happy?!?! hehehehehe. :D takecare all.

i would like to wish all a MERRY XMAS :D
to Terence : MERRY TERENCEMAS :D
*cheers*

as for now, i've got nothing to do. and i found out something. which trully pissed me off. seriously. like kaninna! i feel like smashing everything i see in front of me. like the computer screen! fxck.

to you-know-who:
im fxcking pissed with you alright! nabei! oh puhlease lahhh. you have your own alr laaa. dont tell me that he's not enough for you? your a bxtch. takecare of your own boyfriend. dont keep messing with other people's. your attitude never change even after you vowed to him that you will change. a girl like you isnt very easy to escape from flirting with guys ehh. screw you bigbutt-ed bxtch!

Labels: you jerk.

hello(:
its 12.30am in the morning. cant sleep. fine. Momma's cooking woke me up. mmm. i didnt know it was Momma until i got up with my pillow and stepped into the kitchen. aik? Momma not working? i asked her why isnt she helping out at Grandmama's shop. she said that i kept her awake all night. she couldnt sleep. oh really? i slept with Momma cos Poppa havent come home&i was really sick. then my stomach was really giving a fxck out of me sia. Momma said i cried due to the pain. she also said that every hour the pain will act up. i was like, i only remembered that i was in very much pain in the middle of the night. hmmm, sick. Momma told Poppa that i should see the doctor. but Poppa being a bxtch as always, said there isnt a need to. gosh. oke, whatever laaaa. so stayed at home the whole day. slept at around 3/4pm. woke up at 6.30pm? i dont know. but i do know, by the time i woke up, Poppa went off alr. sighh. veryyy paaaiiiinnnn. and just today, i start to gobble up food. i was reeaaallyyyy hungry. for the past few days i havent eaten a proper meal. i feel much worse after eating actually. the pain started to act up again. was kindaff feddup. i have no idea what causes it all.

So, 14 more days till sch reopens? wonder who will be our form teacher. i heard 2A's teacher will be Mr Zul. scarrryyyyy. oke, im starting to get impatient for sch. will see the new sec1s. hiak3. and ohh, i miss 42349♥ alr. sighhhh. :)

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Good Evening(: today, isnt a great day for me sia. Zoorah woke me up at 9am and my body was aching all over. then i bathed, the water although its hot, it shivers me. after bathing, gotten ready and everything. Dad brought breakfast home. but after eating only ONE of the lontong, i couldnt bring myself to eat anymore. the Lontong was okay. its only me that has no appetite. i ate only one meal yesterday afternoon. thats the only thing i had yesterday. when i lay down at the couch, i felt giddy and warm. my head hurts and i cant move much. but that was okay. after i got home from Punggol with Dad just now, i quicly lay down at the couch. i have yet done the housework. so, just now, i had gastric. fxcking pain siol. then i wasnt in the mood of playing the computer with the pain i had in my stomach. so i just went in the room and slept. it wasnt a good rest uh. but i slept till 7pm. had to wake up uh. im not suppose to sleep at this hour. Mum was eating, i wanted some but i was like kindaf no appetite. so i didnt eat :( today is horrible. PLUS!!!! Syari, Firdaus and i dont know who else, ruin my nap. the kept calling&calling using Farhin(Monyet)'s phone without his permission, asking me to head down to Serangoon North. where we slack uh. woah, i just let them talk. i just kept quiet. then they hang up &CALLED AGAIN! whatthehell?! gosh!

Labels: b, i saket :(

hello. so today morning, was awaken by a phone call from the admin of my sch. i dont know what she blabbered about but she asked me to come down to sch tmrw. fxck. so played the computer awhile. then Zoorah woke up, played the comp and i watched VCD as there was nothing on tv. boring. soon, it was 12noon. find clothes to wear to go out later. iron-ed then go bathe. haha. got ready and everything, waited for Zoorah to get ready. soon, walked off the house. cabbed to Newton, fetched Momma. then cabbed to DowntownEast, E!hub. ate at BBQ Chicken. its a relaxing place but the food isnt worth your money. its kindaff looses your appetite. but the ice-cream and somewhat like a kebab stick, is nice! not forgetting the mushroom soom. other than that, the main dish, isnt nice to the 3 of us. so thought of having steamboat at DowntownEast. but nahh, momma wants to go home. :( im still hungry although i ate my meal like 5 minutes ago(: haha. shut up! so, walked all the way through Town Park and flagged a cab and off home. the sad thing is, Poppa&Ahmad couldnt join us even though they are nearby. shitszxzx! Zoorah now is at the saloon to rebon her hair. hmmmm. later uhh, i go down. :D byebye.

