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Zieerah,coming 15:)
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Saturday, November 29, 2008 ; 7:45 PM
a new outcome,

first things first,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ARIK ! :D
okay, so today got up early in the morning just to follow momma to Newton. helped out at grandmomma shop as the old hag off every Saturday. so went there. ate Lontong for breakfast. uh-huh. and then, helped out a lil while waiting for Kak Ar to come. hmm. rang her up at 7 plus. but she turned up at around 10 plus. lol. okaayyy. was tired helping out over there okay ! &&whatsmore i hate to be the calculator. sucha pain in the ass. sucha blow off momma gave. urgh! finally uncle came back from delivering the food to the sch. i could really use a break then. sat down with Kak Ar&waiting for the queue to vanish for us to get our lunch. sigh. the weather was humid & i was sweating. &i reek of one of the dishes that got stuck on my shirt. grr. =.=" finally, no more customers. bought Ice Kacang(: actually we bought Mango Longan thing. but whattheheck. haha. then cleaned up &got paid. lol. 15 bucks is still okay, okaaayyyy! :D took the cab home. tired la. sigh. got home, bathe cos i reeked! eewwww! then play the friggin' computer(: haha. &&currently chatting with Lala. oh yeaa. i dont know uh. she invited me to Arik's birthday party. hmm. to accompany Mira. yeaaa, which means ! i get to meet up with the GEREKS ! :D lol. =.=

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; 5:20 PM
quiz

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
- Najwa Darlaa:D

2. Relationship between you and her?
- my dearest junior(x

3. Three impressions of her?
- Cute, Entertaining, Sweet(:

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
- try to sort things out fast.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
- nothing? lol.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
- i dont know. lol

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
- i dont know. lol

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
- go away, biatch !

9. What do people feel about you?
- i dont know. -.-

10. Your crush?
- 42349♥

11. Pass this to 10 people.
(1)Ainun
(2)Amylia
(3)Hafizah
(4)Jing Ting
(5)Juzaidah
(6) Rushidah
(7)Syarifah
(8)Syn Yin
(9) Wei Lee
(10) Yibin

12. If 5 & 7 were together? ; Juzaidah&Syarifah
- they'll become a lesbo? -.-

13. Who does 5 like? ; Juzaidah
- F to the _ to the _ to the D to the _ to the _ (:

14. What colour does 9 like? ; Wei Lee
- hmm, i dont know? Yellow?

15. Say something about 8. ; Syn Yin
- BUBBLY

16. Who is 2? ; Amylia
- my friend.

17. Talk about 3. ; Hafizah
- she rocksocks! :D

18. Who is 10's best friend? ; Yibin
- Moon Yad? Gerimi Tan? Stanley Tong? anyone of them?

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
- none(: [i couldnt say all neither could i pick one]

20. What colour does 4 like? ; JingTing
- PURPLE. i think. lol

21. Is 4 single? ; Jing Ting
- yeaaaa.

22. Your relationship with 1. ; Ainun
- she is my cousin(:

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends? ; Juzaidah & Rushidah
- uhh, nope. just friends.

24. 9's surname? ; Wei Lee
- Yap !

25. 7's nickname? ; Syarifah
- ifah(:

26. Say something to 8. ; Syn Yin
- hello, Syn Yin(:

27. Say something to help 9. ; Wei Lee
- sorry, im off no help. x(

28. Who does 1 admire? ; Ainun
- Kariim(:

29. Where does 1 live? ; Ainun
- where you cough off the hill. lol -.-

30. 10 of them know who you like?
- only 5 of them ! :D

31. Say something to 6 when you see him. ; Rushidah
- hello, imysm !

31. 10's spouse? ; Yibin
- he doesnt have one(:


; 12:14 AM
goodbye, ♥


okay. first, im writing this because i have lotsa things in mind right now.

people come and people go.
im not saying they passed away or anything.
im talking about relationships.
not only about couples, but,
about friendship&crushes too.
couples.
for start,
so they CAME.
you see, MOST of us, needs someone by them
to tell them about their days, their worries, their problems.
well, when one broke off,
a high chance that they might never come back.
they have left you. GO.
friendships.
they CAME.
you guys share secrets, crushes &everything.
but one littlest thing you do that make them angry,
will cause them to dislike you,
&maybe they'll leave you.
or even talk behind your back. GO.
crushes.
if someone CAME & told you that he likes you.
but at that moment,
you didnt like him.
but he couldnt fail to put a smile on your face
one msg after another.
then you started to have feelings for
that guy,
&waiting for him to make a move.
so he now knows that you liked him.
but he still doesnt make his move.
you waited while sharing your laughter with him.
so you waited patiently.
but to no avail.
then one day, you thought through,
its not worth it. so move on. GO.