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hello.
as what has happen recently. hate tags? ohh noo. i cant see why people have to hate tag. you see, they hate tag but they dont dare to put their name. haiyooo. this asklfjwrk, this human which i dont know his/her/its gender hate tag my juniours blog and now, both of them private their blog and wanna hate tag my blog. whatever the heck?! then blog hopper comes again. like motherfuck laaaa. no life eyh? haiyoo, play kite far-far lah. Andreana who claims to be Khairul's scandal, like whatthehell?! eyh hello, if anyone by the name of Andreana which knows me&the Gereks definately using a F-A-K-E name. what? your name too U-G-L-Y for you to write it down? gosh, cant you read my "Dear Whoever's Reading"? MY BLOG, MY SAY! geddit? so, you have no freaking rights to tell me what to do. you have no freaking rights to judge who i am. like fxck okay your attitude! if you're matured, you'll understand. attitude like small kid lah wei. &still can sey i have yet matured? OH PLEASE! im wayyyyyyyy matured than you, kiddo. fxck for all i care, your kind of people are way too easy to handle.

Labels: fxck hate taggers

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hello. okay so ima gonna start from the time i wake up. i woke up today with a wet pillow and a pair of swollen eyes. wanna know why? i had a dream. a really awful dream. not nightmare, but a dream. i couldnt describe how it was actually but i was with my cliques at the beach. then, i wanted to have my time alone. and then i started to draw on the sand. 5424785♥ & 42349♥ approach me and said something i couldnt recall. so i first talked to 42349♥ about something then hugged then he walked away. i seriously couldnt recall what was it. garhs. after that 5424785♥ and i had a talk. then suddenly he gave me a light peck on the lips. then for idk what reason, i hugged him tightly and cried. he did the same. but he didnt cry lah. if i could just remember what did we talk about. sighhhh. i dont know lahhh. it was just a dream. 5424785♥ was seriously sweet at that moment when i was dreaming. in the dream, i saw 42349♥ with a sulky face which made me cry even harder. goshhhh. Momma had to spoil the dream. garhssssssssss. but whats the fxcking meaning sioooo? urgh! chibai! i could still remember how it looks like in the dream. oh so sweet. :'(

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hello. so today, did nothing at home except play comp&EAT! LOL. i didnt watch tv. so yearh, chatting with Hafizah&Wannie. i planned to go Sentosa with cliques. so yearh, if you wanna come, TAG! if not then you're gonna miss it. uh-huh. andand, i have to saveeeee uppp! i only have $20.50! chibaiiiiiii! so little. my everyday allowance suppose to bring me more than 21 bucks! neverSmindS. haaaah. so thought of going next Friday. so cant use the money. maynnnnnn, have to help out at grandmama stall for cashhh! ($$) hmm, lets calculate. if i were to help out for 4 days, nahh, not enuf. 5 dayys? maybe enuf. but like that, i'll be missing out the allowance papa gives! fxcksh*t! urghhhhhhhh! i have E-I-G-H-T friggin days to come up with moneeeyy. uh-huh! chibai! i wanna buy a new backpack for school. i dont think i wanna buy Dickies Bag cos its like everyones having them. -.-' so buying something else then. hhmmmm. live it to momma to give me cah to buy a new school bag ! yay! ahha. thats my post for today. heh. nothing to talk about actually. (:

Labels: 42349♥, byebye

current song - I Wanna Be ; Chris Brown

current mood - i dont know (:

hello(: havent blog for 2 days aye? so nothing happen on Friday, i think. couldnt recall. hah. but yesterday. i went out with Ain, Khairil and Nayli. uh-huh. went out at 6.15pm. mrt-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut. met Nayli there then, waited for Khairil. walked to FortCanning as there was the Ben&Jerry's Ice Cream Fest. i invited Terrence along but he was with his band. Amylia said she couldnt follow cos her Ez-Link are left with no value. sigh. okay. so reached FortCanning, it was a friggin' long queue to get those free ice cream. the queue is like from your house bus stop to the bus stop after your bus stop. chibai, long sio. so first decided to head down to Ben&Jerry's restaraunt at City Hall. walked to City Hall, decided to eat at Clarke Quay Fish Market. hmm, so mrt-ed down to Clarke Quay. there's a direct bus but it slipped my mind. heh. so reached Central Mall, lost our way to the fish market restaurant. finally found it. ahha. waited for E-P before ordering. he arrived at 9plus i think. the Food isnt soooo nice laaa. Hawker Centre food better ;) so after that, it was alr 11pm, so decided to head home. mrt-ed down to Bishan then cabbed home. reached home at 12. sigh. tired lah.

btw, the tittle is about tmrw. heh. tmrw is Hari Raya Haji. i got no tittle to think of. lol.

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hello. currently chatting with Najwa. nothing much happen today&yesterday. yesterday, i turned down Afina's invitation to the beach. i dont know whether its at Changi Beach or East Coast. either one, i didnt wanna tag along due to the presents of someone. i dont geddit. what does Afina sees in the guy in my school? sigh. well, i shouldnt interfere lah. its her life. uh-huh. anddand, told her to meet me at Tampines at 5pm. but i overslept. it was raining yesterday. a really nice whether to sleep(: so overslept, didnt manage to head down to Starbucks for the free drinks. pfffftttt. so woke up at 6 plus. forget it. saw Juliet at the living room. asked why isnt she queing up for the free drinks. she said that there's alot of people&she's lazy. okayyy, whatever. nothing happen uh. Today, papa being a bitch, woke me up. starts nagging about the ciggs in the toilet. he was like, "your rokok ey in the toilet?! if you want to smoke also throw away the batang uhh!" i was like "i where got smoke in toilet!" fxck sio. whatever. mama cooked fried noodles. ate. played the comp. bathe. went down to buy bubbletea. papa gave me today's allowance. okayyy, my everyday allowance from papa now is 5 bucks. i should have save sio. well, i did. i spent them on Monday. i went to East Coast remember? uh-huh. okayy. i got their pictures. :D

hello. currently chatting with Dhukhilan Jeevamani & Deeyana Donna. uh-huh. so woke up, chatted with Juliet&Zoorah in the morning. haha. both of them got ready for work and everything. so im left with Papa&Ahmad. so i bathed lah. then when i was combing my hair, Mama called home. Mama said she felt a lil dizzy &couldnt walk. so she wanted to go to the Hospital. I got changed so as Ahmad, grabbed the helmet, &vroom-ed down to Newton. it was fxcking fast siul. we reached in about 10minutes after Mama called. hmpf. okay. Ahmad had to go to work. uh-huh. then, while waiting for Juliet&Khairil to come pick us up, i ate my lunch. soon after told Mama change her shirt, helped her walked to the toilet. she stopped halfway &felt like fainting but she was strong enough to stand on her feet. Juliet came whereas Khairil have yet showed up. so Juliet&I accompanied Mama to the Ladies. she got change, while we're camwhoring in the toilet. LOL. okay. whatever. went back to Grandmama shop. sat&waited for Khairil. Juliet&I camwhored. LOL. Mama saket, kiter boleh amek gambar. LOL. okayokay. Uncle has offered to bring us to the Hospital but we turned down since Khairil was alr on his way. bought drinks while waiting. Juliet told me to withdraw cash from the POSB. her card was swollowed by the friggin' machine. asshole. came back, Khairil came. okay. drove to TTSH. checked Mama in. i couldnt go in since there can only be ONE person to accompany Mama in. so Juliet when in. so waited for Khairil at the waiting corner thing. yea, he brought along his Laptop. Juliet soon came out, Mama still havent finish checking up. so we decided to head down to Starbucks to get wireless connection as Juliet has unattended work to finish. uh-huh. waited for Mama to ring us up. but she didnt keep us updated at all. sigh. was fxcking worried. sigh. texted Zoorah to keep her updating. so she rang Mama up just to make sure. Mama checked in at 3pm but was discharged at 10pm, oh please ! fxcking LONG okay! when i went in to see Mama, she was sleeping. so i gave a light padding on her shoulder. she woke up. &she gave me a wide smile. she nearly cried as she wants to go home. i almost shed a tear. but i held it up as i see that she's doing just fine. asked the nurse about her condition but the nurse refuse to tell. i got furious at that moment, recapped the smile Mama gave when i acciedentally woke her up. she said she misses all of us&she wants to go home. accompanied Mama awhile. took turns with Juliet. uh-huh. sat outside with Khairil. chatted. waited for Mama&Juliet. and at 9.45pm, she's discharged. but have to wait another 15minutes for her medicine. soon, drove off. stopped by RiverValley[Spice]. bought REAL LATE dinner. and then, drove back home. hmm, was relief that Mama was okay(: iloveyouverymuch, mummy! :D