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Friday, November 28, 2008 ; 9:57 PM
lets start,

current song : You And I Both - Jason Mraz

current mood : bored

hello. today woke up as usual, at 12noon. well actually i woke up at 11am cos Zoorah, being sucha pain in the ass, took my favorite pillow away. which woke me up just like that. i opened my eyes wide & snatched the pillow back. soon, i went back to sleep. lol. then i was awoken by Ahmad's useless alarm clock which didnt even make him get up. =.= so got up, saw poppa&Zoorah at the leaving room. chatted. then poppa asked me to buy soap. so, grabbed my towel&bathe. poppa gave me 10bucks. Zoorah claimed chocolates. so got ready &went down. bought soap &2 packets of mini m&m's. lol. didnt gave poppa the change. hehe. Zoorah finished the chocolates &asked for mine. i gave her but she manage to get one. cos i was too lazy to reach out for her. haha. she got mad at me. she didnt talk to me sio. i complaint to poppa. lol. Zoorah said i dont wanna gave her chocolates. lol. whatever sey. haha. she's off to work. while im stuck at home with the tv&my finished prepaid. =.= took out my sketch book went to the room & start to draw names. grafiti that is. (x then, looked outside, poppa switched of the comp &headed to the bathroom. so i switched it back on(: played like nobody buisness. lol. after poppa has gotten ready for work, he suddenly asked for the balance money. lol. but he didnt took it back. i took it. yeaaa. soon after poppa left, Ahmad wants to play the computer. party pooper. so yeaaa. he went out, Mon got home. im starving. oke bye(:


Thursday, November 27, 2008 ; 11:53 PM
survey,

1)The person who tagged you is?
Najwa. read her blog.

2)Your relationship with Him/Her.
Najwa ; honeyy(:

3)Your 5 impresion of Him/Her.
cute, fun, funny, happening &bubbly(: lol.

4)The most memorable thing that He/She has done for you.
making me all smiles(:

5)The most memorable thing that He/She has said to you.
she said she loved me(:

6)If He/She becomes your lover , Things He/She has to improve is?
she has to be guy to become my lover(: lol. gila!

7)If He/She becomes your enemy , you will?
i dont know. it depends on the situation

8)What is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now?
online quick! i miss you oh so fxcking damn much!

9)Your overall impresion of Him/Her.
:D

10)How do think the person around you will feel about you?
i dont know? annoyed?

11)The character you love of yourself is?
i dont know? i laugh alot?

12)On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i dont know? i couldnt learn how to make new friends reality?

13)The most ideal person you want to be is?
i dont know.

14)For people(s) who cares & likes you, say somthing to them.
lol. i appreciate you careness? lol.

15)Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know they feel about you.
1)Ameelia
2)Deeyana
3)I-CHA
4)Asiyah
5)Sofia
6)Syarifah
7)Wannie
8)Shahnaz
9)Muhammad
10)Haini

#16)Who No.6 having relationship with ? ; Syarifah
she's single(:

#o17 . Is No.9 female or male ? ; Muhammad
Male

#o18 . If No.7 & No.10 be together, will it be a good thing? ; Wannie & Haini
they dont know each other. &&they are both Females(: lol

#o19 . What is No.2 studying about? ; Deeyana
about Secondary Sch topics? -.-

#o2o . When was the last time you chat with No.3? ; I-CHA
23/11/08

#o21 . What kind of music band does No.8 like? ; Shahnaz
Jonas Brothers?

#o22 . Does No.1 has sibiling? ; Ameelia
i think so. lol

#o23 . Will you WOO No.3? ; I-CHA
noooo. if im a guy, i would. im a girl so i dont woo girls(: lol/

#o24 . How about No.7? ; Wannie
what about her?

#o25 . Is No.4 single? ; Asiyah
i dont think so. no.

#o26 . What is the surname of No.5? ; Sofia
you dont have to know(:

#o27 . What is the hobby of No.1o? ; Haini
i dont know? canwhoring?

#o28 . Does No.5 and No.9 qet alonq well? ; Sofia & Muhammad
duh-uhh! they are classmates ! =.=

#o29 . Where is No.2 studyinq at? ; Deeyana
Bedok North Secondary

#o3o . Talk somethinq about No.1. ; Ameelia
photogenic! :D

#o31 . Have you tried developing feeling for No.8 ? ; Shahnaz
gosh ! aint a lesbo! :D

#o32 . Where does No .9 stay ? ; Muhammad
Sengkang? idk. ;p

#o33 . What colour does No.4 like ? ; Asiyah
red?

#o34 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ? ; Ameelia & Sofia
nahh. (:

#o35 . Does No.1 has pets ? ; Ameelia
i dont know. lol

#o36 . Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ? ; Wannie
Maybe? ^^ :D

#o37 . What is No.1o doing now? ; Haini
i aint got a clue. im no stalker ;p

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; 6:50 PM
i cant believe this is happening,

current song : Three Cheers For Five Years- Mayday Parade

current mood : weird

as for today, didnt do anyth much. woke up at 12noon. received a text from someone(: hmm, watched tv. cleaned the house. bathed. then play the comp. the kitchen was a mess. so i cleaned them up. left the computer on stand by. didnt notice poppa came home. he was like "who is watching tv & who is playing the computer? electricity running here!" saw Ahmad, sleeping. -.-" oh pls. i only left the comp on stand by for a few minutes while doing the dishes &he alr nags. since the computer was left on, poppa played the comp. so i watched tv while texting someone(: oh pls, if you guys are thinking that im texting 42349♥, well you guys are wrong. :D haha. oke, whatever. so poppa asked me to go and bank in his cash into his acc. so bussed down to Bishan as there isnt any deposit machine around my area. poppa gave me 5bucks to spend. gosh. i bought cruchy shrimps from LJS&ice cream from MacD(x hahaha. thought of meeting momma at Bishan so that i could have lunch. but poppa being a party pooper, texted that he wants me to come home ASAP ! darn. texted momma, lunch cancelled. went back home, saw burger ramli Zoorah bought for me and i went gorging(: hungry oke ! so before poppa went off, i gave the innocent face to him &asked him to buy chocolates at Causeway(: but nooooooooooo. grr, whatever. he left. Ahmad gave up the comp to me. i played habbo. Ahmad watched me play from the back. he seems interested:o lol. okeoke. soon, he went off. leaving me at home all alone. afraid doing anyth at home, i just kept my eyes on the friggin' computer. momma came home like an hour later. gosh. she didnt bring food home! gosh! im starving! till now, im craving for food! hmmmpfs. currently chatting with Lala. anw, my prepaid's all gone:( cant text anyone at the moment. fxck.

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ; 5:39 PM
maybe,

hello. well, for all i know, i wont be going out this week. sigh. lazy. i've rejected every single outing with my cliques. gosh. woke up at 11am today. ate HoneyStars for breakfast. then cooked some nuggets. yum. dad gave me&Zoorah today's allowance. Zoorah then headed for work. thought of wanting to send her but im not in the mood. been having gastric attack recently. hmm, met momma downstairs at 4. bought bubble tea for poppa&myself. yeaaa. then, got back up, unfortunately, i dropped my bubble tea infront of my neighbour's doorstep. momma asked me to grabbed a bucket of water. so i did, i rushed out and spill the water out from the bucket. sigh. momma was nagging at me&poppa. poppa had to shut her up. yea, she was nagging at me as though she hasn't dropped anything before. whatever the heck was that nagging for? gosh. so stucked at home watching "Cinta untuk Cinta" in english "Love for Cinta". yea, the movie was sooooo touching. i nearly cried. but i didnt oke!:D dang! my prepaid is kinda low for once. it hasnt been low ever since the day i last went Faiz's house for Raya. -.- &that was like 1month 1week ago? -.- &now im left with $1.20 . sigh. well, nothing happen today.

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Monday, November 24, 2008 ; 5:30 PM
being there,

current track : Im Yours

current mood : confused

hello,
i swear the tittle has got nothing to do with what im posting now. Well today, somebody called me early in the morning! i was like who the fuck is so annoying to call me at this hour ! gosh, so i texted the person and went back to sleep. when i woke up, i saw a msg, it turns out to be Athirah who called me. so i apologized for my language in the text. oh please people, stop calling me early in the morning, cos im not a morning person anymore. gosh! so yearh, i thought of going down Sengkang, but i was lazy. but the next minute, i thought of wanting to slack with Lala, but she didnt reply the convo, so i assume she's away. hmpf. then i suddenly remembered that i had to meet the Gereks for something. so i texted them for a reminder, but then, they didnt reply. haha. their prepaid could be low(: well, nevermind. i heard from NajwaDarlaa that their graduation day/night is cancelled. aaw, hmpf. well, guys, cheerups(: you guys can have it some other day yea (: for now, im doing absoloutely nothing but typing this shit cos i have nothing better to do. i aint someone who play online games. so yearh, i practically have nothing to do at all. Friendster's a bore. so is reading blogs. sighs. its alr been a month of holidays. hmm, lets recap, i only went out like hmm, 6/7 days? oke, thats little. but i couldnt help it. im lazy. lol. well, i dont care. haha. okeoke. i got nothing to say anymore. byebye.(:


Saturday, November 22, 2008 ; 5:40 PM
no tittle for the day,

Current Track : Aint No Way - Chris Brown

Current Mood : eager? haha.

hello(:
so Today, woke up at 11 plus almost 12, as usual. hahaha. watch tv awhile then do house chores. hmpf. i dont have much to say only that i rot at home all day. sigh. bored, i know. currently chatting with Amylia, Najwa, Arik, Mirrah&Suzy(Afina's Cousin). whatever. ohh yah, meeting the Gereks maybe on Monday or Tuesday. gyeaaa. haha. bored laaaa at home. hmpf. i cant wait for Sentosa outing with them(: its now cloudy&drizzling. a nice weather to sleep in. but i couldnt sleep. haha. &&you guys know whatt?! im hungry. :( im missing my friends ; Amylia, Athirah, Hidayah, Shahnaz, Syafiqah, Hafiz, Sheena, Linda, Salihin&not forgetting Aidil. although me&Aidil arent in good terms for now, i still do treasure him as my bestfriend(: hehs. gagaga. i dont have anything to blog about. hmpf. till the next post laaaa:D

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; 12:56 AM
and today,

current track : Whatever You Like - T.I

current mood : missing bestfriend(:


hello.
today, went to Bishan with Momma&Zoorah. hmm. walk-walk lah ey. ate LJS then thought of doing some shopping but, turns out to be window-shopping. thats oke. thought of cutting my hair but Momma said a straight NO ! she said when school gonna reopen then cut. fcuk uh! boo~! hmpf. then got home at 5.30 like that. yeaaaa. rot first. then Zoorah told me about Sentosa tickets. $12 for 2 for Skyride&Ludge. so talked to Lala about it. &planned to go with the usuals. altogether 5 tickets we purchase. yeaaaaa, 10 people (: : Me, Lala, Mira, Najwa, Nafisah, Farhin, Khai, Arik, Fir && Fais. yeaaaaaaaaaaa. usuals babe. uh-huh. thenthen, called Farhin, he said oke !:D Najwa next, she didnt pick up. so does Fir. hmpf. so at late night, called Nafisah/Fais/Arik. talked about it. they agreed. (: Arik will inform Mira. so gyea, had GASTRIC bodow ! sekse siol ! andand, thrash talked with Najwa&Lala. hahah. gereks bodow. hmpf. currently chatting with AuntyCeng, Lala&Mirah. hahah. "let night sex, so wet&so tight" was what i put on my personal msg. hahaha. then msger starts to pop out one by one. hahaha. AuntyCeng said im a horny bitch. hahaha. Lala thinks im dirty. Hakim said pm power !:D hahaha. lol. hmpf. okeoke, byebye.

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Thursday, November 20, 2008 ; 4:40 PM
she had nooooooo idea,

hello(:
hmm, today. Woke up at 8am. then back to sleep again. thanks to Zoorah, i woke up at 8.45am. oke nevermind. thats cool. she woke me up just to ask if she could borrow my spects. i allowed laaaaaaaaaa. then, cleaned the house, iron my berms& sat down awhile. feel like sleeping but i couldnt. sooooo looked at the time, time to bathe. hahaha. got ready&everything, took my phone&knock off. took 136 to sch. saw Yibin&Moon Yad having basketball training. just waved. then went to the office, saw Mr Leong. looks like he has some weight loss. *no offence(:
after that 136-ed down to Serangoon. i arrived at the same time Khai&Lala arrived. so walked in together. saw Fais waving. we went to where they were sitting&saw Fir, Arik, Farhin, Syari, Raasyad, Tawal at the table. Najwa, Nafisah&Farizah then came. hmmm. it was time for the P6s to head up to the hall. Nafisah asked for a hug, same goes to Farizah&Najwa. hehe. so left me, Lala, Khai, Arik, Fais&Fir. yeaaaaa. the 6 of us went up after quencing our throat. :D played a fool at the back off the hall. saw Mrs Junice Tan, Mr Lim Beng Kim& Ms TanLG. hhe. talked about my studies and all. hahaha. then they had prize presentation thingy. it suck oke ! heeh. the 6Fs went to the classroom. we also follow from behind. heeehs. gyeaaaaaa. got to know Najwa can choose either NA or E. am sooooo proud of her. okeoke. Farhin soon get his results. he PASSED! (: good for him. went up to the hall, get Nafisah's result. she got into Express. her agg is quite high oke. hehe. Farizah, on the other hand, had satisfying results for her class. (: hhes. then all of us head down to MacD. cock in cash& they ordered double cheese burger&drinks. talked crapped & stuffs. fun laaa being with them. gahahas. after eating, went home. thought of slacking with the gereks but nahh, weather too hot&im sweating like hell. tired,&22-ed home. got home, texted 42349♥& told him about my day. yeaaaaa. at the same time texting Farhin. talked crap laaa. &he still owe me a piggy back ! :D