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current song : Say Goodbye- Chris Brown

current mood : relieved (:

hello. So yearh, today, woke up pretty early at 9am(: early ey? lol. okeoke. whatever. so Zoorah received a call from momma. Momma had to go to KKH for check up. so oke. then cooked nugget, do the laundry&called momma again to asked how was she. she said she's at TTSH for check up. was starting to worry just by hearing her ole' weak voice. oke. bathe, gotten ready to meet up Ishak, Isam & Iskandar for some cycling at East Coast. then, received a call from Juliet. she asked me&Zoorah to accompany momma at TTSH. but i told Zoorah that i'll be meeting them first then i meet her there. so I 55-ed down to Marine Parade. met Ishak&Iskandar at 7-eleven. went to East Coast. waited for Isam. then went to meet Ishak's girlfeyy, Shiqin. fetched her then all 5 of us went to cycle. cycled all the way up after Bedok Jetty. then called momma but Zoorah picked up the call. she asked me to come but i can take my time. =.= oke so i told her i'll be setting foot there at around 4.15pm. so while riding, bought ice-cream &potato chips. uh-huh. andand, we sit at this place uh, the view was sooo fineee !:D lol. Shiqin go play water. so Iskandar followed as well while me, Ishak&Isam sat at the rock-rock thing(: thhennnn, Iskandar took Ishak's cap, &wanting to let it float on the water, Ishak was screaming&wining. like who wouldnt? lol. ok. then the water touched Ishak's cap, Ishak was fxcking panic. lol. he grabbed hold of my legs to cross over to Iskandar but too far =.= then Shiqin gave that "okaaaayy, im fine" kindaf smile, Ishak saw &he backed off. he apologised &sat quite a distance from me. I felt kindaf bad actually. :( so i didnt go near him at all for awhile. so i cycled with Isam&Iskandar. hmpf. no laaa, its just that, me, Isam&Ishak not forgetting Iza(didnt tag along) are very close since primary sch. we go out tgt&all. sigh. i hope Shiqin doesnt whatever-whatever. =.= so i alr felt kindaf uneasy, decided to cycled back to return my bike early. so all of them acompanied me return. Shiqin's face was like so dull. hmpf. but who cares. i only want Ishak, my friend to be happy(: hah. that only matters. so set foot. returned bike alr, the 4 continued cycling while im left with my 2 feet :D haha. tiring. called Kak Ar, asked whether she knows what bus to take to TTSH. she said no. so decided to go to her house first since it was only a 2 blocks away from East Coast. hmm, chill for a while. catch some air cos i was madly sweating! fxckxzx! then tooked 13 to Eunos MRT. while in the bus, Zoorah called asking me to go straight home since momma could alr go home(: thought of taking the train but nahh. oke. got home. bathe. &yeah, thats about it. oh ohh, i've topped up my prepaid! :D you guys can teet teet me now(: yeaaaa!

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