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; 1:34 AM
bored

hello. oke. its 1.32am &im still up. oke, its normal. so yearh. currently texting 42349♥ haah. oke shuts. im bored oke. so today, or was it ytd? whichever. rot at home. been playing the comp non stop. hhas. so yearh, otp with Najwa&Lala. then got to know that the bxtch heck into Najwa's secret blog and started to make a fuss out of it. whatever sey. so her pm shows something. i replied to her pm &the next thing i knew, her boyfriend sound me. like whatever. Lala joined in the convo. haha. the convo damn cool uh sia! :D then sachok join in the convo as well. haha. so yearrhhh. whatever. at the end, me&Lala revealed something to her boyfriend. :D then the bxtch sound me. haha. no use la hor. hahaha. i havent finish talking, she offline alr. it suck. so chatted alr. realised that i was in front of the computer screen for almost the whole day. yeaaaaa, switched it off, &texted FarhinMonyet, Lala&Najwa. Farhin owes me a piggie back. hha. but i pity him laa sio. he's only 12 &he wanna piggie back me. crazy, i know. hahaah. meeting Najwa, Farhin, Lala&the rest tmrw or is it later? oke, whichever. hmpf. soooo, texted 42349♥ &told him what happen. asked him to come down but he said most probably he couldnt for some reasons. aww, pity. thats oke. hehs. i have the answer everyone ! :D im oh so happy about it. gyeaaaa.

p.s: sorry Deeyana, i cant do your taggy quiz thing. i'll try do them soon aites. (:

byebye♥

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ; 6:22 PM
had a day,

hello sexay!:D
well today, got up&look for poppa. he's not home. hmpf. took the phone&dialed him up asking where he was. I asked him to fetch me before 1pm. so yearh, it was 11.30 like that. went breakfast first then off to sch. before that, when for a CARWASH. wahaha. after that then, drive to sch. reached sch, poppa went off. i looked at the tempat security, there was nobody so i was "phewing". heh. so went up to the locker, there was no one. so texted Amylia. she asked me to wait for Athirah at the canteen. so went down, saw alot of prefect there cos today got the i dont what meeting uh. Saw Sheena, quickly hugged her. hahaha. i miss her sio. haha. Linda too. but Linda seems to not have the mood to do anything. so shall not disturb her. sat with Juzaidah. chatted awhile then head over to Farhanah's side. hehs. then back to chatting with Sheena. saw Athirah at sight. went over to her&headed to the locker. cleared the locker alr, threw away stuffs that isnt needed. haha. met Amylia, Syafiqah&Taasha. walked to the bust stop together. they went off to Pasir Ris. while im meeting Farhana at Compass. so yeaaaa, met her alr. realised that my 10 bucks were GONE! at that time, i PANIC! but, i still have some money for a survival journey to Newton. haha. brought Farhana jalan-jalan. yeaaa, met momma there. she gave me 10 bucks!:D woohooo~! so after that went Plaza Sing. ate at LJS then off to Marks&Spencer to buy chocolate!:D andand, we were bored just walking there, soooo, we trained down to Kovan. while queuing for bubbletea, Haziq&his "girlfriend" walked pass. chatted with Haziq awhile. Hafiz wasnt with him. sigh. &omg! he wore his contact lenses like soooooo diff like that sio. haha. oke. then walked around Kovan then slacked at the bus stop there. hehs. merepek-merepek with Farhana. haha. kekek sio. XD had fun laaaa going out with Farhana!:D then she had to go home, so yearh, went home. now here. currently chatting with An'Najwa! XD
byebye

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Monday, November 17, 2008 ; 2:37 PM
another day,


hello. first things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAFIZ ALI(:
im sorry, i dont have anything to give on your birthday. D;
i miss you, loveeeee. its been weeks since we last see each other.
hope you have fun yea(:
iloveyou, Hafiz.


So yearh, today im rotting at home. thats for sure. am going to school tomorrow&maybe on Wednesday as well. tmr's plan is to meet up with Farhana at Compass &off to Peninsular tgt. before that i wanna bring her to Newton for some fillings for our stomach before we start the day. yeaaa. haha. so its just the both of us. (: hmpf. nothing much happen at home, only that momma did corn pudding! &its delicious oke! &now, she's cooking late dinner for us. hha. hmpf. i did some editting to the blog so, do browse around the Navigations alright? (:


ps: ive been having deep thoughts lately,
& ive made my decision.
I will never wanna see you again :(

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Sunday, November 16, 2008 ; 8:54 PM
i have to,



I ever once told myself that love's not for me
trust me, love was NEVER for me
was told not to love anyone but your loved ones.
even if you sorta do something together always like
;going home together, sat together, eat together&etc.
which kindaf made you guys even closer than before.
so the feeling started to develop.
i had a crush on someone which i used to hate more than ever.
weird. i know.
soon after i know his feelings towards me, i felt the same way.
but, i didnt expect much from him at all.
he's only a close friend &i alr fall for him.
so now, i dont know if he still has that feelings ;
i only know, i do.
when time passes by, i learned that he's change.
so, i guess, now is the right time for me to move on.
so i will, somehow. :(

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; 7:19 PM
just a lil,

a sudden feeling of wanting to blog. but i dont know what to blog about. basically, today, i went to 2 weddings. one is at CCK &another one is at Woodlands. was suppose to drop by Tampines for another wedding of a family friend, but we didnt manage to as it was alr kindaf late. hmpf.

i dont have anything else to say. but, ive got a lot of things going through my mind right now. gosh, i dont know where to start. i dont feel like saying anything in this blog.

i only wish for one thing ;
I want everything to be the way it was before 25th of August :(

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Saturday, November 15, 2008 ; 8:31 PM
somehow i wish i was back before 230608

So today, Khairul woke me up or was it Suhaila who woke me up? Either one, they really spoil my morning sleep. haha. i cant get back to sleep so rot at home watching tv. hha. fell asleep at around 1 like that. was awaken by Poppa's stomping feet. shucks! andand, look at the time, it was 2.30pm. rushed to the bathroom &took my own sweet time bathing. hahaha. after bathing, didnt know what to wear to Arik's sister's birthday party. just took a shirt&berms &ironed it. went out wearing those. hahaha. met Khai, Lala, Arik&Mira under Zul's block. slacked under the block for awhile&set foot to Arik's crib. saw Raasyad, Syari, Farhin, Nafisah, Faiz&Fir was there too. slacked at Arik's crib. More&more people came. well, those were Nafisah's cliques. Najwa, Farahliza came. then they kept picking up their friends. so they went back&forth umpteen times. hmm, played the guitar while watching congkak. there was nothing to do at that time so joked around with Fir&Faiz. haha. gossiped with Najwa, Raasyad& Nafisah. all of us that were there, were on the same page about certain someone. hehs. so gyea, all the boys suddenly went into the room&shut the door. wonder what were they doing huh? ^^ noooo, gosh! hhas. so it was kinda bored at home, went to 7-11 with Lala. saw Kishan&one more i forgot the name. bought chocolate then went back to Arik's crib. Faiz was gorging on the food when we reached. so me&Lala raced to the kitchen&grab our plates for the food. heheh. hungry lah sio. after eating, Arik's momma&poppa asked to head downstairs. so we did. saw, Juraimi& was it Zul or his brother with their clan under the block opp Arik's. soo. headed to the MP theatre &slacked. then Nafisah's momma asked to go by the playground. so we shifted. Nafisah's clan went to eat what was prepared. heh. me&Lala sat ontop on the rock climbing thing. did crazy stuff. after much fun, the "Royal Streets" came& it pissed some of us. so Fir disturbed me&Lala, couldnt chase Fir. heeh. but Lala could! Lala&Khai helped revenge. hehs. thanks y'all. was having lotsa fun but look at the time, i wanna go home&watch my tv. heeh. but i truly regret going home sio. sigh. salam-ed everyone. &went off to the bus stop with Lala&Khai accompany. met Na'em at the bus stop. he became taller! ohh wow! :D soon, bus came&left for home. had an eff-ing time with all of them. :D i wanna do it again yea? haha. thats all for now. yeaaaa

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Thursday, November 13, 2008 ; 7:53 PM
havent had enough rest :(


lets cycle!:D
thats Zoorah. ey! my face cacat!

&we're off!

before cycle

thats Zac.

hello(:
i guess i have to update whats missing lately?
so yearh.
101108[Monday]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PUTRI NADHIRAH!:D
planned to meet Suhailah at first but i was too lazy. then received a text from Amylia that dance was last minute canceled&asked me out to slack. due to my laziness, i turned her down. instead of staying at home, followed Zoorah to Kovan then Hougang where i stayed previously to do some stuffs near that area. was tired laa ey. walked alot.
111008[Tuesday]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAHNAZ&GAUTHAM! :D
I woke up then, Zoorah was like "want go cycling today?!" i went "cycle at?with?" her reply was "EastCoast, dengan Abg Zac kao!" i agreed. thought of going Jurong Water World for a swim but Zac turned down so back to square 1. cleaned the house, bathe then, got ready &went off. 55-ed down to Marine Parade. Waited for Zac. while waiting, me&Zoorah ate Soto Ayam at the coffeeshop nearby. hhaa. sempat ey? there's this fat motherfucker look at us like &%^#. i was like whatever the heck?! finished our dish &went to the busstop &waited. not long after, Zac arrived. walked to East Coast. Camwored along the way. it was drizzling so decide to chill at MacD for awhile. ate MegaMcSpicy. haha. i just had Soto Ayam&im gorging away on MegaMcSpicy. hey, i was hungry oke!:D so finished eating, went to rent our bikes. after renting, we stopped by the Futsal corner thing. Zac said hello to Zul. so yearh, off to cycle then. cycled till this Castle thing then got off the bike&camwored. heh. cycled again to Bedok Jetty. haha. my butt hurts after all that cycling oke! rested at the shelter for 15minutes. then send our bike back. hha. before that, the three of us dropped by Zul's&Danial's corner to watch them play. so yearh. went to BK bought sunday pie. ate then 31-ed to Tampines. sent Zac off. then 22-ed home. what a tiring day. texted Juzaidah, then was asked to ring her up. so i did. while talking, i received a text from someone. hmm, was surprised that he was still awake. we chatter till 4 then continued our conversation by texting. she doze off first while im still texting my other friend, Sheena. hha. dozed off at around 5. sigh. hha.
121108[Wednessday]
woke up at 11.30am today. had nothing on today. received a call from AfinaDarla. asking me to tag along with her&cliques to E!hub. was lazy&im broke due to ytd's outing. sigh. sorry b, i had to turned you down. next time ey? :D
hmm, so today simply lazed around at home. hmm. at night, on the phone with Juzaidah. but only for awhile. then continued texting. ring Sheena up, &then told her i'll ring her up again at 9 but i forgot so i rang her up at 10 then, she didnt answer so i assumed she dozed off alr. texted Juzaidah till morning. hha. then, received a text from Hafiz at 2.30am, i think. was asked to ring him up. so i did. talked&talked&talked till 4am. &believe this sh*t, that night, my thumb was sooo fxcking sick! it was swollen till i cant even touch it. sick isnt it. fall asleep straight after hanging up the phone. hmpf.
131108[Thursday, Today]
today is Rihanna concert&Farhanah's going. fxck sh*t. jealous bodoh! haha. didnt do anyth today. just played the comp&watched tv. &oh yea, i cooked Ikan Biles Sambal. my cooking has improved. hahahaiii!:D proud of it!:D yeaaaa. nuff said. byebye.

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Sunday, November 9, 2008 ; 8:53 PM
♥ i had a tiring day, today.


So today, Zoorah woke me up by a phone call asking me to help out carrying the groceries. but i was too tired&doze off after i hang up the call. hha. Mum&Zoorah came home with unfinish expendatures. Zoorah shouted my name but i couldnt careless to what she was shouting. So momma had to go into the room&wake me up. So got up, washed up&everything&went down to finish spending. There was alot to spend on. was very sleepy that time. bought those groceries&headed home. Dad assembled the new table&we cleared up the kitchen. We re-arrange EVERYTHING accept of the sink ofcourse!XD
after all that has been cleared, momma&Zoorah cleared momma's bedroom. Every furniture was re-arrange. hha. then time to wash the fan. momma asked Ahmad to do it as he doesnt even do the house chores. he only knows how to SLEEP, eat&play the comp all day when he's at home. so when momma ordered him to do so he was like asking me to help him wash one of the fan. he got angry when i said im not doing it. he threw a towel at me&i stared at him. he was like "APE?" i replied the same. then he said "YOU GO WASH THE OTHER FAN! NOW!" i say uh "tu abg nyer kejer per, bukan Irah punyer! buat uh sendirik! pemalas!" momma: "ape hal ni kau Udin carik pasal ngan adek?! kau bilang mama kau ader contribute ape untuk kebersihan rumah! asal Irah?" i reply uh "entah dier! anak mama uh tuu. kepaler besar! saket otak agaknyer!"
was fcuking pissed sio. &that was the actual first time i ever talked back to my brother harshly, i swear! i wasnt feeling bad at all for that cos he's way too kurang ajar towards his Family alr. i know i wouldnt get bitten up by Dad if he were to witness it. i dont give a fcuk to it anymore. im sick&tired of my brother being doted by momma untill he turns out like a bigfcuk. 19 years old&still being dote by momma just because he's the only guy. oh puhlease! momma's son doesnt even help to carry momma's groceries. had enough of all those. whatthehell?!
so helped momma cook lunch. gawd, all of us miss home-cook food!:( glad today we had momma's cooking after 4months++ of outside food. hha. dont ask what happen during that 4 months++.:D hmm, then after lunch, rested for awhile. then, did another grocery as Zoorah wanna eat Corn Pudding. the last time we ever had Corn Pudding was like at Seranggoon North's house. &that was say, 8years ago? yeaps. i really miss that house although i had little memories there. but hey, my old house in Hougang filled me with the finest memories:D i lived there since June'02 till May'08. tsk. i really miss staying there:(
wait, why am i talking about this? hha. strange. i guess, im just recalling the past:'( hha.
so had dinner, while watching Madagascar. hha. Tired uh. now here, telling you a story which i suddenly feel like telling(:
Anyway, I miss all my friends. its been ages since i saw them. GAHSS! there's alot of November babys' ey? Shahnaz, Gautham, Hafiz&etc's birthdays are coming up. hha.
i guess thats all i could say? hha.





Friday, November 7, 2008 ; 6:08 PM
b, please stay :(


Havent been updating, i know. nothing new to blog about. Lifes a bore. so yesterday, talked to Linda otp as Sheena was busy doing something. was hillarious talking to Linda(: then, had to hung up&rang Hafiz up:D i didnt allow him to sleep eventhough he's sleepy.HAHA! bare with it! hung up at 1.30am i think. around there uh.
today, was suppose to go to Sheena's pit. but, i cant. my momma is sick &im suppose to take care of her. hmm. AuntyCeng wants to go but im not going so, she's not going as well. sorrye, aunty. hha. today, Zoorah is a real alarm clock. it was 9am&she was like shouting my name &asking me to hurry go bathe. i was like "okok.*rushed to the toilet*" hha. how silly was that?! hha. after im prepared, had a drink at the coffeeshop then cabbed down to Seranggoon North with momma&Zoorah. momma had to go to the dentist to pluck out her tooth cos according to her, that tooth of hers giving her pain &she could barely eat anything. poor momma.
got home, do chores. then rest. sigh. tired y'know!
tmrw, is gonna be another boring day. PLANS PEOPLE, PLANS! but lazy uh to go out. sigh.
nothing interesting to talk about. im just blogging to keep an update or my blog will be dead. ha!

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ; 9:13 PM
somehow, its gonna get worse?




hello!
yeaaa, i havent been blogging for quite awhile. it bores me to write about absolutely nothing. so far my holidays, i only went out twice. the rest of my holidays have been staying at home doing nothing but eat, watch tv&text people. hha. boring uh? well, am actually broke! grr! hmm, tomorrow, Daddy's having shooting. i badly wanna follow! cos IF i follow, MAYBE i'll get to see AfinaDarla!:D as the location of their shooting is quite near to her grandmomma's crib. its been a week since i last saw her. hha. i wanna meet her. each time we plan to meet, her momma wont allow. grr her! so i fcuking wanna follow badly. sigh. hopefully, i'll be able to wake up before 10 laaa. currently texting Sheena(: hha. Zoorah's not home. sigh. nobody to disturb. tralalalala~ im confuse. currently having mix feelings towards someone. the only question that whirls in my head is only should i wait or should i just step on with it? that is the only thing which bothers me now. im just waiting for the answer to be revealed. y'think? hmpf. got alot in my mind right now. have to decide whether i wanna transfer school or not. i dont know laa ey. its just too hard to decide on my new friends or my old friends. which one shall i go with? my new friends are awesome so as my old ones. but one of my old friends has change to someone which not knew. she's been bailing on her old friends cos she had her new friends in sch. me&Afina gave up on her alr. so now, i have to think twice on transfering schools. anyways, i cant go out! cos im fcuking broke! i wanna earn cash. but how?! im only 13! grr. sigh. byebye.